A/N: At the end of this chapter , i will need you guys to see this short note for you all.

2 months after Haejin got discharged from the hospital

Haejin's POV:

-shakes-

" mwoyahhh.. ? ( What ) " I mumbled to the person shaking me

" Time to wake up.. Your husband is coming back from Japan already... " someone shook me

" Let me sleep awhile more... I am really tired and moreover i am not hungry and neither do i have the mood. " I begged

" YAH! JANG HAEJIN! Aren't you going to listen to omma? How could you ditch your husband at the airport and not welcoming him just because you dont have mood... And quickly have breakfast.. You havent been eating much for weeks.. last night , you didnt even take your dinner.. You can't be like this. Don't be pessimistic .. You've got to be optimistic.. You'll recover... Staying in your room all day and sleep isn't going to help you, " Mom lectured me.

" Fine fine i am up alright." I threw my temper.

I am so angry with that fact that i am immobile ,yet my parents are constantly asking me to do things that involvees the movement of my legs when i have no control against my legs anymore.. I am like half paralyse..

Mum got me changed into a new pair of bermudas. When she helps me change my clothes , it reminds me of those days when i was still a young little girl... Mom would always dress me up instead of me dressing myself.

" Omma... " I cried

" Waegurae? (why are you like this?)" She asked

" I am so useless now.. "

" Don't be like this alright... You will be fine soon.. Believe in yourself alright,.. Clean those tears.. Lets go.. We need to reach to Sungjae as soon as possible.. His flight sopon arrive in an hour time.. " She calmed me down as she wheeled me out to the kitchen for breakfast.

As i sat infront of the table , i stared at my food.. I didn't had any appetite... I pushed the food away and wheeled myself towards the door..

" Where are you going? " Dad asked

" Wearing my shoes.. I'll take longer than you guys... " I said in a mono tone...

" alright , wait for us.. " they chimmed

 ' what did i do to deserve such punishment ohdaddy god?? ' i asked

I picked up my guitar and started playing to a song..

These four walls,
They whisper to me
They know a secret
I knew they would not keep

Didn't take long
For the room to fill with dust
And these four walls, came down around us

It must've been something, sent me out of my head
With the words so radical,
Not what i meant
Now I'll wait for a break in the silence
'Cause it's all that we've left
Just me and these four walls again.

It's hard now to let this pain be
I won't make excuses,
I've made my peace...

"What is this song? " dad came forward

" About how upset i am.. "

" My dear girl, this four walls will get back up if your willing to give another push of confidence and trust." he assured

" We will see... Lets go.. didn't you say we gotta be early and wait for oppa? " i asked as they nodded in agreement and wheeled me off to the car..

During the ride , it was silent. I was sitting at the back seat all alone.. Looking at my phone with the wallpaper of me and oppa.. ' Will he really still accept me even though im wheelchair bounded.. '

I looked out the window and saw a couple.. The girl was also in a wheelchair.. Her leg was casted ... Might have broken her leg?

But the boyfriend was pushing her wheelchair and talking to her. They seem really happy. Will Sungjae and i be like them?

" My dear , get off the car... Stop day dreaming... " My dad knocked my senses back as i saw the door was already opened...

" ahh ok.. " i hopped into my wheelchair with the aid of my dad carrying me in.. ' how ironic to think i hopped into my wheelchair when it was my dad carrying me in.. ' i mentally slapped myself..

" Which gate is his flight arriving at.. ?" i asked.

" Gate 51..  It is at arrival hall 4.. Lets go... Haejin.. Are you sure you do not want to have something to eat? " mom was worried

" i am fine mom.. not to worry.. I am really not hungry at all..."

" alright.. "

we waited outside the arrival hall.. During that waiting time , i was thinking....

' oppa... When your out from the arrival hall  will you be happy to see me? Will you come over and hug me? Or will you go back to Jieun? ' all the train of thoughts killed me...

" grrr. " i growled in anger

" what happen my dear? " dad suddenly asked

" There are a lot of things in my mind.. Nothing else.. " i replied

" If yoyr thinking about whether Sungjae would ditch you.. No he wont.. Remember that Sungjae really loves you now alright.. He wont go back to Jieun anymore. Trust your own husband alright.. No one is going to dump you just because of your handicap... " Dad hugged me..

" Haejin.. Mijin will be back from Canada soon.. I know she sudden disapperence made you angry.. But  i think you should know this . Mijin was given the opportunity to complete her degree in commerce in Canada.. And it was also that she had some problems with that stupid boyfriend who dumped her for another girll... " Mom told me

" Jinnie eonnie is back??? Chincha? Omma.. Don't bother about that jerk who broke eonnie's heart.. " i told her

a part of me was happy that eonnie was coming back. But another part of me was still sad..

Suddenly i felt someone hugging me..

" Pabo.. I miss you soo much.. "

" Sungjae... " i called out

" Yah! just because i never see you for 2 weeks and your calling me just by my name? No more oppa? " he teased

" ani... Oppa.. I missed you too. " i hugged him back..

" Aigoo.. look at our kids... Haejin and sungjae ah. Appa and omma will go for our date now... We will see you later.. Sungjae , remember what i've told you.. " Mom reminded him

:What thing? " i asked him

I felt for comfortable when Sungjae was finally back.. i felt more energetic seeing that face of his..

" Where are wee going? " i asked sungjae as he drove off to somewhere

" We are going to your favourite Itallian restaurant that i have no idea what the menu is talking about. " He cheerfully said

"Oppa.. I am not hungry.. "

" NO No!No objections.. You're suppose to listen to oppa.. Oppa is doing what is best for you.. Listen to oppa ok? " i nodded in defeat as i knew whatever i said will bring to me as a loss

" Take a pick.. " He asked me to choose whatever i wanted on the menu.. Since he couldnt read anything on it..

"Two Risotto Carnaroli 'Capesante' please" I ordered

" How do you know all these? "

" i studied in an international school. I seldom eat korean food, Memories of me eating korean food when i was young is like...... i cant even find one..." I comprehended the situation while scrunching my nose.

" You look cute doing that.. Oppa misses all your aegyo... "

" Aigoo.. Stop being mushy. " i have to admit that his presence indeed brought my spirits up.. Definitely.. He was like a magic potion that can make me abide to what ever he wants

I tried filling my tummy.. But at my 5th mouth . I rejected the food.

" Why? the food isn't nice? I think it is amazing.. " he asked

" ani.. i have no appetite.. "

" no! Eat your food.. What about oppa feed you ?? " he asked as he took my spoon and fed me a mouth full

" thats more like it.. Haejin is a good girl. Oppa will give you something later.. " he praised as he feed himself and smiled at me

I did my best and finished my food.. By the time i finshed my food , i felt like my tummy was exploding ..

" Oppa.. I am really full now.."

" Alright.. Lets go for a walk? "

I looked down at my legs and shrugged

" Dont be upset.. You don't need to walk.. I am not insulting you either.. Babe.. Listen , you got to get out of this about worrying this and that." he told me as he wheeled me to a railing full of lock.

" namsam tower. " i whispered..

" Yes.. your right.. It is the namsam tower.. And today.. oppa is going to make a promise to you. " he pushed me to the railings filled of locks " Oppa. will always be here for you. Oppa wont ever leave haejin.. Oppa loves haejin forever and ever.. Dont' ever forget about it. Oppa. Loves you till death.. Will you promise oppa that you'll bravely take your therapy and go past all barriers ..?? That You wont get knock down.. And that you'll always believe in yourself?  " hesmiled at me

" neh.. oppa.. i will " i leaned in and pecked his lips..

" i miss that lips." i blurted out

" hahah! i missed yours too. " i blushed upon his comment

He handed me a lock..

"Lets lock our locks together , but lets put our notes down on the lock " he handed me a permanent marker and the lock.

" Dont look at mine first" i whined as sungjae kept peeking at what i wrote..

After we are done.. We faced our locks down so each of us wont see each other's first.. after we locked we switched place and looked at each other's lock...

'how childish right? '

Sungjae's lock ; " will you officially be mine and never run away from me anymore? Saranghae yeobo.. I love you.. "

As i saw his lock , i remembered about what my locked was written.. what i wrote seemed to answer what he wrote.. Hmmm Even though i meant another thing

my lock stated " I love you. And yes... forever....Sungjae oppa... Saranghae.. "

" you read my mind? " sungjae asked

" ani.. i didnt know you were going to write this.. hahah! i was replying to your previous question.. " i laughed

" well , we thought something that actually looked linked.. But no one will know... except us" he chimmed

" Oppa.. saranghae... " i told him...

" I love you too.. Please be a good girl and eat proper meals.. stop skipping them.. Oppa was very worried when omma kept telling me that you did not eat.. Oppa thought that you would do something stupid.. Thank god you didnt.. Please don't make oppa worry like that anymore ok? "

" arrasso.. As long as your with me , i'll listen to whatever you say... I promise. " i smiled at him

" Finally you smiled.. Omma told me you didnt smile at all.. Hmmm you should smile more.. Just ike how i always tell you , smiling makes you much more prettier and makes you more confident" He told me as we sat on the patch of grass looking over at the sunset beautifully infront of our eyes,....

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PRESENTLY (flashback ended)

" Yeobo.. Mijin noona is infront.... " sungjae pointed out to Haejin.

" UNNIEEEEEEEEEEE!" Haejin screamed catching her attention..

" JINNIEEEEE!" she called back and ran to hug Haejin.

" Annyeong Mijin Noona , how have you been? " Sungjae asked ehr

" Annyeong sungjae ah..  Heard you finally been treating my sister nicely? GOOD! If you bully her again or make her cry .. i swear i will chop off your head.." Mijin warned him

" Arrasso noona... Anyways , do you want to stay with us? Omma and appa are currently not in town.. " Sungjae asked

"yeap! Sure.. I want to see the environment my baby girl is living in anyways.. " She said as she hugged her younger sister

" JINNIE AH! " a guy shouted for Mijin/HaeJin. Both of them turned around thinking that someone had called them

The guy hugged Mijin .. He had a cap on his head , making ungjae and Haejin unable to identify whoit was..

When he turned around

" HYUNSIK?? " Haejin and Sungjae exclaimed

" HAEJIN SUNGJAE? " he shouted back

" omg you guys know each other? "

" DUH! NOONA! U DIDNT KNOW THAT HYUNSIK IS MY TEAM MEMBER FROM BTOB? "

" noona doesn't follow kpop.. " she laughed

" aigoo.. so there ist much to introduce... anyways . Haejin ah and sungjae ah.. Hyunsik is my.............................

a/n; cliff hanger:D

ok.. short note here..

To all my readers subscribers.. I am really sorry for not updating regularly now.. I am preparing for my test this week..Tons of homework to be doen.. It is piling up.. as tall as Beijing 101 (exaggeratin) hahaha! anyways , i will promise that there will definitely be ONE update per week at the minimum.. There isn't a limit of how many i'll post a week.. So yeah:) i hope i get your understanding and hope you'll follow me to the end of this story... I wont disappoint you with my updates as mentioned before:D Hope you guys loved todays sweet little update:D

Have you seen my new poster? How is it? Nice? This was made by Nami_97 . A lovely girl i've met and helped me made out of pure kindess and a fan of my story.. Haha thank you babe:D Hope you guys like it:D There will be two more posters that are not revealed yet.. Please do look forwar to the art piece made by Nami_97.

COMMENTS REPLIES:

NurulAina  : Spotting a baby yook:D wonder if it is a girl or a boy:D

BTOB_Lover : if somethinghappened , won't you kill me??:) ahhah:D

ftkyles : aww thank:D hop you enjoyed this chapter tooo

hueyelaine : i wrote more today:D Better? hahah:D Slowly bit by bit , i'll unravel more.. What is a story without any more drama ? Definitely a cliffhangering drama is on its way to you:D

Nami_97 : YEAP:D BABYYY:D I actually want to reveal the time frame of when that happened and it'll be much easier for readers to catch up with:D

beasteubaby : I have back up plans for hyuna.. So yeah;D Hyunseung and Hyuna will NOT be together in this story at all:D just co-workers who has very close relationship ties with each other:D