Wow, you are something Jessica. I never knew that you could fall in love. And the crucial is he is you freaking ‘MASTER’. This all love stuff made me feel sick, sick of myself. Hence, I’m alone at house. In my own little space without anybody to appraise back my own self.

I opt to skip school today without the reasonable answer as it because my father is totally good doctor, you remember? He can tell me that I’m not in health related issue but some sort of emotional disturbance. Hek. He insisted to stay with me, same as Yongwha except Krystal who excited to show her new shoes to her classmates. But I shoved them off because I really have to make my mind back, the old one.

I rolled myself from the end of bed to the other.  Still in the pajama, I feel like to do nothing today which so unlike me. I didn’t even know what the other kids done when they scoot from school. I guess time off is really a break. Break from everything as well as thinking about him.

When there’s a time like this, when there’s woman related issue show up I really miss my mom. Probably she will have the answer all these disputes. Probably she will caress me and ensure that everything is fine. Dad is such a loving and protective father, he will probably worried too much about that. I sank in my own ocean of thought when the bell rang.

I was so lazy to wake up. Break means layoff right. Maybe its Krystal forgot to bring the key. But it is too early in afternoon for the school to end.  I dragged my feet to the stairs, I wish I just could rolled down these endless steps.  It took forever to reach downstairs and the endless bell rang made me more annoyed. Argh! I’m so annoyed! Just be prepared to die whoever it is!

The jittery feeling started to bother me when I reached the doorknob. A tall shadow over towering me from the sunlight directed to my eyes.  

Without any warning,I felt his cold hand on my temple.

“Are you alright, sica?”

That abrupt question made me stutter with the simple words.

“Yeah, I’m alright. Just a little bit of headache.” and heart. I reply.

“But who are you?” maybe my question is quite rude since he liked to know me. But my mind couldn’t even recall anyone who he is.

“Yah, did you forget about me already, Jung Jessica?” somehow his infamous innocent smile made me stunt for a while.

That innocent angelic smile. How could I ever forget it? No, there’s no way that it could be him. He moved away 6 years ago to Phillipine, remember Jessica? He took away everything from you since then. Nothing that he would left behind even hope. But my heart could not denied the similarity, the smile.

 “Dong… hae shi?” I stuttered.

“Hey, what’s with the honorific?” he caps lock my head with his elbow. Our friendship signature. He dragged me into the living room with me being blanked.   

 “What are you doing here?!” I practically scream at him.

My abrupt cease made his body pushed lightly forward by inertia. His arm felt down back to his side as he lost the grip onto my neck. He stayed back for a few minutes before turned to face me slowly. My heart pound liked crazy to wait for just another minute. The other minute which will dismantling all the crazy thought that I battled them every day once upon a time.

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TBC