HYUKJAE POV

“I’m back…”Donghae said as he takes off his shoe.

‘He was back... back from his lover’s house,’ I muttered slowly, more to whispered.
 

“It’s already midnight, why you didn’t sleep yet?” ask Donghae behind the couch.

“I’m watching this variety show while wait for you,” ‘to return after meet your lover’ I just complete my sentence inside my heart.

”Owh… Okay. It’s already midnight, don’t be too late… I will go up first” He walked to stairs before turn back.

“And one more thing Hyukjae, next time you shouldn’t have to wait for me. You already know that I will always get home at midnight” After that he continue climbs the stairs.

“Yeah… I already know it, but I still want to wait for you… Even till the ends of my time.” I said slowly.

“I should sleep now, thinking about it just wastes my time,” I stand up, turn off the TV and walked to our shared room.  

At the time I walk in, it still same like 5 years ago, it was never changed, still quiet n dark, like our relationship. I walked to the bed, laid myself beside him but sleepiness never comes, like before because I feel his hand around my waist but…

“Bummie…” Donghae murmur as he hugs me.

Why my life so pathetic? I’m Lee Hyukjae, but why my husband should call somebody else name when I’m the ones he was hugged. That because he never love me. Even if I tried until the end of my life time, I still can’t make the one I love, love me back. Not 5 years ago, not now and for sure it still no forever.

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