I looked at them in shock. "Six m-months?" They all nodded, no one of them looked at me. They we're all looking down at the floor. If U-KISS we're gonna be gone in another country for six months... what would happen to me? I couldnt come with them to Japan and i couldnt stay alone in that apartment either. I mean, i could, but Soohyun oppa would probably not let me. I had almost forgotten that BEAST was behind me, until Hyunseung spoke up.

 

"Maybe we should leave?" He said and looked at the rest of BEAST. This caught U-KISS's attention.
"BEAST? What are you doing here?" Soohyun oppa asked.
"Our manager had something he had to do here so we decided to explore a little" Hyunseung smiled. "But we're gonna leave now"

 

He said and they all left. I turned to look at U-KISS and was about to say something, but someone poked me in my shoulder. I turned around and saw Yoseob standing there.

"Can i have you're number?" He asked shyly.
"Yah, what do you need her number for?" Kevin oppa said, stepping infront of everyone and walking up to me, grabbing my hand. "She has a boyfriend".
"I just wanted to be friends" He said.
I smiled. "Sure" I replied. He gave me his phone and i wrote in my number and he did the same on my phone. 
"Bye" He said and waved.
I waved back. "Bye, Yoseob... oppa!" I said. He smiled and walked away. I turned my head and looked at Kevin oppa who was standing there with his arms crossed, glaring at me.
"Bye, Yoseob oppa!" He mimicked me in a girly voice, waving his hand. He looked really stupid.
"I did not look like that" I said and stuck my tounge out at him.
"Whatever, you're not gonna call him" He said and wrapped an arm around my waist.
"We need to go home and pack" Soohyun oppa said.

 

We we're now inside the apartment. I was sitting on the table watching everyone pack their stuff and the apartment was filled with all of the boys stuff and there we're tons of bags here and there. After a few minutes the rest of U-KISS came to the table and sat down too.

 

"Hyo Jin?" Dongho looked up at me.
I nodded. "Yes, Dongho oppa?"
"Can you come with us to Japan?" He asked.
"She cant do that, Dongho" Soohyun oppa replied. He looked down and ran to his room. Soohyun oppa sighed. "We have to figure something out, you cant stay here alone for six whole months".
"And we cant take her with us" AJ oppa said.

 

I realized that there was only one option left. To go back to California. I looked up at them.

 

"Maybe... i should go back to California?" This caused everyone, except Soohyun oppa to look up at me in shock.
"No way!" Kevin oppa yelled.
"I think that's the only thing we can do" Soohyun oppa replied.
"What?! Do you want her to leave?!
"Of course not! But i dont think we have any other choice".

      Before i could react Kevin oppa stood up from his chair, grabbing my hand and running to my room. He pushed me down on the bed and locked the door, sitting on the bed next to me. I sat up and looked at him.        "You cant keep me locked in here, you know". "Sure i can" He said and crossed his arms. "What if i get hungry?" He sighed and looked down. "I dont want you to go back to California". "But i will be back when you get back from Japan. It doesnt matter where i am, because i will always be here for you". "Yeah, but you will be thousands of miles away" He laid down on the bed on his stomach with his head buried in my pillow. I his hair. "We can still talk on the phone". "I will probably only get to talk to you when it's night in California when i can call you". "I dont care, i will stay up and talk to you". He lifted his head from the pillow and looked up at me, smiling. He grabbed my hands, pulling me ontop of him. "Promise to wait for me until i get back?" I nodded. "Promise" I said and gave him a peck on his lips, but he wanted more and kissed me again. I smiled through the kiss and pulled away, sitting up on the bed. "Six months isnt that long" I said. "Without you for six whole months it's like a lifetime for me". "You'll get through it" "Oh, i dont know" He said, suddenly smiling. "If i only had something to remember you by, it would be easier".  "Like what?" I looked at him confused. "Like this" He smiled and pulled me down on the bed, climbing ontop of me, kissing me deeply.       - The next day -       Soohyun oppa had talked with Carol and Matthew and fixed everything so i was now in my room packing my bags aswell. Six whole months away from U-KISS and Kevin oppa... This was going to be hard, but i had no other choice. I lifted my head up as soon as i heard someone knock on my door.       "Come in!" I yelled. The door opened and Dongho walked in, holding Mr. Oppa. "Dongho oppa" I smiled at him. He walked over to me and sat down next to me. He looked really sad. "I dont want you to forget me" He said. I stopped packing and looked at him. "Listen, i will never forget you, i will be back, you know that". "Still, there is a chance you will forget about me". I shook my head. "No, Dongho oppa, there is no way i'm gonna forget you".       And that was true. This whole year had changed my life, all because of that letter i found. I still remember it like it was yesterday, because that's when i found seven amazing boys and how could i ever forget that? I thought about all the memories we had shared together. Some of them good, some of them bad, but i still treasured them deeply in my heart. I remember the first time i meet U-KISS. Boy, was that awkward.      "Here she is" Kiseop said and let go of my hand. "That's Soohyun" He said and pointed at him. I looked at him and i could actually see a few recembles between us. Not many, but there was a few.        "So you are looking for me? Why? Do i even know you?" he said. "I...ehm..." I couldnt speak.       This was what i wanted 24 hours ago ever since i found out i had a brother. But now i wasnt so sure anymore. Maybe it is better not knowing about your past sometimes? But it was too late now anyway. "I'm... Shin Hyo Jin" i bit my lip, looking down. I was really ner