AN: Hi guys.. I am effing pissed at the moment, so I'm not sure how this chapter will turn out. Sorry, but...yeah, everyone has these days.. right.. right?

I sighed deeply as I sat on my bed. I was bored.. I hated being bored, though usually I wasn't. So maybe, I hated it so much because I wasn't used to it.  And why wasn't I bored at all time when a lot of people my age were? Because even if I was alone, I wasn't. And why you ask? Okay, this may sound like I'm crazy or something, but I've been hearing his thoughts since I was small. The only times I couldn't hear them, were when he was asleep. I guess this was one of those times, and it made me feel lonely.. When you're used to hearing someone's voice in your head 24/7, every time they are silent, you feel lonely. Or at least I think so..

So yeah, I was feeling bored and lonely and simply miserable. Maybe me and him weren't the best of friends, but we were really close. And he knew almost all of my secrets. It was very hard to hide anything from him, but still, there was one thing I never though of when he was awake. I liked him.

I wasn't sure if it was just a childish crush or not, but still. The funny thing was that I had never seen him. Yes, I heard his voice all day, but I didn't even know how he looked like. Was he handsome or cute, or was he 'ugly'? I didn't know... And still, I liked him. I liked his voice and how he would call me 'Bummie' even though he knew that I never let anyone call me that. I always told him to call me Key, but he never did.

Taemin, who knew me the best, told me that it was bound to happen. Yes, he knew about him. It wasn't easy to hide anything from him since Taemin just... knew everything about me. It was a bit scary, but I guess he just knew me... Well, we were brothers, but still...

Well, actually Taemin wasn't related to me by blood, but I loved him as a little brother, or a son. His parents died when he was really small, and my mother wanted another child, so they adopted him. Okay, it wasn't as easy as it sounds, but still. So Taemin was my brother, and we grew up together.

To be honest, I wasn't sure what he meant by 'it was bound to happen' though. I mean... Yes, I have heard his voice (or thoughts) in my head for a long time, but he wasn't even gay or bi (or at least I think so). Plus, just cause we were 'connected' didn't mean that we would ever get together. I knew better than to trust my heart by now. Just because I was 'hot' or 'beautiful' I had my heart broken many times. So even if I liked him, I never told him. He probably would have laughed at me for being a stupid little .

When my first boyfriend broke up with me, he called him just that, a 'stupid little '... Since then, I tried not to think about my boyfriends (I had some, but they