Siwon and hankyung  pov: 
For some unknown reasons they found their self in the park where they first met, the silence was unpleasant the things that run in there hades were messy and uncomfortable but,there heart was a different story all together.
 'So siwon it been awhile how are you 'hankyung said with smiley face 
'I been good ' 
'Come let sit'  hankyung held his hand and led him to the bench.

They sat for awhile before hankyung started the conversation again 

'You know siwon it not fun if you don't say anything 'pouting his lips 

'Sorry,i just don't know how to start that all ' he said with a small smile on his face 

'You can start how ever you like  i promise I'll try to understand you the best way i can '

'I just want and need to apologize to you for the other night, i..'

'No need for apology I'm grownup man' he said with a laugh'

'Don't laugh I'm series '

'It was just a kiss no need to make big deal out of it '

Siwon got up from the pinch angrily ' it is a big deal ,i kissed you  and, i just i cant , I just  i .... ' he closed his eyes trying to find the right words 

' what just say it you'll feel better '

' I liked it ok ' sigh' I kissed you and i like it '

Hankyung pitte his lips and said in a very low tone ' and to you that is bad thing i know'

 ' no , it not ' siwon took a very long and deep breath and sat back next to him and said :

" im sorry for being so confused and lost and i put all my baggage on you , you deserve better really , and I'm a doctor im always so sure but with you im so lost and I have been thinking about you all the time and that make me crazy, I missed you ,and that scares me a lot and makes me angry that your the only thing that in my head and hunting me every were and I can't think straight i cant  concentrate on anything thing and I think I might be in love with you hankyung and it making me panic."

Hankyung simply smiled and said " I don't know what to say" 

Siwon looked at him and said " but i need time to really know ,to be sure that this is not because of what happened with jae i dont want to lead you on so give me time , can you give me a chance to figure out what this feeling is i want to be sure I don't want hurt you if this wasn't what you expected to be,please "
Hankyung just took siwon hand in to his and smiled with crack on his voice he said "you got all the time in the world, but you have to promise me one thing "
"What"
" that I'll never be a replacement I won't have that"
" I promise I'll never put you in that position "
"Ok"
"Ok" 
As they sat watching the kids play and  hearing the birds sing the knew that this is a good day this is a small win in their heart and soul.

..............................on the other side 
The airplane landed and she got out all mighty and beautiful as she enjoyed how the men eyes all over her as she walk by she had only one goal 

Jung yunho . 

...... sorry it took a very long long time but im not free soul hhhhh but ill try harder so tell me what you think and sorry for the grammar mistakes and the horrible spell but im trying so be kind 

Love you always keep the faith 
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