scar 15
the scar in my heart is you
---- 3 days earlier – Jinki pov : --------
I was working in my office when top walked in .
"hello there Jinki baby "
`baby`
"are you ok top"
"yes of course why baby"
`frowning my eye brow at him ` " because you never call me baby except when you want something , so spill it out "
"hhh your so smart " `rolling my eye at him `
"just say it so I can go back to my work time is money you know "
" ok , ok , well you know about my new business partner yes "
"yes "
"so I want to do a party for him you know a welcome party "
"let me guess you want me to organize it " `sigh`
"aha "
"hhh I knew it , sorry I cant I got to work on my new collection next month so why don’t you ask jae "
"come on Jinki please " `dam it please not the puppy look `
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`puppy eye + pout ` dam you top. "`sigh` fine but you awe me one "
The next thing I know I felt a pair of soft lip on my cheek
"Thanks baby I love you" and he left.
I start to `blush 'like mad I swear my face caught on fair, and I think I might be having a heart attack right now, god I can't breathe. Omo did he just say` I love` you to me.
---- top pov -----
Breathe top breath `sigh` why did I say I love you `sigh` now he's goanna take it the wrong way , no , maybe he'll take it the right way , but what if I freaked him out or something `sigh` ahhhhhhhhh I think am goanna go crazy `sigh`
God all mighty god I know I m not the beast guy in the world , and I do sin a lot, hhh , hhh and I mean a lot but . Please don’t make him think am a freak or a or something.
Please make him fall for me and I promise I'll go to church this Sunday ok maybe not this Sunday maybe the one after wait I have a trip that week ummm.
God what is wrong with me ? `sigh`
---- 3 days later - jae pov ------
Tomorrow is the day am goanna meet my new boss. I'm so nerviest hhh I just hope he's not a ert like top `pout` maybe I should be careful what I wish for .
Onew of course organize the whole thing , god he's awesome I can't believe he did the whole thing within 3 days he must be superman or something.
Nock, Nock
"come in , oh Jinki-ah what can I do for you " `smile `
"I need your help with something "
"sure , what is it "
"will `blush` I like someone that I know I shouldn’t "
"is it top " onew eye went huge .
"h,h , how did you know "
"am a Geniusof course hhh"
"oh . am sorry "
"what for "
"cose I told you to go for him and now am saying that I like him . Am horrible aren't I"
"hhh hhh your not horrible at all ok " `smile`
"so your not mad " `pitting his lip`
I walked up to him and hold his face gently " pabo , I never not even for once thought of him that way , hhhhhhhh I don’t know what you see in him any way , he's too tall and not cute at all and he's such a ert tuk tuk tuk sorry to tell you Jinki-ah but you have bad taste in men hhh"
"ya he's not bad at all ` drifting to dream land` he's tall , dark , handsome , cute , y , and he have a hug.. "
"ya ya I don’t want to hear that eww "
"what , you’re the ert one here I was goanna say he have a huge heart `rolling his eye` "
"ohhh sorry hhhhh so what can I help you with Jinki-ah "
"well `blush` I want him to notes me "
"I see umm your not bad looking but "
" but what "
"you just need a makeover . a little hair cut , few change's here and there , you know for a fashion designeryou dress like "
" `pout` but I don’t think there is enough time the party is tomorrow you know "
"don’t worry we have time , `smirk` by the time am done with you your own father well have nose bleed over you "
"ewwwww and my dad is died ,you see I really want to confess to him `blush` but I don’t really know if he like me the same way I like him you know "
" aigoo your blushing so cute "
`pout`
"ok I'll stop and way wouldn’t he like you what there not to like " `smile`
"because we been friend for so long , he dated so many girls I lost count, `teary` and I don’t really think he see me more than a friend or a brother , and it really hard for me to see him in someone else arms I feel like dying `sob` cause I really love him with all my heart , but I hardly think he see me at all , and beside I hardly thing that he's gay " `sigh`
" pabo , you shouldn't sell you're self short ok you’re a great guy and trust me . I think he like you the same way you like him "`smile`
"you think so "
" no I know so , but what make you decideto tell him now , way not sooner "
"oh that, because I can't take this anymore me being so close to him and not being able to be with him , and am ready now , readt to go all the way now I'm willing to have exactly what I want or nothing at all "
" `smile` ok let go come on "
"were"
" were going shopping "
------ that night at jae home -----------
"Umma your home " moon bin running like crazy to me .
"Slow done baby I don’t want you to fall and hurt your self ok " `smile`
" I missed you umma "
" I missed you two angle , come here" I picked him up and started to walk to the living room . "did you do your home work baby"
"ne"
"ware's uncle siwon "
"bathroom "
"and why are you up this late ha go on go to bed "
"but umma tomorrow is a week end please let me stay late please "
"sorry mister go now to bed "
"`pout` so mean "
"ya come here you little ya stop running come here " he just run to our room and hid under the cover's
"umm I wonder were my perfect angle gone to maybe under the bed . no , no one there , umm I wonder maybe here " and I pull the cover up and started to Tickleand he started to giggle in the cutest way ever .
"ok, umm hhh , hhh stop it am sorry "
"ok , ok ill stop , `smile` I missed you baby `hug` a lot "
"me to umma "
"umma "
"ne "
"can I ask you something"
"Anything baby"
"do you think appa miss me " . the air cut in my throat I didn’t know what to say `appa doesn't miss you cause appa doesn't know about you` I could never tell him that , not ever. What else I can do , lie .
"`smile` of course he miss you , am sure he miss you every moment of every day " `little white lie's`
"hhh I miss him two"
"come on angle off to sleep , we goanna go see halmoni and haropogi tomorrow "
"ok night , night umma , Saranghe"
"nado Saranghe"
`sigh` some day I promise ill tell you the truth and then I hope you'll forgive me , I kissed him and turned off the light and walked out the door .
"ahhh god siwon you scared me "
"sorry " `goofy smile`
I walked to the living room sat on the sofa letting my body relax on the soft bellow .
"so how long you goanna lie to him for "
"tell the right day come "
"I hope you know what your doing"
"me two"
"so , long day"
`nodding` " you know you’re a bad Influent on my son" ==
"what I don’t do any thing "
"ya right" punching his arm a bit
"how mean"
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"so what did you do to day "
"nothing much , I just helped Jinki having a makeover "
"oh ya why "
"he finally decided to tell top how he feel "
"really . what dose he see in that guy any way he's to tall "
"hhh , it look like , he's tall , dark ,and handsome , and he have a huge .."
"ewww don’t want to hear that "
"hhh bad hyung , I was goanna say huge hear you ert hhh"
`pout`
I just remember I don’t have a date for the party tomorrow
"siwon hyung "
"ne "
"do you have anything to do tomorrow night"
"No wae"
"Want to go out with me on a date"
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"huh "
"will "
"what did you say"
"`rolling eye` want to go out on a date with me "
"really "
"will not a real date more like I need A date for this party tomorrow "
"oh"
'' will yes or no "
"sure " and sat next to me .
"good" `smile`
"so why me `blush` you could ask any one you want "
"well because am desperateand I want to save you frame your misery "
"oh"
" why disappointed " `smirk`
"no" `low voice`
"really I don’t believe you , I think you want to go on a date with me don’t you , why am I not hot enough " `smirking even more`
"what n-no I,I it just that hhh "
"relly why not don’t you find me attractive " `pout`
"no ,no I , I `plinking his eye` "
"no " I lean on my body dangerously close to him , my hand was on his chest , my face was only an inch away from his we were so close our lips almost touch , I blow some air slowly at him , I can feel his body tens , his face turn dark bleach red .
"so still think am not hot " `whisperingon his ear`
"I ,I "
"hhh god your so cute when you blush , hhh if you want to go one a date with me just ask ok hhhhh , cute ,"
"seriously , you would go with me "
"no hhh "
"how mean `pout`"
"good night siwon hyung don’t forget to pick me up tomorrow `kiss his cheek` don’t forget to lock the door behind you ne " and I walked to my room god what was I thinking , why my heart beating so fast .
---- Siwon pov; ----
He smell so nice, `smile ` god I think I just died and went to haven ,
I , I almost kiss him `sigh` almost. `Touching his lip`.
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sorrrrrrrrry for the super late up , but am having huge wrriter block , so sorry , i know this chap is short but i promise next chap there well be some yunjaeniest maybe even a kiss lol kkkkkk
---------- so if you have any idias or you want me to do some thing in the fic just say so ok love ya all you better leave a comment ne ---------------------
$$$$$$$ always keep the faith$$$$$$$
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