scar 15

the scar in my heart is you

 

---- 3 days earlier – Jinki pov : --------

 I was working in my office when top walked in .

 

"hello there Jinki baby "

  

`baby`

 

"are you ok top"

 

"yes of course why baby"

 

`frowning my eye brow at him ` " because you never call me baby except when you want something , so spill it out "

 

"hhh your so smart " `rolling my eye at him `

 

"just say it so I can go back to my work time is money you know "

 

" ok , ok , well you know about my new business partner yes "

 

"yes "

 

"so I want to do a party for him you know a welcome party "

 

"let me guess  you want me to organize it " `sigh`

 

"aha "

 

"hhh I knew it , sorry I cant I got to work on my new collection next month so why don’t you ask jae "

 

"come on Jinki please " `dam it please not the puppy look `

 

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`puppy eye + pout ` dam you top. "`sigh` fine but you awe me one "

 

The next thing I know I felt a pair of soft lip on my cheek

 

"Thanks baby I love you" and he left.

 

I start to `blush 'like mad I swear my face caught on fair, and I think I might be having a heart attack right now, god I can't breathe. Omo did he just say` I love` you to me.

 

---- top pov -----

 

Breathe top breath `sigh` why did I say I love you `sigh` now he's goanna take it the wrong way , no , maybe he'll take it the right way , but what if I freaked him out or something `sigh` ahhhhhhhhh I think am goanna go crazy `sigh`

 

God all mighty god I know I m not the beast guy in the world , and I do sin a lot, hhh , hhh and I mean a lot but . Please don’t make him think am a freak or a or something.

 

Please make him fall for me and I promise I'll go to church this Sunday ok maybe not this Sunday maybe the one after wait I have a trip that week ummm.

 

God what is wrong with me ? `sigh` 

 

 

---- 3 days later - jae pov ------

 

Tomorrow is the day am goanna meet my new boss. I'm so nerviest hhh I just hope he's not a ert like top `pout` maybe I should be careful what I wish for .

 

Onew of course organize the whole thing , god he's awesome I can't believe he did the whole thing within 3 days he must be superman or something.

 

Nock, Nock

 

"come in , oh Jinki-ah what can I do for you " `smile `

 

"I need your help with something "

 

"sure , what is it "

 

"will `blush` I like someone that I know I shouldn’t "

 

"is it top " onew eye went huge .

 

"h,h , how did you know "

 

"am a Geniusof course hhh"

 

"oh . am sorry "

 

"what for "

 

"cose I told you to go for him and now am saying that I like him  . Am horrible aren't I"

 

"hhh hhh your not horrible at all ok " `smile`

 

"so your not mad " `pitting his lip`

 

I walked up to him and hold his face gently " pabo , I never not even for once thought of him that way , hhhhhhhh I don’t know what you see in him any way , he's too tall and not cute at all and he's such a ert tuk tuk tuk sorry to tell you Jinki-ah but you  have bad taste in men hhh"

 

"ya he's not bad at all ` drifting to dream land` he's tall , dark , handsome , cute , y , and he have a hug.. "

 

"ya ya I don’t want to hear that eww "

 

"what , you’re the ert one here I was goanna say he have a huge heart `rolling his eye` "

 

"ohhh sorry hhhhh so what can I help you with Jinki-ah "

 

"well `blush` I want him to notes me "

 

"I see umm your not bad looking but "

 

" but what "

 

"you just need a makeover . a little hair cut , few change's here and there , you know for a fashion designeryou dress like "

 

" `pout` but I don’t think there is enough time the party is tomorrow you know "

 

"don’t worry we have time , `smirk` by the time am done with you your own father well have nose bleed over you "

 

"ewwwww and my dad is died ,you see I really want to confess to him `blush` but I don’t really know if he like me  the same way I like him  you know "

 

" aigoo your blushing so cute "

 

`pout`

 

"ok I'll stop and way wouldn’t he like you what there not to like " `smile`

 

"because we been friend for so long , he dated so many girls I lost  count, `teary` and I don’t really think he see me more than a friend or a brother , and it really hard for me to see him in someone else arms I feel like dying `sob` cause I really love him with all my heart , but I hardly think he see me at all , and beside I hardly thing that he's gay " `sigh`

 

" pabo , you shouldn't sell you're self short ok you’re a great guy and trust me . I think he like you the same way you like him "`smile`

 

"you think so "

 

" no I know so , but what make you decideto tell him now , way not sooner "

 

"oh that, because I can't take this anymore me being so close to him and not being able to be with him , and am ready now , readt to go all the way now I'm willing to have exactly what I want or nothing at all "

 

" `smile` ok let go come on "

 

"were"

   

"  were going shopping "

 

------ that night at jae home -----------

 

   "Umma your home " moon bin running like crazy to me .

 

 "Slow done baby I don’t want you to fall and hurt your self ok " `smile`

 

 " I missed you umma "

 

" I missed you two  angle , come here" I picked him up and started to walk to the living room . "did you do your home work baby"

 

"ne"

 

"ware's uncle siwon "

"bathroom "

 

"and why are you up this late ha go on go to bed "

 

"but umma tomorrow is a week end please let me stay late please "

 

"sorry mister go now to bed "

 

"`pout` so mean "

 

"ya come here you little ya stop running come here " he just run to our room and hid under the cover's

 

"umm I wonder were my perfect angle gone to maybe under the bed . no , no one there , umm I wonder maybe here " and I pull the cover up and started to Tickleand he started to giggle in the cutest way ever .

 

"ok, umm hhh , hhh stop it am sorry "

 

"ok , ok ill stop , `smile` I missed you baby `hug` a lot "

 

"me to umma "

 

"umma "

 

"ne "

 

"can I ask you something"

 

"Anything baby"

 

"do you think appa miss me " . the air cut in my throat I didn’t know what to say `appa doesn't miss you cause appa doesn't know about you`  I could never tell him that , not ever. What else I can do , lie .

 

"`smile` of course he miss you , am sure he miss you every moment of every day " `little white lie's`

 

"hhh I miss him two"

 

"come on angle off to sleep , we goanna go see halmoni and haropogi tomorrow "

 

"ok night , night umma , Saranghe"

 

"nado Saranghe"

 

`sigh` some day I promise ill tell you the truth and then I hope you'll forgive me , I kissed him and turned off the light and walked out the door .

 

"ahhh god siwon you scared me "

 

"sorry " `goofy smile`

 

I walked to the living room sat on the sofa letting my body relax on the soft bellow .

 

"so how long you goanna lie to him for "

 

"tell the right day come "

 

"I hope you know what your doing"

 

"me two"

 

"so , long day"

 

`nodding` " you know you’re a bad Influent on my son" ==

 

"what I don’t do any thing "

 

"ya right"  punching his arm a bit

 

"how mean"

 

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"so what did you do to day "

 

"nothing much , I just helped Jinki having a makeover "

 

"oh ya why "

 

"he finally decided to tell top how he feel "

 

"really . what dose he see in that guy any way he's to tall "

 

"hhh , it look like , he's tall , dark ,and handsome , and he have a huge .."

 

"ewww don’t want to hear that "

 

"hhh bad hyung , I was goanna say huge hear you ert hhh"

 

`pout`

 

I just remember I don’t have a date for the party tomorrow

 

"siwon hyung "

 

"ne "

 

"do you have anything to do tomorrow night"

 

"No wae"

 

"Want to go out with me on a date"

 

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"huh "

 

"will "

 

"what did you say"

 

"`rolling eye` want to go out on a date with me "

 

"really "

 

"will not a real date more like I need  A date for this party tomorrow "

 

"oh"

 

'' will yes or no "

 

"sure " and sat next to me .

 

"good" `smile`

 

"so why me `blush` you could ask any one you want "

 

"well because am desperateand I want to save you frame your misery "

 

"oh"

 

" why disappointed " `smirk`

 

"no" `low voice`

 

"really I don’t believe you , I think you want to go on a date with me don’t you , why am I not hot enough " `smirking even more`

 

"what n-no I,I it just that hhh "

 

"relly why not don’t you find me attractive " `pout`

 

"no ,no  I , I `plinking his eye` "

 

"no " I lean on my body dangerously close to him , my hand was on his chest  , my face was only an inch  away from his we were so close our lips almost touch , I blow some air slowly at him , I can feel his body tens , his face turn dark bleach red .

 

"so still think am not hot " `whisperingon his ear`

 

"I ,I "

 

"hhh god  your so cute when you blush , hhh if you want to go one a date with me just ask ok hhhhh , cute ,"

 

"seriously , you would go with me "

 

"no hhh "

 

"how mean `pout`"

 

"good night siwon hyung don’t forget to pick me up tomorrow  `kiss his cheek` don’t forget to lock the door behind you ne " and I walked to my room  god what was I thinking , why my heart beating so fast .

 

---- Siwon pov; ----

 

 He smell so nice, `smile ` god I think I just died and went to haven ,  

I , I almost kiss him `sigh` almost. `Touching his lip`.

  

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sorrrrrrrrry for the super late up , but am having huge wrriter block , so sorry , i know this chap is short but i promise next chap there well be some yunjaeniest maybe even a kiss lol kkkkkk 

---------- so if you have any idias or you want me to do some thing in the fic just say so ok love ya all you better leave a comment ne ---------------------

$$$$$$$ always keep the faith$$$$$$$ 

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kristalesa
#1
Chapter 26: and yeah... she had returned. had to re-read from chap 1 to reminisce the plot ^^ still some words were quite confusing that I had ro think twice as ti what it means. Perhaps you can get a beta-reader? This story is too beautiful that it would be a waste not to be shared to more readers, right?
sunshineonu #2
Chapter 26: yep it's time for siwon to move on from jae..
sunshineonu #3
Chapter 26: woww..thank you dear author..
reading it right now.
sunshineonu #4
dear author..
can we hope for an update for this lovely fic..
pls don't abandon ..
Graciela24 #5
Chapter 2: Te puedo decir que en mi opinión escribes bien y tu historia es Linda,gracias.
kristalesa
#6
Your story is very good that’s why imp sticking up with it. It is simple yet very interesting. I may have pity siwon since he had been harboring feelings for jae for quite some time but I am happy that you are kind enough to give him a very good partner. If you want to lengthen your story more and had ran out of conflict, try bringing yunjae’s mom back. I will be waiting for the next update ^.^
kristalesa
#7
You really have problems with the grammar that the reader tends to misunderstand some scenes and take a lot of time to comprehend what was happening but then again, every writer starts with grammar and spelling difficulties. Just keep on writing and make sure to read articles about the usages of words. You always mistake broke for brock and others. Read the dictionary handbook and don’t be too harsh on yourself. Take it easy and in due time, you may be able to perfect it. Before posting your story, try to encode it using the Microsoft office word first. It will help you correct your mistakes.
Willidingding #8
great story :)