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End of flash to the present which is five years after

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"I opened the radio and this song was playing " 

When I let you go one step further, my eye overflow with tars."

When you walk away one step further. More tears start falling.

As you go away to a place where I can't reach you.

Even if I reach out my hand, I can't catch you I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do?

You're leaving

What should I do? What should I do?

You're leaving me

I love you, I love you

I cry out to you

But you can't her me, because I'm shouting through my heart.

All day long I try to erase you but you appear in my maid again

All day long I try to say goodbye, but you appear in my mind again

All though you went to a place where I can't hold you u

Even if my hand reaches out for you

I can't find you I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do?

I can only see you

What should I do? What should I do?

I love you too

I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Can you hear me?

Please, come back to me

If it isn't you I can't go on."(Park Da Ye - What Should I Do (You're Beautiful OST2)"

Hearing this song remained me so much of what happened it like it was written only just for me "yunho" `sigh` I put my head on the table and I sigh` heavily "I miss you "and my tears a escaped my eyes once again. 

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Next morning

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" moring umma " moon bin was jumping up and down near the kitchen table .

" morning to you too baby " I kissed him on the cheek

" umma  I want eggs " `making a blowfish face`

"hhhh ok ok stop making that face " laughing at my son the cutesiest baby ever `god how did I get so lucky `

"Umma" he called

"Ne. What is it angle "I picked him up and sat him on the table chair

"We got a new thudenth" I laugh`

"Not thudenth baby, student"

"Student" he repeated

"Very will baby"

"will his name is yunjae , and he said that I can call him hyung , he's very tall " that name yunjae remanded me of yunho a gain

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Flash back

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"jae joong na  "

"ne yunnie" I picked up his cheek

"what your favorite baby name ?"

"why do you ask ?"`Pouting a little"

"Just because"
 

"it yunjae , I like that name a lot you know why ?"

"Why baby"

"Because it has Bothe of our names yunho and Jae joong see 'yunjae' this why we will last forever "he chuckled at me a little

"Really ".

 "Ne really , why you don’t like it "

"No baby I love it"

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End of flash

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I don’t know why but lately it seems like everything remained me of him `yunjae ` ha if only .aishh this is driving me nut I haven’t thought about him in so long and now .`sigh`

 "Really baby that great" and I ruffed his hair "am glad that you made a new friend "`smiling` I know how hard it is for him to make friend that made me Cana sad.

"Umma do you want to meet him?"

" of course I would, I would love to meet him, now go on get ready the school bus will be here any time"

"araso"

"don’t take to long  ne " but he just ignored me and ran to our room  to change , he's so adorable.

Ten moments later we were ready to go, we walked hand in hand from my apartment, it not really main it siwons his family owns some a apartment buildings so they let us stay her for free, am so grateful for theme I don’t know what I'll do if I didn’t have theme, they even let me call theme umma and appa, and the let moon bin call theme halmoni and haropogi, I love theme and I love theme a lot,  

"Here we go" I saw the bus come closer "so baby ill pick you up at 3 araso so be a good boy ok, have fun baby,

" ne '"

"ok baby have fun , am goanna miss you "

"am goanna miss you mooooooooooore, don’t forget to get me a new toy ok  "

"ok ok " . hhhhhh god he is so cute

I washed his bus disappears in the corner , I smiled and I  went to work . "

-----------sorry if it short but the nixt chapter would be longer i promies ok-------------

******************always keep the faith***********