scar 20
the scar in my heart is you
It been three hours since they were stuck in the elevator , in silence , not really sure how to start this conversation or were to start it .
"so"
"so"
"`sigh` I, how is it , I mean " yunho stutter not knowing how to start , or what to say , so jae decided , even thou he have thought about this zelllllllleone of time , he was far away from ready …
"am sorry , I , I didn’t plan it to turn out like this `looking at yunho in a teary eyes` not like this "
"how is this passable , I mean , you I how "
Jae chuckled " you don’t need me to tell you about the bird and the bees now yunho "
"`smile` guess not , but .. "
"I just got pregnant , as crazy as my that sound , I simply got , pregnant "
"but , you’re a , a "
"a guy , tell me about it , but it just happened "
"`sigh` why didn’t you tell me ? how come I never knew a bout him "
"`sob` because , I didn’t want you to know "
"why not " he yelled
"because , you didn’t deserve to know about him yunho " he yelled back
That toke him by surprise , he knew jae hated him for what he did but this , this was more than just hearted much more jae despise him and at really hurt it made him want to cry .
"`sigh` am sorry yunho , I didn’t mean for it to to come out this way `looking down ` it just that , I "
"no it ok , I get it really , so , no need to say more , you hate me I get it I hurt you and you `sigh` he , he probably hate me two right "
"no"
"huh"
"no you idiot, he doesn't hate you not for once , I would never let him hate you not ever , and it hurt me to thing , to think that I , I might be mad at you angry disappointment and at some point I want to Cass voodoo at you , but I would never let my son hate his '
"father "
" `pitting his lip` ya his father "
--------- two hours later -------------
The both sat in corner opposite of each other , lost it there one world , happy , sad , confuse , scared , not really sure what the next step should be , but one thing for sure
They Bothe know love their son .
And there both still in love .
With each other .
"so"
"so"
"tell me what is he like , I mean what dose he like , hate , anything `smile` evry thing "
"`smile` you really want to know "
"ya , I want to "
"arnt you angry , I mean it a big deal , it a huge deal , I mean most people would be will …"
"am not most people jae , and believe it or not , I love him `smile` eny thing that part of you , I love "
"`blush` will he's so much like you that it scary , smart very smart , too smart for me sometime " and like that the went on and on a bout there son , and yunho was really a mizzen by the great job that jae joong did resign there son all alone , he felt jealous he wished that he could been there to see all the thing that he mess , but , more or lease he was really happy , he was an appa , and jae was the umma , that mean they could be family , they could be together a gain .
" does he know who I am "
"he have an idea but not really "
"oh , I see , are you going to ''
"ya I will , I actually been thinking about it for a long time know and I will tell him about you , he like you a lot so it should be fine "
"he like me `smile` "
"ya he like you a lot , matter of fact he loves you , he loves you very much"
"what about you jae , do you still love me "
"what is that got to do with anything?"
"everything jae , everything "
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sorry for the super late up but `sigh` i just got this job and it taking all my time so i dont have time to wrright lately am really sorry ,
i know this cahp is reallllllly short but hope you like it any way , i think i ll post the next on on thursday or friday not sure but it will be soon .
sorrrrrrrrry again ,
always keep the faith.
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