Angel Teukie?
Most likely to be...
--LT POV--
I quickly close the door after the last member leaves and turn back around to face her.
Frizzy hair from the pool water, still-tired eyes, pale face and lips...Seeing her like this makes my heart ache.
I let out a small sigh and plop down into the seat beside her bed. "Didn't I tell you to not overwork yourself?"
"Well if you took better care of yourself this wouldn't have happened at all!" I heave. Wait, why am I getting angry at her?
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My eyes follow his every move, trying to decipher the signs. He sinks into the couch by the window and sighs.
Leeteuk: Didn't I tell you to not overwork yourself?
I froze for a moment before remembering to reply. "This was an accident..."
Leeteuk: Well if you took better care of yourself this wouldn't have happened at all!
Leeteuk...This isn't angel Teukie...this is devil Teukie.
--LT POV--
Ah...I shouldn't have said that. I steal glances up at her and find her features slowly turning into a scowl.
Right, right. She's a patient, so I should be more gentle.
"That wasn't what I meant-" I began to explain myself
Now I've done it. Stupid me.
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I look up into the sincerity in his eyes. This guy...
"I know I'm clumsy."
Leeteuk: You're not.
"I know I'm disorganized."
Leeteuk: You're not.
"I know I'm weak."
Leeteuk: You're not.
"I know I'm useless."
Leeteuk: You're not.
"Nothing I do can compare to you!" I finish. "I haven't had nearly as much experience as you have..."
--LT POV--
"You're not." I meekly repeat, opressing my critical internal thoughts and trying to just look at the bright side.
I watch as her eyes slowly turn red and brim with tears. "Don't cry!"
"I.. know it's tough." I say, "I know it's tough for you because of your lack of experience...but that's what makes me even more amazed. You've done much better than I did back when I had so little experience! Imagine what you could do when you reach my level of experience!"
"Yeah? And I wish I was a girl!" I respond with vigour. "It's only been half a year or so and you've become closer to some of these guys than I ever will be"
"Really." I answer with certainty.
I quietly close the door behind me and see the next member waiting in line.
"Heechul, group meeting at 5:30pm in my room. If you see any of the others let them know too." I said as he waved past me and opened the door into the room.
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