The Truth

I'm Sorry

THE NEXT DAY

LUHAN'S POV

KRING~

"HAISH, she told me she'll come today. But I don't even see her here''. ...... ''Never mind. I'll go to her house after school if she still doesn't come'', I said, annoyed.

I went to the class. I really couldn't concentrate in class; thinking about Yoona. I felt lonely without her. It was frustrating. Usually, I will disturb her, distract her attention and make her feel annoyed. Hmmmmm.

"Is something happening to her?"

 

YOONA'S POV

"Miss Im, your condition is getting worse. I'm so sorry but I don't really think you can survive longer. Hope yo-'', the doctor said. ''How many days left, doctor?'' I asked. "I'm not sure. We can't promise anything. I'm sorry to tell you this but according to the result we got.......... you just left around a month'', the doctor replied. ''*OH GOD*'', I muttered.

END OF POV

 

THAT EVENING

"Hello~ Yoona-ahhhh. Are you inside there?", Luhan said while pressing the bell.

 

LUHAN'S POV

"Hello~ Yoona. YOONA-AH!", I said. 'Where did she go?'

 

YOONA'S POV

I wanted to be alone. I needed some fresh air. I went to the park where Luhan and I usually went when we were kids. I hope he wouldn't come here; searching for me.

I sat on the bench where we always sat on when we came here. 

I wanted to calm down my heart here; after I knew that I wouldn't live longer.

I can't confess to Luhan. I'll die! I don't want to make him sad.

I know, usually girls will cry upon knowing they will die. Not just girls, everyone in this world.

But still, there were some tears rolling down my cheeks although I tried hard not to make any.

I must be strong. I still remember what Luhan once said to me at my parent's burial.

 

FLASHBACK

"MOMMM! DADDDD! Don't leave me! I'm begging you. I need both of you here. Who is going to take care of me after this? Who will feed me? Who will do all sort of things if not both of you?! God, please give me back my parents. I don't have anyone to depend on except them. Take anything but them. They're so precious to me. MOMMMM! DADDDDD!'', I said, crying badly.

"Yoona-ah, don't be this way. You have everyone. You have me. Don't cry okay? I promise I'll take care of you. Don't you worry. Yoona-ah'', Luhan calmed me down.

"Luhan-ah. Why did God take my parents away from me? Does God hate me? Luhan-ah. Help me, I want my parents back'', I said, still crying.

"NO, God doesn't hate you. God loves you. God loves everybody. Don't be like this. Stop crying please?"

"Luhan-ah. This is so unfair.", I replied.

"Yoona-ah, whatever it is, you must be strong. Don't let anything make you down. Stay strong. ALWAYS. I know you can, you can even be the strongest girl ever exist in this world. Trust me'', he said.

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I lived with my uncle and her wife after my parents died. They were so kind. They took care of me very well. But still not as well as my parents took care of me, nobody can love me as how my parents loved me. Now, I live on my own. I don't want to trouble anyone.

I miss my parent. So..... So much.

END OF FLASHBACK

 

... ''I must spend my days left with him........ happily. Cause................ every second is just too precious now''. With that, I went home.

 

 


right? I know.

 

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AsianNerd101 #1
Chapter 18: Tears keep flowing out of my eye!
babiepeach
#2
Chapter 18: OMG this is so depressing ~_~ I'm heart broken.
afiqahalya
#3
Chapter 18: This is so sad urghh i cry from chapter 16 until now urghh is so sad why why
yoonsha #4
Chapter 18: This story really sad. Ahh, i hurridly ran to bathroom after read this because my tears can't wait to flow down.
LoveYoonhae
#5
Chapter 18: So SAD!!!! Rivers are flowing from my cheeks!!! There is a lesson in this story…do the things right now or you might regret it later. Still CRYING!! My sisters are laughing because a video they watch and that makes me feel sadder because I am crying alone.
k_nana #6
Chapter 18: i'm crying for heaven's sake!!! omg, i cant stop tearing!!
NNadia1407
#7
Chapter 18: Im crying so much !
lieyapok #8
Chapter 18: I'm crying...
yoonmathics_
#9
Chapter 18: luyoon for sure.
yoong why you didnt tell luhan that you love him for the first time T,T
ninuninun
#10
Chapter 18: yoona's letter for luhan makes me cry T.T. this letter is look a like in the Indonesian novel "Dealova" which there were a lot "i'm sorry" and many sentences which made us touched and cry.