It’s been only the 3rd night

And I’m craving for his kindness

Again

My body tensed when suddenly his cold arms touches my forehead

“You’re warm”

He said with a worried tone,

I never even realized I’m still sick

Well I rarely realized about that

The times I know I’m sick, was when I suddenly woke up on the hospital bed

With Sehun there sighing and then told me to watch up for my own health

“Who knows one day I found you dead”

And I remember that I laughed at his sarcasm remark

But luckily I’m still alive

If not I won’t be here

I walk to Minseok’s bedroom, with him following me from behind

I can feel his worried gaze from my back

And I’m smiling because I can be pampered again by him

I sit on the edge of his bed

Minseok is on his knees in front of me

“Do you want to go to the doctor?”

He asked

I shook my head and telling him

“I think I just need a rest…”

With a sigh he complied and then look at me again

“Want something warm to drink?”

And I nod as an answer

“Well then just lay down, I’m gonna make a hot chocolate”

Obediently I lay on his bed while keeping my ears at his footstep

At every voice he made

And then he’s back after a few minutes

With a mug filled with warm chocolate on his hand

“Here”

I sit on the bed, with my head and back leaning on the headboard

Minseok carefully gives the mug, and then sprawled a napkin on my lap

And then with he watches me sip the chocolate

But I like it

I like how he watches me

How his eyes shows worries

And it’s me that he worried about

I give him the empty mug

But he suddenly chuckle

Why?

I tilt my head while looking at him

“You’ve chocolate on the corner of your lip”

He said, taking the napkin and then wipe my lip carefully

“There, it’s clean now”

He smiles

The crooked smile of his always makes me feel warm

Warmer than when I drank his home made chocolate drink

“Thank you”

I smiled back

“Well then just rest, I’m gonna wash the cup and also the napkin”

He said while patting my shoulder

Once he disappear from the door

I look at the side of the bed he sits

My hand touches the warmth left

As I lay back, my eyes keep looking at the door

Waiting and waiting

Until finally he’s back

I can see the darkness outside the room after a click

His shadow comes first

“You haven’t slept yet?”

He startled when he enters the room

“Yeah…it’s kinda hard…”

I fake it

He closes the door and then walks to the other side of the bed

But not to my side

To the window

He opens the curtain

And I can see the dark sky filled with a few stars

“I used to look at the night sky when I couldn’t sleep”

He said while walking to the bed and then slips himself inside the blanket

And then covered me too with the blanket as well

Our skin brushes

His cool skin soothe mine

Minseok looks at the night sky with his right hand folded behind his head as a pillow

I look at him and then the sky

“I look at the stars and tries counting them”

He continues dreamily

And both of us look at the night sky

And I tried to count it