Missin' you
UnrestrainedThere are days that I need to be away from Minseok
And that’s when I need to finish my painting
Sehun has been nagging that I need to finish it as soon as possible
“Yeah, you should finish it, Luhan”
And that one sentence came from Minseok’s lips makes me complied
I’m weak if he’s the one telling me
I text message him that I’ll be on the studio for a few days
And he replied ‘Hwaiting!’
I can feel smile formed on my lips
And there I go
It’s just a 10 minute walk
I’m kinda thankful that Sehun picks that place
Because it’s quite near the our apartment
So If there’s something I forget or If I need to see Minseok’s face, I can just walk there
But I think It’s better to finish the painting first
I unlocked the door to the studio
And then opens it
It’s the first time I finally enter this place
I breathe the wooden scent
Looking around
Checking the cans of oil paint and stacks of new canvases
There’s a bed, small table, closet, small fridge filled with cans of drink
Also a bathroom
Everything I need
I walk to the canvas holder with one new canvas on my hand
I put it there
And sit on the wooden stool
Looking at the white surface
Breathing heavily I finally take the palette and picks the color that I’ll be using
This is the first time I’m not too thrill with painting
Because I’m away from Minseok
But job need to be done
I look at the picture that Sehun mailed me from my hand phone
I need to know the details about the restaurant and also the customer itself
A beautiful lady indeed and beautiful decoration
An image flows in my mind
My heart beats faster as I sign I’m ready
And I start the first
Starting from the color of wine
A reddish purple
As I see the sky blue color on the palette, I remembered Minseok
He is like the sky
Embraces with his warmth yet soothing at the same time
I shake my head because thinking of him makes me not focus
I need to focus
If the painting finished faster
Then the faster I can go back to him
I don’t want Wufan or Sehun make a move of him when I’m not around
The color of pale yellow tainted the half white canvas
Another
And another
I’m focusing so much that I didn’t realize it’s already night
My stomach’s grumble
I haven’t eat anything since breakfast and I forgot to buy any food
Stupid me
I put the brush and palette
Looking at my shirt that’s now tainted with oil paints
I need to take a bath before going out to buy dinner
Pulling out the dirty T-shirt from my body and also pants, I throw it to the side of the bathroom
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