“So…you will leave now?”

He asked me with his big doe eyes

“Yes”

I nod with a small smile

I can feel my right sleeves being tugged

“Can’t I make you not to go?”

His voice trembles

“I need to go”

I push his hand softly

Yes, I need to go

 “Will you be back?”

I smile at him and then walk out of the apartment

We’ve back from ‘vacation’ this morning

And tonight I’m going to meet Wufan

Although he gives me time until 3 more days

But I asked him to meet me today

And he complied

He sends me the address of the meeting point by text message

And I’m on my way there with a cab

I’m wearing a cream colored checkered shirt with dark blue jeans and a pair of white sneakers

Sitting patiently on the back seat while eyes watching the night view

Though my mind can only think of Wufan and Luhan

I never thought I will tangled in this kind of mess

And I never thought my heart can be this greedy

Wanting them

But I must pick one of them

No such thing as a fair relationship

There’s must be one person who’s gaining more love than the others

And I’m on my way to make sure and giving my final answer

What will happen after this?

It pained me that I will lose someone for gaining the other one

It hurts

“We’ve arrive, sir”

I quickly pay an amount of money and hops out of the cab

And I stunned when I realized where I am

I am now in front of the history museum

“If only I can reserve the museum for my own”

I’ve once told Wufan about one of my dreams

For many people, this place is surely boring

But for me, it’s a calming place filled with interesting stories

I want to enjoy it alone

Because on day time there’re many people and makes me couldn’t enjoy it

The museum’s light is on

And in front of it is a tall figure I know the best

He wears a dark green shirt with black jeans and boots

“Wufan”

I called while fastening my pace to him

He smiles at me

“Minseok, always on time”

He said with his deep voice

“Of course!...by the way you...how come you can?”

I pointed at the museum

“Let’s just say I manage to know the owner of this place”

He opened the door and gives his right hand to me

I hold it and let him pull me inside

It’s a thrilling feeling being inside this place

And then it feels happier when I can enjoy it without as many as people on daylight

I walk and enjoying each and every stories with Wufan by my side

Sometimes he asked and I explained it to him like a tour guide

We spends the time slowly

“Thank you, Wufan”

I said as we finished the last place and now are back at the lobby

“Everything for you, Minseok”

I can feel his voice trembles a bit

And I realized it’s time

Time for me to answer

I stare at him to his eyes

I can read so much emotion

Love, longing, nervous, pain

Both Luhan and Wufan displays the same eyes

But there’s something different

And this is my only way to make sure of it

“Wufan…….why do you love me?”

His mouth parted a bit

There’s silence

He needs to think

He needs to form the right words

And I wait there patiently

Eyes never breaking contact with him

Heart drummed in anxiety

And as he humming, I can see he’s ready to answer

He holds both of my hand

I can feel his sweaty palms

“Because you’re always by my side, supporting me to face everything, scolding me when I’m wrong, I need you by my side to make it right, and I don’t want anyone else to be with you but me”

His hold becomes tighter

I comprehend each and every word of his

I hold back his hand

“Wufan…thank you…….”

“…and I’m sorry”

A tears slip, wetting my cheek

He bites his bottom lips and eyes shows so much disappointment

He pulls me to an embrace

“C…can you change it?”

He asked while holding me tightly

“I’m sorry…”

I hug him back

I don’t want to lose him

I don’t want to ended this way

But how we love each other are different

How he needs me is different from how I need him

We’re in this position until Wufan finally release me

It’s painful to see tears ruining his handsome face

I wipe it gently with my thumb

“W...what is Luhan answer?”

He asked

“He said, ‘Because only you in the world that can make my heart beats so fast and only you that exist in my mind”

Wufan chuckle

“Since when did he become that cheesy?”

I smiled at him

“Very cheesy~”