It’s been 43 days since Luhan moved in

And never in a single nights had he slept on his own bed

“Luhan…just sleep on your bed…”

I don’t know how many times I tried to push him out of my bed

“But I can’t sleep there…it’s too lonely…”

He always gives the same reason, hands clutching on my bed sheets

After sighing heavily, I finally let him do as he please [again]

And there he is, sleeping soundly on my bed, beside me

And he didn’t try to hide his smile

Sometimes I wonder with this guy

He’s an adult

But he acts like a child

Whines like a child

And eat like a child

There’ll always be sauce or crumbs on his cheek and lip

And being me, I wipe it with my napkin, even sometimes my own finger

But there are times when his acts…

What should I say…

Like an adult

And that’s when he holds my shoulder or waist

Whispering to my ears

Or when I realized his face is being too damn close

And there are also times when I wake up suddenly being on his arms

His arms hug me tightly

Making me immobile

And I spend minutes even almost an hour to constantly calls his name to wake him up

I don’t know what’ve happened to him

Making him to be like this

And I don’t like seeing his sad face

My ordinary days turn to be a bit complicated since he comes

Not included with two invaders that always comes at breakfast time

Wufan and Sehun

Well it’s not much of a problem to make more breakfast

But when it’s Luhan’s turn to cook

Bickering are needed between them

Until he finally cooks something for the two giant

And it keeps getting stranger when Wufan always have lunch with me

Or when Sehun comes at night with cakes on his hand and spends time on our place until dinner

Not that I don’t like it

But it’s kinda funny and also crowdy

Although I can see that Luhan didn’t always like their company

But at least he’s more talkative and it’s fun seeing different sides of him whenever they around

I look at the calendar

In a few days I will be a year older

My birthday

What shall I do then?

Throwing a party like usual?

It’s been a long time since I met Chen, Baekhyun and Kyungsoo

From Chen’s last email he’s at London for his world tour, Kyungsoo is busy managing his new restaurant branch, and Baekhyun on his lab research, developing the new make up collection

If I invite them, will they come?

Well let’s just try

I emailed and also text messaging them

The first to reply is Baekhyun

Sorry, Minseok, but looks like this year I couldn’t come, the research will be finished soon so I need to take extra time to check everything

Oh…He couldn’t make it…

I replied with ‘That’s okay, I hope the research will go smoothly’

And not long he replied ‘thanks’

Then there’s the next message

It’s from Kyungsoo

The branch is facing problems, I think I couldn’t go back for now, really sorry

I sighed

I replied with ‘That’s alright, I hope the problem will resolve soon’

And there’s no reply

Two of them couldn’t make it

And Chen…well he must be busy with his tour, I shouldn’t ask him to come too

So this year there they won’t be here to spend my birthday

“Why are you look sulky, Minseok?”

Luhan’s voice wakes me from my trance

“Huh? Oh…nothing”

I couldn’t contain the sad feeling from my own facial expression

Luhan sits beside me, always being too close for comfort

“Your face didn’t show it”

He said sharply

I can feel his worried gaze

“Three of my friends won’t be here for my birthday”

I finally said it

He must’ve think I’m a sissy or a kid, weeping because my friend cannot come for my birthday

An ‘O’ formed on his lips