“Can you take me far away?”

I asked Sehun

I’m serious

I want to be far far away from here

At least far away from them

“You want to runaway?”

I nod

“I need it, at least for a couple of days…”

Yes at least I need to be away

To clear my minds

“Well then, let me take you”

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And now I’m here

On an island faraway

A private island that Sehun’s friend owned

White sandy beach, clear blue Ocean

A sophisticated tropical mansion with a few workers and maids

And I’m enjoying the view from the balcony

“Because it’s too urgent, I couldn’t take you that far”

Said Sehun while giving me a glass of coconut juice

“That’s okay; at least it’s quite secluded”

I smiled and sips my drink

“Did you give any notes before you leave?”

Sehun sips his own orange juice

“Yes, and luckily my co workers will take over my jobs for a few days”

Yes, I leave at dawn quietly

Leaving a note on the dining table for Luhan so that he didn’t freak out

And also I texted Wufan minutes before we board the plane

Although I didn’t tell them where I went to and when I’ll be back

I’ll be in a lot of trouble but at least there’ll be peace for now

And to think clearly about them

My birthday that’s filled with surprises

First Luhan’s confession

Where my heart moved by him

And then…Wufan’s…

After I stand up again from my broken heart

There he was moments ago beside me

Saying that he loves me

Wanting me to be his

Kiss me

This is too much

It’s suffocating

The locked chest carved ‘Wufan’ that I’ve drown deep inside suddenly floats back again

Clashing with another chest carved ‘Luhan’

Two men

Two precious people that I’m so afraid to lose

And suddenly I need to choose

With a risk that the other one that I didn’t pick will leave me

Although Wufan and I can always meet up because we’re working at the same place

But he will be taking the CEO position soon

Maybe that time we’ll seldom meets

And if I rejected him, can we still be friends?

I don’t know for sure

I know it’ll be hard for him

I knew that feeling

Because I once love him

And I thought I’ve got over him

I thought so…

But it will be a different story with Luhan

He can leave me and our apartment anytime

I don’t have the right to hold him

We’ve just met a few months ago

Two lonely persons that meets by fate

I found him

And I know at that moment when I offered my hand

He won’t be just a stranger anymore

That I won’t be lonely anymore

“You know…at first I thought I will hate you”

Sehun words makes me chocked

As I tried to help myself he pats my back to help me

After a few moments I finally lift my face

“Why?”

He looks at me in the eyes

“Because you take away Luhan’s heart”

Oh…

So…

I’m speechless

Wow

I….

I never thought about this…

Wh..what should I say?

“Uh…Um…”

“That’s okay, I’ve let him and my feelings go”

Sehun smiled while looking to the sea