Red - the color of blood. Black - the color of darkness.

The only colors I see in front of me when I stand up on one spot and see the world.

Hatred. Anger. Fury. Disgust. Loathing.

These are only a few words to describe how I'm feeling every time I see the world I live in. 

In this world we live in, people are easily deceived. They easily give their trust to people around them. What happens to them? In the end, they're the only one who get hurt. The truth is? In this age, you can't really trust people.

I used to have a cold shoulder to everyone in work, even towards my adoptive father who kindly took me in when I lost my family on a tragic case of murder. I can't really trust him because it can't really erase the fact that I don't know him personally just yet.

I only trust one person though - my best friend, Jaejoong.

Though, for numerous times he taught me how to trust the people in our agency, I just can't. He knows why but he still insists. This is also why I rejected his numerous confessions to me. I don't like how he insists these things to me. But I still trust him though. There's just something in him.

But, after him, I promised not to trust other persons anymore.

Until, someone arrived and taught me things I never knew existed in this world full of darkness.

Bright colors.

Fun.

Happiness.

Smile.

Love.

Trust. I started trusting other people when he taught me that it isn't that hard to do. I was even impressed. These people aren't really bad as I thought they were. Thanks to him, I learned new things.

Maybe...

Maybe it' time...

Will my decision be right?

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