Yes I deleted 3 latest chapters I had put up, because I wasn't happy with them. This is a new one and I have changed it a lot so please read it.

“We’re all here in memory of Daewoon and his parents—“the memorial service was beautiful, everyone was dressed in white instead of black, it was Mi Young’s idea. She told everyone that Daewoon and his family were angels to her and dressing in black would just not be right. It had been two weeks since the accident,

Mi Young had just got out of the hospital the other day, she was still a bit sore but nothing was aching as much as her heart, it was broken and no one could put it back together. Himchan wrapped his arms around her waist from behind and rested his chin on her shoulder as tears flowed down her cheeks, she knew she wasn’t the only one crying because that was all you could hear, despite the sounds around them the only sound was of peoples sobs.

“Are you gonna say anything” Himchan whispered, Mi Young simply shook her head, she knew people expected her to say a speech but she knew once she got up on the altar she would’ve broken down into tears, even though that was what she was pretty much doing. “I’ll go up for you then” Himchan slowly backed away but Mi Young grabbed his wrist “No, I don’t want to be left alone” Himchan sighed then looked around,

“Hang on one minute” Himchan walked off and Mi Young pulled on her cardigan. “Mi Young, this is Daewoon’s cousin, he’ll stay here with you for now okay” the boy bowed to Mi Young then quietly sat next to her as Himchan went to the altar. “You must be devastated” the boy said, his voice was low and she could hear a slight lisp. “That’s an understatement” She had stopped crying, not because she wasn’t sad but because she ‘ran out of tears’.

The crowd went silent as Himchan tapped the mic, “Hi, I’m Himchan, Mi Young’s older brother, she is as upset as all of you…maybe even more so I came to speak on her behalf.” Himchan went on, “Daewoon was a great kid, he was out going and loved life, and he also took good care of Mi Young. His parents were great people too, although I had only met them once or twice Mi young would always tell me how nicely they looked after her—“Everyone was now smiling, they all knew how great their family was and how down to earth they were.

Everyone had great memories with them and nothing could change that. “He talked a lot about you” Mi Young completely forgot about the tall boy sitting next to her, she examined his features trying to figure out who he was, he looked familiar. “He always told me how perfect you were…and well I was always jealous he had a girlfriend like you” Mi Young blushed; she never thought anyone would say that before.

“Thank you…uh—“ The boy looked at Mi Young for the first time letting her get a clear look of his face, his skin was milky white and his skin seemed so perfectly smooth. “My names not important” he half smiled then turned his head away again, Mi Young couldn’t help but wonder what his name was, something about him, about his mysteriousness made her want to know more about him.

The service finished quicker than expected, everyone went off to the catering they had ordered, but honestly Mi Young didn’t know how people could eat after a funeral, she had completely lost her appetite. She decided to move herself away from the people, she didn’t want to be asked the same questions over and over again,

‘How are you feeling?’, ‘Do you want to talk about it?’ The service was held at a cemetery close to a small park, there was a stream near there too. Mi Young sat on the park bench in front of the stream under a large willow tree, pulled her legs up and folded them; luckily she was wearing a flexible dress.

“How are you feeling” Mi Young looked to her right to see the boy from earlier sitting next to her with a plate of cake. Mi Young eyed the cake then looked up at him and sighed. “Wanna talk about it” he asked, Mi young shook her head, “I have nothing to say” she said, the boy placed the cake on the seat and sat there silently looking at the scenery of the park, it was spring time so all the cherry blossom flowers were beginning to bloom.

“You know, you and Daewoon seem really different but the way you talk about him makes me think you were close with each other” the boy chuckled, “Daewoon is more of the sweet and cute kid, I’m more of the opposite of him” Mi Young nodded “So you’re a bad boy” she asked, Daewoon’s cousin laughed and nodded

“I guess you could say that” Mi Young smiled for the first time that day, she liked this guy not like as in a crush but more of someone who knew Daewoon as well as she did and wanted to be his friend. “Mi Young, Himchan is leaving now” Mi Young looked at the boy for a while, she thought he must have been a friend of Himchans.

“Youngjae it’s been awhile” Daewoon’s cousin smiled, the brown haired boy nodded, he seemed as if he didn’t want to talk to him. Mi Young got up and walked around the seat, Youngjae left while Mi Young said good bye to the boy. “It was nice meeting you” Mi Young said, the boy stood up and walked her there, “I still don’t know your name” she added, the boy stopped and chuckled, “If we meet again, then I’ll tell you” Mi Young pouted

“What if we don’t meet again” she asked “Trust me, we will” he winked, he then left with that. Mi Young was about to call out to him but Himchan dragged her to the car. “Come on” he groaned, Mi Young got into the car still wondering what his name was.
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Mi Young slowly sat up, her body aching and her vision slightly blurry in one eye. She looked around her dark room; it felt different, like something was missing. “Mi Young” Himchan sat by her side and held her hand, Mi Young caressed his cheek running her thumb over the dark circles forming under his eyes, and he looked exhausted. She then noticed the white gown she was wearing, it wasn’t her usual pyjamas but she just assumed some had dressed her.

“What happened” she asked, she was aching and sore but she had no idea what happened she couldn’t remember a lot of things. She remembered Himchan of course but something else just seemed different, about her. “You were jumped” Himchan became teary eyed remembering that night.

“Do you remember who I am” he asked, Mi Young looked at him confused “Of course I do silly” she laughed, Himchan sighed “How about these people” he asked holding up a picture of B.A.P. Mi Young examined them all for a long time then she pointed to one of them, “That’s you” she smiled, Himchan nodded “But who are the others” he asked, Mi Young shrugged “B.A.P” she said pointing to the B.A.P logo in the corner of the photo, Himchan just nodded. “Look Mi Young you…because of your accident you may have lost some of your—“

the door swung open and in walked a nurse, “Himchan-ssi the doctor would like to talk to you, and Mi Young-ah it’s nice to see you’re awake” Mi Young smiled then let Himchan leave, she needed some time to think by herself anyway. The door shut behind Himchan and Mi Young was finally alone.

She the light; she regretted it straight away and turned them back off. Mi Young heard a vibrating sound; she looked on her bedside table and saw her phone flashing. Someone was calling her. She looked at the caller ID but it was an unknown number. She pushed the green button and put the phone to her ear, “Yoboseyo” she said slowly, “Mi Young is this you” a boys voice asked, “Mhm, and who is this” she asked, the boy paused “I was just checking to see if you’re awake, is anyone with you” he asked, “No, but Himchan is outside talking to the nurse” the boy sighed,

“Look I want you to meet me at your school on Saturday okay” Mi Young thought about it, she looked at the calendar on the wall and saw Saturday was in 4 days, “Will Himchan let me” she asked, “Look, you can’t tell him you’re meeting me, just tell him you want to go for a walk” the boys seemed rushed, “But I don’t know who you are, how can I trust you” the boys sighed, “You’re just going to have to, look don’t tell anyone I called you or we’ll both be—“ he stopped “Be what” Mi Young asked wanting to know what he was going to say. “Nothing, just don’t tell anyone okay” Mi Young agreed then he hung up before she could say anything else.

“Who were you talking to” Himchan asked walking in just as Mi Young put her phone down, she shrugged “I think I was talking to myself” she giggled, for someone who had an aching head she was a quick thinker. “Well good news, the nurse said you will be discharged tonight and can come home with me” he smiled, Mi Young nodded and got onto her feet, she stumbled over but Himchan quickly caught her,

“Still a bit dizzy” she smiled innocently. The car ride home was relaxing to Mi Young, she felt so stiff after being asleep for a while. They got home quickly and Himchan helped her into the house, she felt bad for him having to lose sleep because of her and now he is looking after her. “Welcome home” everyone cheered as the door opened, Mi Young looked surprised but confused trying to remember all these ‘new’ faces in front of her.

“Have a good sleep” Dongwoo asked laughing, Mi Young just nodded not knowing how to react to seeing all these people who were her friends, yet she couldn’t remember any of their names. The door slammed shut as Himchan dumped his and Mi Young’s bags on to the floor, Mi Young covered her face as tears flowed down her cheeks, “What happened” Himchan asked, it had only been 2 minutes since Mi Young was home and she was crying, everyone was so shocked. “What’s wrong honey” Nicole asked, hugging Mi Young. “You all done this for me, but—“she paused looking at each and every one of the people before her, “I don’t remember any of you” Mi Young sniffed. Everyone looked at Himchan wanting to know what she was talking about.

“What do you mean” Nicole asked “You’re all being so nice to me and you say we’re friends…but I don’t remember any of you, I mean there is something telling me I know you I just can’t get myself to remember who you are” she exclaimed, Nicole gave her a reassuring hug and told her it would be okay.

“Himchan, mind explaining some things” Nicole asked, Himchan sighed and nodded, he lead everyone into the living room and got them all to sit down. “Mi Young has lost some of her recent memories, so she doesn’t remember a lot of you. She obviously remembers me because we’re family but you are all new friends besides Nicole” Everyone was quiet; they didn’t think the damages were that bad. “But the night everything happened she seemed fine” Dongwoo said,

“Yeah well when we took her to hospital her body shut down and she didn’t wake up until three days later, which was today” Himchan sat down himself not wanting any of this for his sister. “Well what does she remember” Hara asked, Himchan shrugged, “What’s the last thing you remember before waking up in the hospital” Nicole asked her,

Mi Young shrugged “I remember sirens…and the rain on my face, someone pulling on me roughly yelling at me that I will be alright, and—a long beeping sound” Mi Young shook her head, it hurt her to think too hard. Everyone exchanged looks knowing exactly what her last memory was. “How about we all go around and say some things to help her get to know us and maybe she will start to remember a few things” Junmi asked, everyone agreed and sat in a large circle.

“I’ll start, I’m Nicole we’ve been friends since we were little, we done everything together and we are pretty much family. I know almost everything about you, oh and I date Himchan” she smiled, Mi Young nodded “I remember you…I think” Nicole smiled, her eyes became glossy that Mi Young remembered their friendship. “I’m Junmi, we became friends earlier this year you were my first friend at school and now we are like sisters. We sang together at the dance and I understand if you don’t remember me, because I’ll always be your friend” Mi Young smiled as did Junmi.

“I’m Youngjae—“everyone went silent, they didn’t know what he was going to say. “I am a good friend of Himchans…and we— we are in the same class” Youngjae smiled, and excused himself from the circle, Mi Young watched him walk out of the room as everyone kept telling their short stories, Mi Young couldn’t help wonder what was wrong with Youngjae, she felt like he was someone special to her. Himchan left as well.

“Hyung I don’t know what to say to her” Youngjae said running his fingers through his hair, Himchan patted his back “Look just let things sink into her mind okay” Himchan knew it was hard for Youngjae, he didn’t want some manipulating Mi Young and saying that they are her boyfriend and not him, “Everything will be fine, I think she knows deep down what you two have” Himchan reassured, “You’re the only guy who could mend her heart back together, so you must be someone special” Youngjae took the words to heart and nodded, he knew Mi Young and him had something special and no one was going to take that away from them.