Hey guys, hehe so the chapter that you guys wanted me so update soo much! Have fun reading :D

Just something you should keep in mind: A little Suju grows really fast from the age 5 to 18. Instead of having a birthday one time in a year, they get two times a month. That way they grow and change very fast. From the moment they turn 18, everything goes normal again and they have only one birthday per year. 

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"Yes." I sigh but not because I’m not sure. More because of the tragedy of the question. 

It was quiet for way too long and the only thing that happened was Leader Park and Kim Youngwoon staring at me. It was eventually that second person that broke the silence. And in a weird way I was glad for that. 

"Wow… That’s… What would you even do with your life? I mean, without friends and all? It would be starting over from square one."

He reminded me once again, as if his boss didn’t just tell me that. "Do you even know what that means?"

"I do."

"Do you dislike your friends?"

"No! Not at all! It’s just that I sometimes wish I could be normal. Have a normal life. Maybe it’s selfish, but who isn’t when it comes to love? Maybe forgetting my friends is what it takes to be with Kyuhyun? Even if it’s just to be a good hyung to him."

"My lovely Donghae," Leader started and by the tone of his voice, I already knew the thing he was going to say, would be something bad. "I really wish I could do you that favour. I really do with all my heart. But I’m afraid the thing you’re asking me is out of my hands. I’m not that powerful. There’s nothing I can do for you. I’m sorry."

I tried to understand what he was saying but something inside me just didn’t want to accept it.

"What do you mean?"

"I can’t change you into a normal human." He said with a sad voice.

"Why? I mean, you could change my mother!"

"Yeah, but after that I wasn’t allowed to do that anymore."

"Why?"

"I’m not that powerful anymore."

"Not that powerful? You’re one of the most powerful men in the world, damn it! You can do anything!"

"I’m sorry, Donghae…"

"Keep your apologies and change me instead!"

"I can’t."

"Of course you can!"

"No… I really, really can’t."

"Then what am I supposed to do?" I asked desperate after hearing this unfair and heart-breaking truth. 

"Try to be happy without him."

"That’s… I can’t do that! I don’t even want to consider it because there’s no way I could live without him! I’m better off dead than alone!"

"I’m sorry, but there’s simply nothing I can do for you. I’m only the leader of the Suju’s and as much as I would like it, I don’t have super powers."

You know the moment when you’re so disappointed in the world that you get ing pissed? Well, that moment I had that. It started in my toes and made its way up right to my face, which turned bright red.

"Just… THIS! You’re just… I HATE THIS! Why can’t you do me this favour? It’s all I ever asked for and you’re not able to do it for me?! You’re a real--"

"DONGHAE!" Siwons voice filled the whole room as if it was some sort of God that spoke. It interrupted everything. "Don’t you dare say it, you idiot!"

It was the first time I ever heard him talk like that to anyone. He hardly ever got mad so it was a shock to hear him speak out so powerful. He bowed towards Leader and Kim Youngwoon and apologized deeply for my rudeness. He took my arm and apologized once more, while still bowing and slowly walking out of the room.

"It’s no problem, Choi Siwon. You’re a good person. Please take good care of him."

"I will."

He got up and bowed a second time. It made me so annoyed that I was about to do something to those long stupid legs of his that he wouldn’t be able to bow even once in his life again. Lucky for him I couldn’t do anything anymore because he picked me up and carried me out of the room.

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