Sitting in biology class when there are barely any seats left. He looks around, and there’s a seat near me that’s empty, but he takes a seat at an empty table instead.

Not that I mind, it’s somewhat standard behavior, but still…

“Bring it on now, take it right now, SJ 2! Listen!”

I groaned as my alarm blared in the Saturday morning. Yeah, I know, I’m pretty pathetic to have an alarm during the weekends, but otherwise I would sleep to noon and totally ruin my whole sleeping thing. You know, when you can’t get to sleep until almost midnight on Sunday? Horrible.

“BANGING MY HEAD, MY EYES GO RED!” I slapped at the off button, making the room go deathly silent. I buried my head in my hands, trying to picture the dream.

My god. I tried to picture Onew. No reaction.

On one part I should be relieved. No more torture from my insides. No more carefully watching what I would do.

But what now? I had gotten this far. Could I just stop?

I shook my head. Now this has been the weirdest crush I’ve ever had. Only a month? Seriously? My crushes have gotten pathetic.

Then again, everything ebbs and flows…

I shook my head. This weekend, I would spend time for myself.

Forever alone?

Nah. It’s Me time.