So there I sat in Choir, waiting for Onew to turn to me and ask why had I sent him the flower.

Instead, he sits down and gets ready, opening up his choir folder, warming up his vocal chords a bit, just like normal.

What’s happening????

Jeanine sits on the other side of me, silent. I have sent her emails why I’m not speaking to her, at least not as much as I used to. It’s kinda of sad too, that I had that really bad…err…

Yeah don’t ask. It’s a girl thing.

Either way, I was really confused. I was ready for my life to come crashing down, but it hadn’t.

When announcements had ended early and we were allowed to gather, I put away my choir folder and turned to see Jeanine and Julie gather.

“I had a really hard time during Biology today,” Jeanine said.

“Yeah, Mr. Kerry didn’t seem to help at all,” I heard myself say.

When Jeanine turned to me, a surprised look on her face, I knew I wasn’t the only one.

Later, when I went to get my choir folder, I ran into Jonghyun.

“Did you tell?” I asked, not wanting to give more.

He didn’t even blink. “He thinks it’s Jeanine.”

Damn it.