i am feeling sad today, don't touch me : /

listen to 'if you met me first — eric ethridge' for a gist on what i felt while writing this down lol.

jisoo doesn't hate the concept of love, if she hates it she wouldn't feel strong adoration towards her pet or her parents. 

it's just she doesn't believe she'll find the one in this ty world, sure she had several encounters in past; dating several times but no one left a memorable memories in her heart. people said she moved on too fast, but what the korean beauty believed she never have chemistry with her past lovers so why dwelling in the past. 

at the age of 29, jisoo already believe she going to be single until she old grey probably adopting several puppies to accompany herself. she already accepted her fate, but not until one day she were minding her own business. making imaginary notes in her head, checklist on gifts to buy for her nephews and nieces for christmas. 

sea of people, thousands of flickering lights accompanied with christmas carols playing in the streets. jisoo found having eye contact with the most beautiful pair of feline eyes. 

jisoo gulped down her saliva feeling parched before her steps halted making two dudes behind her bumped with her but she nonetheless careless regarding that not when that pair of breathtaking eyes widen slightly when she kind of tripped forward with the bumped impact. 

the girl halted her steps infront of her with worried expression, "are you okay?" 

oh lord, that voice. call it's exaggeration gesture, but that voice is sent down by angel. if it's not then how when jisoo heard those three words from the girl it sounded so calming. with those voice, the noise surrounded jisoo just vanished, and the girl suddenly is under the blinding sp