3rd P.O.V

Of course there was good news. The good news being that Key was physically okay. His bruises and cuts were practically gone. Thats why the good news always comes first.

The bad news was that Key was still suffering. Not from any physical pain, no all Key's serious problems were his emotional ones.The ones going on in his head and his heart.

For a time Key came back. Well at least he opened his eyes and he would sometimes sit up. He'd look around the room and then he would fall back into that deep depth of unconsiousness.

No body liked the fact that the doctors couldn't do more about the condition hanging over Key's head.

And Jonghyun was practically in hysterics all the time. Okay well at least man hysterics. He hadn't said a word since Key's 'accident'.Jonghyun has become an empty shell that doesnt function or compute too well on their own.

Taemin and Minho were giving each other moral support. Well actually Minho was doing more of the supporting than anyone.

Onew in all of this was doing research of his own and had come across something interesting.

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Onew P.O.V

"Hey Jonghyun i found out some good new-ish."

Sigh. Still no response. Jonghyun has been sitting in his room for who knows how many hours. I even cooked at the best chicken recipies that i knew to try and lure him out. Although it didn't work i knew this would.

"Jonghyun i found a way you might be able to sa----"

Before i got the last two words out of my mouth Jonghyun was infront of my face. And truthfully it was a terrible sight. His eyes were all red and puffed up from silently crying while hair looked a horrible mess and boy lets not get started on body odor. That aside however.

"Will this actually help me to save Key?"

Sigh.

"You dont even know what it is yet."

And thats when for the first time in my life i had been scard of Jonghyun. I could see the rage in his eyes as he spit the last words out.

"Are you trying to give me false hope?Whatever it is ill do it and ill save Key."

I knew he was at his breaking point.He needed hope to keep him striving and i suppose that thats why he had made it this far. Sighing i grabbed my plate of chicken and him to have a seat.

Once he did and i had a chicken wing in my mouth we started.

"Look you that Key is recovering physically and yet he hasn't woken once. Well at least not fully from what i hear. Now this may be a long shot but i think that his mind is in extreme turmoil. Truthfully i believe that in time the turmoil hes dealing with will cause his health to start failing."

I decided to stop there because i could feel the intense energy surrounding Jonghyun. I was going to speak again but there was nothing else for me to say. I hadn't an idea on how to stop Key from his suffering thats why i brought this to Jonghyun's attention. He was always good at these things. I would usually give him an unfinished idea and he would finish up the rest.

So i was waiting patiently when i saw Jonghyun's eyes start to twinkle.

"Do you have any ideas?"

I couldn't help but ask. I knew that look in his eyes. It appeared whenever he got a brilliant idea.

"Yeah imma wake Key up."

And that is not the answer i was looking for.

"Okay well do you know how?"

He just looked at me with the most hope filled eyes ive ever seen from him.

"Dont underestimate love."

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Key P.O.V

I was tired.

All my physical aches and bruises ha.ve been healed and yet i still feel extreme pain.

Was i going to die? I hadn't planned to leave Jonnie but it felt like i should do this. I haven't done anything for Jonnie since i've met him except cause him hurt and problems.

Maybe the fact that i was hurt would be enough for him to forgive me. Actually i had no idea where i was.

Surrounded in darkness that made my body feel like it weighed more than a ton. It was difficult to breath and everything around me was mute. The only thing i could hear in this darkness was muffled voices. Other than that i was floating in a place that had no light.

I finally decided to stop being selfish and just stay here. That way i wouldn't have to cause anyone anymore problems, mostly Jonnie.

If i tried hard enough i could pretend that Jonnie was beside me calling my name. That way leaving him wouldn't have to be so painful.

"Key"

Yeah i knew it. I was slipping away from this world little by little.

"Kibummie..."

I felt more pressure added to my already weighted body. It wasn't painful it was more just uncomfortable than anything. Now that it was time for me to say goodbye i felt sick. I didn't want to leave...I wanted to stay and at least see Jonnie one last time.

Opening my eyes with that hope in mind i felt my heavy eyelids widen as i saw Jonnie's precious face so close to mine.

Closing them again i decided that i could die in peace but before i could fully close my eyes i felt warm lips crash onto mine.

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Jonghyun P.O.V

Finally. Finally i got to kiss these tempting lips once agian. Finally his eyes looked at me. I was tired of his dazed stare that held no emotions. But this time when his eyes settled on me i felt that electriccal feeling once again spread all over my body. And let me tell you, it was indeed magnificent.

Pulling back i stared into his eyes that were now closed.

After a while he finally opened them again. However he closed them right afterwards. He repeated this process until i asked him what he was doing.

He just stared at me and i could see his eyes fading back into that emotionless daze.

"Why are you trying to leave me Kibummie?"

That seemed to bring him back a bit. But his gaze was still lonely.

"I've caused you problems. I'm sure that you're tired of me by now."

"I thought we already went over this Key."

That seemed to catch him off guard.

"We did didn't we?"

And just like that Key started to breakdown. His eyes became blurred and a serious red as he cried all his pent up and held back tears. His nose started running as he hiccuped out apologizes. I couldn't help but once again realize just how adorable Key really is.And that brought on a whole new problem.

I hadn't really seen Key active in a while now so my body was releasing pent up feelings.

I shifted away from him a bit and im sure he took notice because he looked up at me and sniffled a bit before asking what was wrong. Oh if only he knew.

"So do you feel better Kibummie? Are you going to try and stay with me?"

I had to change the conversation. Of course i wanted to know this too but i really couldn't let Key find out just yet how he had such a strong control over my body.

"You Jonnie i wanted to leave you. I wanted to leave you before you could even think about leaving me. I didn't want you, the person that has my heart to leave me and let my heart smash to pieces. I thought thatd you be so disgusted with me that you wouldn't want to even galnce at me. And when you visited the hospital i thought you were doing it out of the kindness in your heart. Please tell me that you were so that i can take my heart away from you. So that i won't have to cause you anymore problems."

So this is how Key saw himself. He thought he was a burden to me?

I knew i shouldn't have but i ended up laughing right there in Key's face. I wasn't making fun of him but he was just so ahhh...cute. Before he could say anything i had to cut him off.

"Look Key i understand where youre coming from. When i saw you look so dead after i came too little too late to save you i thought i had failed to protect you and i still do. I should have been there sooner. I really thought that you were going to push me away and blame me for everything and i knew if you did that i would deserve it."

"Why would you think that?! It was my fault i should have listened to you and stay-----"

I had to shush Key i didn't want any blame to be on anyone.

"Look Key i dont think there is anyone to blame. Especially not you, you have nothing to be blamed for except for putting me through non ending stress and worry and guilt."

I could see the shame that was in Key's eyes and i loved it. I loved that he was showing emotions agian. I wanted more of them, but i wanted to see his emotion of relief and pleasure. Oh i want to see pleasure in his lovely brown eyes. As if he could sense my need i saw him look up with understanding in his eyes.

"Thank you Jonnie for not leaving me and for not letting me leave you. And im sorry for everything. And please dont say that its not my fault because i know that some of it is."

I felt like this was a kissing moment so i leaned in to show Key that i had already forgiven him when a nurse walked in disturbing our time.

As she did her checking in i felt Key lean into me and whisper in my ear.

"Jonnie i need you. But i guess we'll  have to wait until i get discharged huh?"

And with that he bit my ear seductively and the blew on it. I couldn't wait that long i needed Key now. But when i looked over at him i could see that he was pretending to be asleep.

Oh how cruel Key could be.

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its just that the holidays and everything and...im sorry

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