It was the day where the YongSeo couple or more known as the Goguma couple to end their virtual Marriage on We got Married. It wasn’t until 3 months after thier virtual marriage ended when Seohyun realise she have fallen for Yonghwa charms.

Before this, she’s constantly making Yonghwa feel bad and made him feel jealous by saying she hung out with other Oppas. Yonghwa being the guy in the family wanted to make his wife happy and he just smile and every day, he will always say ‘I love you’ to Seohyun when he wake up, he gave her 3 heart chocolate pieces every day with the letter I,  a heart and U on it. Seohyun at first thought this was stupid and all. She scolded Yonghwa for wasting money. But Yonghwa kept doing it. Soon, it was their last day together. Seohyun still wasn’t sure of her feeling towards Yonghwa. As they parted, Yonghwa decided that they can never be together aside from their virtual marriage here. When Seohyun woke up the next morning, she felt empty. She wondered where Yonghwa was. So she called him

“Yong~~~ where are you?” ask Seohyun

“Ya, morning hyun. Err.. have you forgotten?” Yonghwa replied

“Forgot what?”

“I send you back to your dorm last night”

“But why?”

“Hyun ah, we ended our marriage last night. Don’t you remember?”

“We did’

“Ya. Hyun ah, mianhae, I’m flying soon. Goodbye. Saranghae Hyun.”

“Ya Yong –“

Seohyun look down at her phone. She was being disconnected. She look around at the room. Keroro plush toys, her bookshelves. She realised she was in her own room again.

“Ya.... yay!” cried Seohyun

When they were filming for Music Bank and  Yonghwa was the emcee. Yonghwa greeted Seohyun but Seohyun ignore him. She was busy talking to Kyuhyun. Yonghwa just left and waved goodbye to the other SNSD members. The other SNSD members could just sent him off with a weak smile and look at each other while glancing at Seohyun once in a while. Once a week, Yonghwa would sent Goguma food to SNSD dorm and sometimes chicken. But every single time, he sent food, the snsd members would say to him

‘Mianhae Yonghwa, Seohyun is not inside. She went out with Kyuhyun oppa.” Said Yuri

“Yah, it’s alright. Tell her to eat well. Ya, you guys also eat well ok.” Yonghwa said sadly and leave the dorm

Yuri, Taeyeon and Sooyoung who would always be the once answering the door would always look at Yonghwa leaving sadly and sigh. They tried to help him but Seohyun is just being Seohyun.

After 3 months after their marriage ended, Yonghwa decided to end his virtual marriage with Seohyun completely. He tried to get a response from her but every single time he tried, Seohyun would either be sleeping or too busy to notice him.  Yonghwa decided that Seohyun would ever be his. He gave up.

“Unnie, did Yonghwa came by these weeks?” ask the maknae

“Nope. WHY?” Taeyeon ask

“Nothing. Unnie, I’m going out.” Said Seohyu

“neh, come back before midnight deh.” Replied Taeyeon

“Yes unnie.” Said Seohyun and she left the dorm.

“Taeyeon ah, do you think Seohyun miss Yonghwa?” ask Sooyoung

“I don’t know Soo. She seems different these few days.” Said Taeyeon

“I bet she miss him. I miss him. As a brother in law” said Sooyoung

“kekeke.. me too. She’ll figure it sooner. She’s a wise maknae right?” ask Taeyeon

Seohyun walk around the neighbourhood. It was empty since everyone was at their house sleeping but here she is walking on the streets alone. She stumbles upon a CN BLUE poster about their tour in Japan. When she saw Yonghwa face, she cried. She misses him so bad. She really misses him. Every moment she kept thinking about her past marriage life with Yonghwa. She cried softly. She went back to the dorm and went straight to her room.

She opens a box. Inside the box laid all the stuffs that was hers during her WGM days with Yonghwa. There laid their first ring, their couple cup, their couple pillow, their couple elephants, their specs, their rings and their wedding photos. She picks up and hugs the wedding photo tightly. Tears fell on the floor.

“Seohyun, are you alright?” ask Taeyeon as she heard the maknae cries softly

“Unnie, I miss him.” Cried Seohyun

“Since when?”

“IdontknowwhenbutwheniwalkdownjustnowisawCNBLUEposterandiseehisfaceandicryimmediately”

“Ya, Seo, did you know he has been trying to see you for the past 3 months?”

“He did? How come I didn’t know?” ask the maknae

“You were too busy with college and it is either you were sleeping or you were with Kyuhyun oppa. Every week, Yong oppa would come to the dorm and give goguma food and chicken. But you were always not there. Me and the other unnies could not bear see him walk away sadly without meeting you every single time he came here. We tried to help him but you were always gone. Seohyun ah, do you really like him?” ask Taeyeon

“I think I am unnie. I don’t know when but i think I have fallen for him before we ended our marriage.”

“Then why didn’t you do something?”

“I thought it was just my mind and my heart playing tricks on me. “ answered Seohyun

“He tried talking to you countless on time during Music Bank but you ignore him again simply. Why?”

“I didn’t know.”

“You didn’t know or you pretended not to know?”

“I ... I... I...”

“You pretended not to know right. I saw your facial expression everytime he left the waiting room. Your eyes would wander to him and you would frown slightly. Why Seohyun? ” Taeyeon speak with a louder tone

“I thought if I ignore him my feelings for him would gradually disappear but it hasn’t instead it went stronger.”

“Unnie, I really miss him. “

“Seohyun ah, visit him tomorrow?”

“Deh,”

“Have a good rest.”

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The next day, Seohyun went to CN BLUE dorms. She rang the bell.

“Annyeonghaseyo. This is CN BLUE dorm.”

“Yong. Annyeong”

“Ya. Seohyun-ah what are you doing here?”

“I came to visit you. May I come in?”

“Ya sure. I’ll just wake the others members up.”

“No.. no need. I want to talk to you alone.”

“Oh ok. Have a seat first. I’ll go wash my face first.”

“Deh”

“So Seohyun ah, what is it that you want to tell me?”

“Yong, I, I , I miss you.” Confess Seohyun

“Oh ok.”

“Dont you miss me?  ”

“I once did but not anymore. I miss you as a friend though “

“Just as a friend? How about as a wife? ”

“Seohyun ah, our marriage ended 3 months ago. I now consider you as my very close SNSD member friend.”

“I miss you as a husband Yong.”

“Oh.. ”

“Yong, why once? ”

“I miss you like hell Seohyun after we departed. I tried my best to see if you miss me or not, but you didn’t show any sign of it. So I gave up eventually.”

“YOU GAVE UP? WHY? You were never the one to give up so easily. Why did you give up on us Yong? You gave up on us so easily. You never did love me. You never tried!”

“I never love you or you never realise it?” as yong coldly “how many times did you realise i went pass your waiting room during Music Bank to say hi and too realise you were not there or you were talking to someone else? How many times did you notice, i brought goguma food and chicken to your dorm and too realise you were either sleeping or you went out with Kyuhyun? How many times Seohyun? How many times? And you say I never tried? You said i don’t miss you? And you said i gave up so easily? Was it me or was it you who don’t even care? Tell me Seohyun ah was it me? Was it really me?” cried Yonghwa

“I... I...” stuttered Seohyun

“You never did have a place for me in your heart Seohyun. You never did, did you? Throughout our marriage, you never did show me you love me. You never did showed me you miss me. You never did. You never once said that you wanted me as a husband. You never did. All you did during the show was showing yourself and me being the bad guys as always like losing all the stuff but i didn’t i kept it safely. It was for the show. I had to do that. Seohyun, 3 months Seohyun, 3 months. I tried so hard every single day to talk to you to even get you to notice me, 3 months Seohyun and when i give up, you decided to come back into my life and ruin everything. Why seohyun why?”

“Why didn’t you call me? You could give me a text”

“I did call you Seohyun but it was either off or engage. I never text you because i know you would not reply me anyway so what is the use?”

“Yong, you said to me on the show that you told me to never let go of my dreams and goals and purpose of life. Why did you let go of me so easily?”

 “I never did let go, you were the one that slowly pull apart and went off by yourself. I never did let you go Seohyun, i never did. You were the one. You didn’t hold on to it tightly as i thought you would have.”

“If I were to return to you, would you take me back Yong?”

“No. Seohyun, the answer is No.”

“BUT WHY? I THOUGHT YOU LOVE ME?”

“It’s been a month since I tried to forget our memories but I can’t.  I’m sorry Seohyun. I cannot accept you back. Maybe as chingus. Close chingus. But as a wife or as a girlfriend maybe not. Mianhae Seohyun mianhae. I loved you. I will always loved you as my wife. But i can never love you the same way again as I did before Seohyun. “

“Yong, mianhae Yong. I was stupid. I didn’t know what hit me. But I truly love you Yong. ”

“Stop it Hyun! STOP IT! YOU HURT ME ENOUGH FOR ONCE. PLEASE DONT HURT ME AGAIN. PLEASE HYUN. PLEASE. STOP WITH THE EXCUSE AND ALL. STOP IT HYUN! YOU LEAVE ME BEHIND AS THOUGH I AM A PIECE OF GARBAGE WHILE YOU JUST WENT OUT WITH KYUHYUN AFTER WE ENDED OUR MARRIAGE. YOU NEVER DID APPREATIATE OUR MARRIAGE SEOHYUN, YOU NEVER DID.  NOW YOU HAVE HIM SEOHYUN, YOU HAVE WHO YOU ALWAYS WANTED CHO KYUHYUN. DONT LET HIM GO. HOLD ON TO HIM TIGHTLY. DONT MAKE HIM RUNAWAY. HE LOVES YOU HYUN. HE REALLY DOES”

“but.. but.. but...”

“LEAVE SEOHYUN! BEFORE I START TO HATE YOU, PLEASE LEAVE. I STILL CAN AFFORD TO LOVE YOU AS A FRIEND FOR NOW, BUT PLEASE DONT MAKE ME HATE YOU. IT IS DEPRESSING FOR ME. LEAVE PLEASE SEOHYUN.” Yonghwa said and he went to his room.

“Yong, mianhae Yong. I’ll be leaving now. Mianhae for all the things I did yong. I love you Yong. I really do. “ Seohyun said softly towards Yonghwa room. She grab her bag and put on the kitchen counter a card, a letter and a small goguma cake. There it wrote “Happy 2 Years Anniversary YongSeo. I love you Yong. Love Hyun~”

As soon as Seohyun left, Yonghwa open the room and saw the cake. She didn’t forget did she?  “Happy 2 Years Anniversary Yongseo. Saranghae Hyun. Yong~”

Yonghwa look outside. It had started to rain heavily. He hopes seohyun was alright. He had asked Sooyoung and Hyoyeon to help him give a card and a letter and a piece of goguma cake to seohyun as well. He hopes Seohyun would understand. Till now or forever, Seohyun, I’ll always love you forever and always. 

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Authors Note

Hey ho hey ho. Sorry fot not updating. Onsica part for this is still ongoing. I had the urge to write about this couple since I watch thier episodes on We Got Married. Teehee. I love Goguma couple ok (: Sweetest thing one earth. please do comment and help me improve. I may not be good as the other but I want to try. Kamsahamnida. Strictly copyright of hellogenie59.