Chapter 68

3 Years Without Love, With Happiness

"Did you have someone else at there?" Yuju cut in SinB words 

"No, I don't have anyone else" SinB said unconsciously

SinB know that she should be honest toward Yuju but she doesn't want that woman feeling hurt. It's enough the hurt that she gave her in these past month. She also doesn't want to have a fight with Yuju through the phone call 

She can't talk to Yuju it convincing the older one if they're having a fight. Once again the distance between them are becomes the problem 

Yuju just answering to SinB with a heavy sigh. She somehow found there's a lie in her wife words. She just can feel it 

"Hunnie, look I'm telling you the truth. I don't have someone else at here. I didn't call you because I've been so busy with many surgery" SinB didn't lie on this part, she's really got involved in operations 

"Ok then. If you said so" Yuju said lifeless. She still didn't trust to what SinB said 

"No, you didn't trust me. Ok fine, just come here for making sure it by yourself"

"Can I? What will people said? What will you introduce me to them later? I am your sister? Neighbour? Friend?" Yuju rolled her eyes in annoy 

"No, I'll introduce you as my wife of course. As my world" SinB said between her chuckle. She know that when Yuju use her annoy tone that mean she's alright now 

"Really? I thought that you want to hide it?" Yuju said  in surprising 

"No. Not anymore, I just realized it now. You're too important to me till I didn't found any reasons for me to hide about you from anyone" SinB said seriously and she mean it in every her words 

"OK then but it's fine. I'll just wait for you to come home" Yuju said in her always soft tone 

"Why? Don't you miss me?" SinB pouting and Yuju can sense it. It cause Yuju to chuckling 

'I just realized it now. How I miss to hear this chuckle sound' SinB said in her mind 

"Of course I've been missing you baby. It just that I'm currently in handling a big project so I can't leave it just like that"

"So you choose your works more than me?" SinB ask in hurt tone 

"Yea, so what? You're even forgot to call me every day because of your works" Yuju jokingly said make SinB a bit offence 

"You're so mean, I've said sorry right" SinB said in her sulking tone 

"Aigoo, I was just joking baby. I'm sorry but I really can't leave all the works here. Let's just meet at the airport on next month. Ok?" 

"Ok and make sure that you're on leave at that day. I wanna be with you and Arin all day" SinB requesting 

"Sure thing baby. Anything for you" SinB cheeks blushing hearing that words from Yuju 

"Uhm, hun. May I ask for your permission?" SinB ask nervously, she want to tell Yuju about her outing day with Jackson on tomorrow 

"Permission for what?"

"Uhm, one of my superior ask me to go out on tomorrow" SinB said slowly 

"Your superior is guy or lady?"

"Uhm guy" SinB said in nervous tone "But it's fine if you didn't let me to go, I'll tell him that I can't go with him" SinB quickly said afterwards make Yuju laughing

"Sure you can but it's not a date right?"

"What?? No! It just uhm" SinB also doesn't know what does it name for tomorrow outing. She's not think it as a date tho. At least that what she thought

"Just an outing between you and your superior? Right?"

"Yea, don't worry. It's not a date, I will only have a date with just one person and it's only you"

"Good then. I'll bring you for a date once you're back" SinB just smile while listening to Yuju voice

They're talking about a lot of things in their phone call this time. SinB just knew it that Yuju had to bring Arin everyday to her office since her babysitter already quit from her job. SinB once again felt guilty when she don't even know about her daughter daily updates 

"Hey, it's late already. Don't you want to sleep?" Yuju ask after they has talk long 

"Why? Are you bored of talking to me already?" SinB between her yawning 

"No baby. If I'm bored talking to you, that mean I want to die already. I'm sure that you're tired, just go and have some sleep" 

"Hmm, ok. You also should get some sleep. Don't stay awake till midnight, it'll be effecting your immunization" SinB said and it cause Yuju to smile widely. At has been awhile SinB didn't say that

"Ok but I need to, there's a few proposal that I have to complete"

"No. Sleep now, no matter how big your project are. You still have a wife and daughter to take care of, you must be more alert about your health" SinB nags and instead of asking her to stop. Yuju listening to it focusly with smile before she's laughing

"Hey,  why are you laughing? There's no funny things in everything I said" SinB scolding 

"No, the funny thing is not your nags but it was because I miss hearing your nags. Isn't it funny?" SinB shoulders drop hearing that 

"I must be didn't nags about your health for in such long time right?" 

"Yes but it's fine. When you didn't call me, it doesn't mean you didn't care right?"

"Yea, I'm still sorry tho"

"You don't even have to say sorry baby, you're always forgiven and you know it right?"

"Hmm"

"Ok then, I'm sorry but I have to hang up the phone now because my wife ask me to go and sleep. I can't obey her" SinB chuckling again 

"Ok, good night hunnie. Sweet dream and dream of me ok. Bye" 

"Good night too baby, dream of me too. I love you"

"I love you too" with that, both of them ending their phone call for tonight with smile on their face 

As if get a sign that SinB has done talking to her phone. Jieqiong comes and knocking their hostel door 

"SinB ah, can you please open this door. I'm cold at outside" she said through the door 

"Jieqiong. Oh God, how can I forgot about her" SinB smacking her own forehead before walks toward the door and open it

"Good, I thought that you're died at inside" Jieqiong rolled her eyes while said that 

"I'm sorry, I was on the phone just now"

"But it's still, you don't have to chase me out though. What so important about that call actually? Till you have to kick me out" Jieqiong laying on the couch for getting a heat from the heater 

"Uhm, Jieqiong ah. I have something to tell you" SinB sit on the same couch as Jieqiong 

"What is it? You want to get married?" Jieqiong ask in lifeless tone, feeling lazy to hear a word from SinB. She's too cold after has staying at outside their hostel 

"I-im married" 

"Nice joke there SinB. Then what? You're actually marrying a girl?" Jieqiong said between her laugh but stop when she notice that SinB just quiet the her expression somehow was telling the truth 

"Wait. What? Is it true?"

"Yes, why would I lie about that kind of thing" 

"So that mean you're not into guy? But why did you telling everyone, including me that you're single?"

"It's because I afraid. Just like you, I'm afraid if you and others are judging me and will not stay with me as a friend. I afraid that people will disgusting with me" SinB said and it's make Jieqiong look down on her lap. She's also has the same fear like SinB, that's why she's hiding about her lover 

SinB will not knowing about her lover if she didn't appear all of sudden at their hostel door this morning. She's taking SinB hand in hers then giving that latter a soft smile 

"It's fine. I understand"

"Thank you Jieqiong" Jieqiong just smiling before engulfing her friend in her arms 

"Hurm wait, is the woman in your wallpaper is your wife?" SinB shyly nodding 

"Yes, she is the person and that cute girl our daughter. We adopted her" 

"So that's explaining why you were so mad when I said she's hot" SinB chuckling with a nod 

"Yes, I never heard someone telling me that she's hot. Only I found it in her though" SinB said between her chuckle and Jieqiong was following her suit 

"So, how's your life? Being a wife for a woman?"

"Well, it does feel so good and she's treating me and my daughter so well, really well. It just me" SinB tone turn to a sad one 

"Why? Did you two have a problem?" Jieqiong ask

"It's me. I'm the real problem"

"Why did you say that?"

"I don't know why but. I love Yuju and I know that I can't life without her but I.. " SinB trailing her words 

"You're confused with your own feeling?" Jieqiong guessing and SinB nod "You can tell me, you know it right?"

"It's happen when the first time I saw Jackson"

"Jackson? Doctor Wang you mean?"

"Yes, since our first encounter with him. He keeps on staring me and when I look at him back, he's smile to me. I felt my heart was beating really fast and I found myself was blushing with his action. I feel like I'm in love again. Till I make Yuju hurt with my act who didn't call her these past month" SinB starts telling what she feel toward Jackson 

She's also tell Jieqiong about how warm and comfortable she felt when Jackson was around. In short words, SinB feel like her emptiness about Yuju was filling with Jackson around her 

"SinB ah, I myself don't know what should I say but in my opinion you're just seeing Yuju in doctor Wang. I mean you're missing Yuju right? But she's not here to comfort you, to look at you with love gaze so you're felt empty. Then doctor Wang came an giving you all the same thing like you did" SinB take a few seconds to processing everything that Jieqiong said 

She's find there's true in her friend words. She's still remember how the first time she came to China and she's felt so empty without Arin and Yuju. She filled again with Jackson affection 

"SinB, I think that you should just stay away from doctor Wang. It'll make your marriage lead to the failure. Don't make a distance as an excuse for you to failing your own marriage. Trust me, it's not too late for you to fixing everything yet" SinB just fell into silent 

"Are you still want to live with Yuju? Your wife?" Jieqiong ask all of sudden make SinB frown in anger 

"Of course I want. I love her" SinB exclaim make Jieqiong smile at her softly 

"There you got the answer. Stay with Yuju and leave Jackson. About tomorrow outing thing, you can use that chance to tell him about your married status. At least you're giving him a hint that he don't have a chance on you" 

"Thank you so much for understand me Jieqiong. I have no one here to ask for suggestions or telling about my problem. That's probably the thing that lead me into this mess. Thank you so much Jieq" 

"Hey, it's not a big deal SinB. Friends are with each other right. Come here you, lemme give you a most comfort hug" with that, both of them are wrapping each other in their arms 

In this kind of situation, SinB remembering about her best friend Umji. She's wonder where is her friend has go, that girl didn't calling her since last month and she did tried to call her but she couldn't reach it

She's assumed that Umji is busy with her practical thing since she once told her that Umji didn't even have some time for hang out with her colleagues. She miss that girl surely 

"Now enough with your love story, it's time for sleeping. I've been so cold earlier you know. Thanks God that my baby Chae is still around. I called her to make warm" Jieqiong said in her playful angry tone 

"I think you should be thank me instead of angry" 

"Well you're right but I don't care. You kicked me out" SinB just laughing before walks into her room 

 

 

 

 

On the next day, SinB was try harder to keep a distance with Jackson. She's not lost in Jackson gaze anymore and she just treating that guy just like he's no one but just her superior 

"SinB" Jackson calling out for SinB as soon as that girl come into his sight 

"Yes doctor? Is there anything that can I help you?" SinB ask in total tone and it make Jackson frown. since they've started to talk, SinB didn't really this formal 

"Uhm, nothing. I just want to ask if our plan for tonight is still on"

"Ouh, yes.It's still on, why doctor?"

"No, nothing I have something to tell you so I just want to making sure that our outing still on" SinB starts feeling uneasy about what Jackson said 

"What is that something you wanna tell me doctor? You can just tell it now if you want" 

"Uhm no. It's a surprise, see you tonight" Jackson winking at her before patting her head softly, he then walk away from there

Leaving SinB dumbfounded thinking about what will he said tonight. She's wishing that her thought was false. She hope that thing Jackson will tell her isn't about his feeling toward her 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter 68, check! So I picked (a) guys XD Sorry for who has choose (b)  I just can't see SinJu fight on a phone call. They're should have a fight in face to face situation right?

Opss, did I just revealing the further thing? XD HAHAHAHA 

 

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yujubemylover #1
Chapter 76: still reading this at 2021:)
reikim
#2
Chapter 76: When will you continue this amazing story author-nim??
MAYDAYY11
#3
Chapter 76: KAYATA BRUH. What a ing rollercoaster. HAHAHAHAHA There’s been more happening in the past 10 chapters than the entire story lmfao I thank author-nim for making this as Sinju friendly as possible so I did not have to sacrifice my phone’s life. I’m sad that this isn’t complete and is in such a precarious situation. It’s not quite a cliff-hanger but its in a position where there’s very clearly many things being set up and Sinju is in even more danger.

Deadass this story has gone from a simple fluffy plot to an actual Korean Drama. Everything is there from the vengeful mother-in-law who hates the main love interest+mom has a huge debilitating illness cliche, the main lead is a rich chaebol heir+looks good in everything+has the height for soft cuddles/spooning love interest+gives piggyback rides, the main love interest who’s poor+super cute & lovable, the other love interest who comes in out of nowhere but falls in love with the other side-lead (Yerin). God this is literally a K-drama.

I’m living for this let me just say. If ya ever come back to this author-nim I would be hella hyped and Ik I’m not alone when I say this.
MAYDAYY11
#4
Chapter 70: MY SINJU FEELS. YES! GO YUJU! GET YOUR GIRL BACK. GET THISE HETS OUT OF THE LAWN! AHHHHHHHH MY HAPPINESS KNOWS NO BOUNDS FOR YUJU HAS SAVED THE DAY AND KEPT JACKSON WANG AWAY.
MAYDAYY11
#5
Chapter 69: I could start making all the 69 jokes and how great it is for lesbians in their love life but I’m not. MY FAITH IN SINB WAS NOT MISPLACED. THANK . HAPPIEST I’VE BEEN ALL DAY. This moment is almost as glorious as Apple’s first win but honestly bb needs love and support right now. Lmao feels bad that I’m this happy but let me live. My Sinju feels rn.
MAYDAYY11
#6
Chapter 68: I just want to say that I will actually throw my phone away if SinB accepts Jackson’s advances in the next chapter. An advanced warning because if I don’t leave another comment that probably means that my phone has been obliterated. I have faith in Hwang Eunbi as a person and as Yuju’s lover. I have faith in their marriage however it may be contested. If Yuju can say no to her past feelings for Eunha, SinB can say no to Jackson Wang’s face. I swear to God Hwang Eunbi. Remember who you’ve left behind in Korea. Remember Yuju’s love and Arin’s affection for you. Remember your god damned family. Don’t throw away the 3 years you’ve spent together. So help me God.

Sinju is crushing my heart lately. This Apple comeback has been amazing. I came across this story like a dream and its been amazing so far. Ngl. I enjoyed every single second I’ve spent reading this. I’m putting this all out so I won’t have to write whilst in rage that I will probably feel should some things happen. Just remember that the past 68 chapters have been amazing and I loved them all. Wish me luck for the next few chapters.
Magic_hours98
#7
Hi Haraeyul, Just came here to remind you that it has already been 3 years since you wrote this HAHA and it's already Jagi and I' 3 years anniv Hahaha when will you update? Should me and Jagi continue this in real life? Haha
MEL_buddy #8
Author, pls update~
Cucumberbaby
#9
Chapter 76: HAHAHAHA , I missed so much fun hereeee
SayTsuki
#10
Chapter 76: Author, don't you think it's been a long time?
When you return, Arin will be 15 years old.