Chapter 28
3 Years Without Love, With HappinessIt has been a week and SinB still the same. She's going to her college before Yuju could send her. Yuju was awake early because want to send her but she's awake more earlier. Yuju always left disappointed after there's no SinB in her room
She'll come home at 7pm and sometimes 8. Yuju did tried to talk to her after their second argument but SinB just ignored her. Yuju didn't want to push that girl to talk to her, afraid she'll leave their house and leave Yuju alone. So she just decide to give SinB a space
So today she decided to sleep on the couch last night. That couch was located in the living room, not far from SinB room at downstairs
It's 6.50 am and SinB walk out from her room slowly. Afraid she'll awake everyone in that mansion. When she pass by the couch that Yuju slept on it, she's stop
"Why did she sleep here?" SinB frown
"Did she slept here along the night?" SinB ask again but more like whisper
Her feet force her to just ignore that tall woman and her heart softly whispering to stop and stare Yuju face for awhile. She did what her heart want. Unconsciously
SinB sit on the floor, next to Yuju who is still deep in her sleep. Since Yuju lay on a left side of her body, so SinB decide to put her chin on her back hand on the couch. Her eyes now are the same level as Yuju eyes
"Hi, how are you?" SinB whisper, she didn't want that tall woman awake. She slowly bring her right hand to Yuju hairs, her fingertip slowly playing with Yuju bang. She didn't play with it for long time already
"Did you have a sweet and good dream?" She got no answer "I hope so. My dreams are not sweet and good at all these lately. I don't know why, maybe because you're not next to me during sleep" SinB silently sniffing, she's cry unconsciously
Her fingertips still play with Yuju bang. And that tall woman didn't move at all, tired due to what happens this past week maybe. SinB then notice that she miss to stare Yuju face, she always stare it every night before she's sleep. But stop her routine when she has sleep in different room with Yuju
"I heard from the maids that you didnt touch your breakfast. Why? Is it because of me?" SinB didn't bother to wipe her tears that come out from her eyes
"Take your breakfast,you gonna have a long day to be through. Don't ignore your breakfast like you ignoring me because of Miss Eunha. You don't know how hurt it feel when we got ignored. Especially from the one we love" SinB finally wipe her tears after feeling her tears already make that couch wet
"I'm sorry if I'm ignoring you, I know I has committed a sin by doing that but I couldn't take it anymore. I don't want to feel hurt. I'm hurt when my step family treated me badly but I'm more hurting when knowing that there's no place for me in your heart"
"I'm going now. Take care and hope you bless me" SinB said while wiping her tears
She's giving a last look at Yuju sleeping face before slowly lean in for giving the older woman a kiss. Her lips destination was on Yuju lips at first but she changed it and land a soft kiss on Yuju bang instead
Instead of awake by SinB soft kiss, Yuju just sleep more comfortably. SinB smile a bit seeing how cute Yuju is when she's stir in her deep sleep. With slow caress on Yuju hairs, she's walk away heading to their maids room to saying something
SinB step out from that Choi mansion with a stain of tear on her eyes. She's smile bitterly while walking to the bus stop. Yes bus stop. She didn't being fetch by Hoshi or someone, she's go to college with bus since the first day she's having a fought with Yuju. The day that Yuju saw SinB get out from Hoshi car is just a misunderstood
Hoshi just got a car for himself. And he want both of her best friend, Umji and SinB to be the first one who get in it. Yuju drove away too fast that time, if she's wait for awhile, she'll surely will saw Umji also get out from his car
"This is the reason why I didn't want to see her face. See what happen to me? This, this tears is come out again. It doesn't want to stop" SinB smile and chuckle bitterly
"Yah! Stop crying. Cho- Hwang Eunbi, stop crying!" SinB wipe her tears roughly but it's still stubbornly want to come out
Her eyes are red and swollen, she's gonna shot by many questions from Umji and Hoshi for sure once she's step into her college gate
SinB hate this.She hate of crying, she hate of hoping, she's hate being weak and fragile. She's hate it when Eunha comeback
But in those hateness, never once she's hating herself for falling in love with Yuju. For SinB, this love of her are the precious things to her. Even though it is just unrequited love
7.25 am,
Yuju was awake when her phone make a sounds that interrupt her sleep. She's reaching out for her phone and answer it without seeing the caller
"Hello Ms Choi, good morning. I'm calling just to remind you about our meeting this morning. On 8" her secretary JinE said nervously, she's afraid her boss will get mad
She don't know what's gone into that young CEO, she seems like having a problem these lately. Yuju rarely get mad, she's always cool no matter how big the trouble is
"What? Is it today?" Yuju ask in shock
"Y-yes Ms Choi"
"Can you delay it?"
"But I've delayed this meeting for about twice already. I don't think they'll agree with this thrice Ms"
"Alright, prepare everything for it. I'll be there" with that Yuju hang up the call
She's stretching a bit to loosening her sore body after sleeping on the couch all the night. But then she's stop stretching when she remembered about her real intention for sleep on that couch last night
She's run toward SinB room with the hope that girl is in there but to her disappointed, only a thin air that was greeting her as soon as the door swung open. She's letting out her heavy sigh. She's sighing a lot these lately
"You're late Yuju. Again" Yuju said sadly before heading to her room for taking a bath
"Good morning young miss. Breakfast?" Helper Yew ask politely
"Morning helper Yew but sorry. I'll skip it for today" Yuju decline politely before turn around to walk out
"But young miss SinB told me to make sure you eat your breakfast first before you starts your day" Yuju stop her track hearing that
"SinB said that? When? Did she's here while I'm still upstairs?" Yuju immediately ask while her eyes roaming in all over her family mansion
"Yes but she's told me that this morning. When she was about to heading to her college. Around 7" Yuju was cursing herself for not wake up at that time
"Did she goes to college by her own or someone car?"
"I'm not sure that but I didn't hear any car engine" Yuju just nodding understood "Miss, eat? Poor Miss SinB, she's the one who cook this for you"
"She cooked all this?" Yuju stare her breakfast and saw there's her favorite coffee on the dining table. She take a sip from that coffee and it's surely SinB made, Yuju know it really well
"Yes she did. She even told me to force you eat this before starts your works. She said you're getting skinny nowadays" Yuju take a sit and helper Yew starts serving her that breakfast
"But why did she didn't wake me up?"
"She said you're sleep so soundly, she didn't want to bother you. She's so worried about you didn't taking your breakfast a week ago"
Helper Yew words make Yuju suddenly feel guilty. She know that their argument was starts from her, if didn't being a demon that time, she'll not say those words that can hurt SinB heart badly
"Ok, I've to go now. Want to planting all your mommy plants"
"Oh, ok" Yuju smile with full manner
"So, she's still worry about me?" Yuju ask with bright smile when helper Yew has gone from her sight "That mean, I still have a chance to be close with her back. Right?" Yuju just smiling and keep on eating her breakfast that cooked by her wife. She's really enjoy it, she has been longing for it for long time ago
Chapter 28, check! Is this chapter too short? XD It's ok, I'll try to make it more longer on next chapter *wink!
You know what? I never wrote angst genre. I feel like want to do it. What do u guys think?
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