Chapter 72

3 Years Without Love, With Happiness

"Who's Jackson to you?" That's question was echoing in SinB head 

Why did Yuju ask that? Is she has knew about what has happened between her and Jackson? SinB is asking herself 

SinB lift her head up from Yuju lap then look at the taller woman face with soft gaze. Her right hand move up to Yuju soft left cheek, her thumb is caressing that soft skin slowly 

"Why are you asking me that hunnie? Don't you trust me?" SinB ask in very soft tone and it make Yuju hold SinB hand that was caressing her cheek softly

"No, I'm not asking because of I don't trust you" Yuju said in the same tone as her thumb is caressing SinB backhand 

"Then? Why are you asking that? Who's Jackson to me is he just my trainer. I'm working under him and if there something happen between me and he are just as a colleagues" SinB said, try to still hiding the real fact about her curiosity on her feeling before 

"I'm sorry for asking you that. I just.... I do- Hey, baby. Why are you crying? I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. I'm just being a stupid for asking you that question" Yuju talk in panic when she saw there's a single of tears was rolling down from her beautiful wife eyes 

"I'm sorry" SinB sniffing and wiping her tears but didn't manage she did that. Yuju thumb already wiping that tears away 

"No, no, no. There's nothing that you should sorry about. Hey, stop crying" Yuju try to calming her wife and SinB just throwing herself in Yuju embrace, she's crying in there 

"I'm sorry. I love you. You're the only one that I have in this world and I don't want to lose you" SinB said between her cry while try to stay calm under Yuju soft palm on her back 

"I know.. Shh, I'm sorry if my question make you crying. Stop crying please, I don't like it when you're crying" Yuju soothing her wife softly 

'I'm sorry hunnie. If only I'm brave enough to tell you everything that happens to me in past month. I didn't tell you that because I'm scare if my honesty will pull you away from me. I don't want that to be happen' SinB is talking in her mind about her unspoken word 

SinB move her face away from Yuju neck then face that latter with her still swollen eyes. Yuju just look at her with concern eyes, worry when SinB still didn't stop crying 

"Hunnie" SinB called as her hands are engulfing Yuju hands 

"Yea? What's wrong baby?"

"I don't know how to say this but. No matter what happen in future, please to know that in my life only you that I love. Only you that my heart longing to" SinB stop talking for taking her breath 

"Sin-" Yuju word got cut in

"I'm sorry if all these past years I'm not being a good enough for you. I'm sorry if I make you felt insecure about Doctor Jackson. I know that our relationship wasn't starts with such a beautiful love story but please do trust me. In my heart, only has you. So please don't questioning me about Jackson again because he has nothing to do with me or our family life"

"No SinB, I'm not questioning your love. It just that this thing" Yuju put SinB palm on her chest till that girl can feel her heartbeat 

"This thing can't stop telling me to feels something uneasy about you at here. Especially when I saw Jackson was trying to hold your hand that day. It starts processing some kind of feeling that I don't want to feel. And I couldn't help but feeling that feels too. I'm sorry. I shouldn't ask you that" Yuju said while tightening her grip around SinB palm 

"It's fine. Maybe you this "thing" want me to stay keep you in here" SinB tapping Yuju heart softly before move there hands to her chest, on her heart

Yuju manage to smile a bit hearing to that word. They're changing their smiles toward each other. SinB move her fingertip along Yuju bang and play with it softly 

"I miss it" SinB softly whispering 

"It also miss the fingertips that always play with it" Yuju also whispering 

SinB didn't say a word but just smiling then land a soft kiss on Yuju bang, more like on Yuju forehead. Yuju lips play a soft smile when SinB has pull away from her forehead 

"But I miss too" Yuju said "I think I need a kiss too" Yuju continue while puckering her lips 

"Don't be a child. I've kissed your forehead right. Now let's sleep, Arin is sleeping alone" SinB was about to get up from the couch but Yuju pull her back till she's lay on top of Yuju, in that woman arms

"Just chill, we'll not take a long time" Yuju said as she sticking her forehead with SinB's 

"Hun, it's late night already. We have to bring Arin to Disneyland on tomorrow. Remember?" SinB try to get off Yuju embrace but that taller woman hold her waist tighter 

"It just a small kiss, come on" Yuju whispering into SinB ear, making that girl squirming under her breath 

SinB didn't feel or hear Yuju hot voice for a long time already. She miss it 

Yuju positioning herself in more comfortable lay down on the couch then helping SinB to comfortably herself before they're catching their lips that was screaming for each other 

Yuju arms are getting tightening around SinB waist and SinB put her hands on the armrest, trapping Yuju head in between it 

The small kiss that has Yuju said earlier already turn to the sensual kisses when Yuju hands has starts digging into SinB cloth while running her fingertips softly along the practical nurse spine 

"Hmm. Arin is here" SinB said between their kiss 

"She's sleeping" Yuju whispering on SinB lips

"She's gonna be wake" 

"She'll not" Yuju hands then keep on traveling SinB back area and until her thumb has starts caressing SinB stomach. Her hands was about to go up more but there's a bark stop them and they did stop 

"Perry? What are you doing? You should've be sleeping already" Yuju said in frustrating tone and that golden retriever puppy just barking as if was answering her mama

"Look, even Perry ask us to stop and accompanying Arin for sleep" SinB said and giggling before she's get off Yuju then taking Perry into her arm 

"Such a blocker" Yuju muttering before also get up from that couch 

"Stop complaining hunnie. Let's go to sleep now"

"Sleep?" SinB roll her eyes when Yuju give her a naughty smile 

"Let's go Perry, don't mind this mama" SinB said then walks into the bedroom

Arin small body frame get into her sight, soft smile appear on her lips as she put Perry down on the bed next to Arin

"Good night you two" SinB laid a soft kiss on top of Arin and Perry head before lay down next to Arin left side since Yuju going to sleep on Arin right side

Not long after that, Yuju come into the room then lay down beside to Perry

"What took you so long to come in?" SinB who just was about to close her eyes asking 

"I'm checking out some email from office" Yuju smile softly 

"You're on leave now. Don't think too much about work, think about your family more" SinB nag for a bit

"Okay, sleep now baby. We're gonna have a lot of things to do on tomorrow" Yuju said while reaching out for SinB hairs then caressing it 

"Okay. Good night, sweet dream hunnie" SinB take Yuju hand that was touching her hair then kiss that woman palm 

"You too baby" both of them are smiling toward each other before they close their eyes 

Not long after that, Yuju open her eyes back and meet with SinB closed eyes. She's sighing silently 

'What's the thing that you're trying to hide from me SinB? Is it too hard for you to be honest to me?' Yuju asking in her mind 

She's actually was checking some email using her phone before go to sleep but then her eyes has caught something or more like someone through their hotel room room window 

That person was looking straightly toward her family room. When that person notice that Yuju was eyed from afar. That guy quickly leave that place 

Even from afar, Yuju manage to recognize who's that figure. It's Jackson. But what's make Yuju curious is, why did SinB trainer did at there in the middle of night

She didn't want to ask SinB about him again since she doesn't want that girl crying again. But her curiosity is getting increase for sure. She's hoping for SinB to tell her the truth soon 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter 72, check! Guess what guysss...... I'm backkk! XD 

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yujubemylover #1
Chapter 76: still reading this at 2021:)
reikim
#2
Chapter 76: When will you continue this amazing story author-nim??
MAYDAYY11
#3
Chapter 76: KAYATA BRUH. What a ing rollercoaster. HAHAHAHAHA There’s been more happening in the past 10 chapters than the entire story lmfao I thank author-nim for making this as Sinju friendly as possible so I did not have to sacrifice my phone’s life. I’m sad that this isn’t complete and is in such a precarious situation. It’s not quite a cliff-hanger but its in a position where there’s very clearly many things being set up and Sinju is in even more danger.

Deadass this story has gone from a simple fluffy plot to an actual Korean Drama. Everything is there from the vengeful mother-in-law who hates the main love interest+mom has a huge debilitating illness cliche, the main lead is a rich chaebol heir+looks good in everything+has the height for soft cuddles/spooning love interest+gives piggyback rides, the main love interest who’s poor+super cute & lovable, the other love interest who comes in out of nowhere but falls in love with the other side-lead (Yerin). God this is literally a K-drama.

I’m living for this let me just say. If ya ever come back to this author-nim I would be hella hyped and Ik I’m not alone when I say this.
MAYDAYY11
#4
Chapter 70: MY SINJU FEELS. YES! GO YUJU! GET YOUR GIRL BACK. GET THISE HETS OUT OF THE LAWN! AHHHHHHHH MY HAPPINESS KNOWS NO BOUNDS FOR YUJU HAS SAVED THE DAY AND KEPT JACKSON WANG AWAY.
MAYDAYY11
#5
Chapter 69: I could start making all the 69 jokes and how great it is for lesbians in their love life but I’m not. MY FAITH IN SINB WAS NOT MISPLACED. THANK . HAPPIEST I’VE BEEN ALL DAY. This moment is almost as glorious as Apple’s first win but honestly bb needs love and support right now. Lmao feels bad that I’m this happy but let me live. My Sinju feels rn.
MAYDAYY11
#6
Chapter 68: I just want to say that I will actually throw my phone away if SinB accepts Jackson’s advances in the next chapter. An advanced warning because if I don’t leave another comment that probably means that my phone has been obliterated. I have faith in Hwang Eunbi as a person and as Yuju’s lover. I have faith in their marriage however it may be contested. If Yuju can say no to her past feelings for Eunha, SinB can say no to Jackson Wang’s face. I swear to God Hwang Eunbi. Remember who you’ve left behind in Korea. Remember Yuju’s love and Arin’s affection for you. Remember your god damned family. Don’t throw away the 3 years you’ve spent together. So help me God.

Sinju is crushing my heart lately. This Apple comeback has been amazing. I came across this story like a dream and its been amazing so far. Ngl. I enjoyed every single second I’ve spent reading this. I’m putting this all out so I won’t have to write whilst in rage that I will probably feel should some things happen. Just remember that the past 68 chapters have been amazing and I loved them all. Wish me luck for the next few chapters.
Magic_hours98
#7
Hi Haraeyul, Just came here to remind you that it has already been 3 years since you wrote this HAHA and it's already Jagi and I' 3 years anniv Hahaha when will you update? Should me and Jagi continue this in real life? Haha
MEL_buddy #8
Author, pls update~
Cucumberbaby
#9
Chapter 76: HAHAHAHA , I missed so much fun hereeee
SayTsuki
#10
Chapter 76: Author, don't you think it's been a long time?
When you return, Arin will be 15 years old.