Chapter 72
3 Years Without Love, With Happiness"Who's Jackson to you?" That's question was echoing in SinB head
Why did Yuju ask that? Is she has knew about what has happened between her and Jackson? SinB is asking herself
SinB lift her head up from Yuju lap then look at the taller woman face with soft gaze. Her right hand move up to Yuju soft left cheek, her thumb is caressing that soft skin slowly
"Why are you asking me that hunnie? Don't you trust me?" SinB ask in very soft tone and it make Yuju hold SinB hand that was caressing her cheek softly
"No, I'm not asking because of I don't trust you" Yuju said in the same tone as her thumb is caressing SinB backhand
"Then? Why are you asking that? Who's Jackson to me is he just my trainer. I'm working under him and if there something happen between me and he are just as a colleagues" SinB said, try to still hiding the real fact about her curiosity on her feeling before
"I'm sorry for asking you that. I just.... I do- Hey, baby. Why are you crying? I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. I'm just being a stupid for asking you that question" Yuju talk in panic when she saw there's a single of tears was rolling down from her beautiful wife eyes
"I'm sorry" SinB sniffing and wiping her tears but didn't manage she did that. Yuju thumb already wiping that tears away
"No, no, no. There's nothing that you should sorry about. Hey, stop crying" Yuju try to calming her wife and SinB just throwing herself in Yuju embrace, she's crying in there
"I'm sorry. I love you. You're the only one that I have in this world and I don't want to lose you" SinB said between her cry while try to stay calm under Yuju soft palm on her back
"I know.. Shh, I'm sorry if my question make you crying. Stop crying please, I don't like it when you're crying" Yuju soothing her wife softly
'I'm sorry hunnie. If only I'm brave enough to tell you everything that happens to me in past month. I didn't tell you that because I'm scare if my honesty will pull you away from me. I don't want that to be happen' SinB is talking in her mind about her unspoken word
SinB move her face away from Yuju neck then face that latter with her still swollen eyes. Yuju just look at her with concern eyes, worry when SinB still didn't stop crying
"Hunnie" SinB called as her hands are engulfing Yuju hands
"Yea? What's wrong baby?"
"I don't know how to say this but. No matter what happen in future, please to know that in my life only you that I love. Only you that my heart longing to" SinB stop talking for taking her breath
"Sin-" Yuju word got cut in
"I'm sorry if all these past years I'm not being a good enough for you. I'm sorry if I make you felt insecure about Doctor Jackson. I know that our relationship wasn't starts with such a beautiful love story but please do trust me. In my heart, only has you. So please don't questioning me about Jackson again because he has nothing to do with me or our family life"
"No SinB, I'm not questioning your love. It just that this thing" Yuju put SinB palm on her chest till that girl can feel her heartbeat
"This thing can't stop telling me to feels something uneasy about you at here. Especially when I saw Jackson was trying to hold your hand that day. It starts processing some kind of feeling that I don't want to feel. And I couldn't help but feeling that feels too. I'm sorry. I shouldn't ask you that" Yuju said while tightening her grip around SinB palm
"It's fine. Maybe you this "thing" want me to stay keep you in here" SinB tapping Yuju heart softly before move there hands to her chest, on her heart
Yuju manage to smile a bit hearing to that word. They're changing their smiles toward each other. SinB move her fingertip along Yuju bang and play with it softly
"I miss it" SinB softly whispering
"It also miss the fingertips that always play with it" Yuju also whispering
SinB didn't say a word but just smiling then land a soft kiss on Yuju bang, more like on Yuju forehead. Yuju lips play a soft smile when SinB has pull away from her forehead
"But I miss too" Yuju said "I think I need a kiss too" Yuju continue while puckering her lips
"Don't be a child. I've kissed your forehead right. Now let's sleep, Arin is sleeping alone" SinB was about to get up from the couch but Yuju pull her back till she's lay on top of Yuju, in that woman arms
"Just chill, we'll not take a long time" Yuju said as she sticking her forehead with SinB's
"Hun, it's late night already. We have to bring Arin to Disneyland on tomorrow. Remember?" SinB try to get off Yuju embrace but that taller woman hold her waist tighter
"It just a small kiss, come on" Yuju whispering into SinB ear, making that girl squirming under her breath
SinB didn't feel or hear Yuju hot voice for a long time already. She miss it
Yuju positioning herself in more comfortable lay down on the couch then helping SinB to comfortably herself before they're catching their lips that was screaming for each other
Yuju arms are getting tightening around SinB waist and SinB put her hands on the armrest, trapping Yuju head in between it
The small kiss that has Yuju said earlier already turn to the sensual kisses when Yuju hands has starts digging into SinB cloth while running her fingertips softly along the practical nurse spine
"Hmm. Arin is here" SinB said between their kiss
"She's sleeping" Yuju whispering on SinB lips
"She's gonna be wake"
"She'll not" Yuju hands then keep on traveling SinB back area and until her thumb has starts caressing SinB stomach. Her hands was about to go up more but there's a bark stop them and they did stop
"Perry? What are you doing? You should've be sleeping already" Yuju said in frustrating tone and that golden retriever puppy just barking as if was answering her mama
"Look, even Perry ask us to stop and accompanying Arin for sleep" SinB said and giggling before she's get off Yuju then taking Perry into her arm
"Such a blocker" Yuju muttering before also get up from that couch
"Stop complaining hunnie. Let's go to sleep now"
"Sleep?" SinB roll her eyes when Yuju give her a naughty smile
"Let's go Perry, don't mind this mama" SinB said then walks into the bedroom
Arin small body frame get into her sight, soft smile appear on her lips as she put Perry down on the bed next to Arin
"Good night you two" SinB laid a soft kiss on top of Arin and Perry head before lay down next to Arin left side since Yuju going to sleep on Arin right side
Not long after that, Yuju come into the room then lay down beside to Perry
"What took you so long to come in?" SinB who just was about to close her eyes asking
"I'm checking out some email from office" Yuju smile softly
"You're on leave now. Don't think too much about work, think about your family more" SinB nag for a bit
"Okay, sleep now baby. We're gonna have a lot of things to do on tomorrow" Yuju said while reaching out for SinB hairs then caressing it
"Okay. Good night, sweet dream hunnie" SinB take Yuju hand that was touching her hair then kiss that woman palm
"You too baby" both of them are smiling toward each other before they close their eyes
Not long after that, Yuju open her eyes back and meet with SinB closed eyes. She's sighing silently
'What's the thing that you're trying to hide from me SinB? Is it too hard for you to be honest to me?' Yuju asking in her mind
She's actually was checking some email using her phone before go to sleep but then her eyes has caught something or more like someone through their hotel room room window
That person was looking straightly toward her family room. When that person notice that Yuju was eyed from afar. That guy quickly leave that place
Even from afar, Yuju manage to recognize who's that figure. It's Jackson. But what's make Yuju curious is, why did SinB trainer did at there in the middle of night
She didn't want to ask SinB about him again since she doesn't want that girl crying again. But her curiosity is getting increase for sure. She's hoping for SinB to tell her the truth soon
Chapter 72, check! Guess what guysss...... I'm backkk! XD
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