SinB was awake by a soft hand who is caressing her hairs gently. She's frown in her sleep about who's the one who caress her hairs, she remember that she's sleeping with Arin last night. It can't be Arin who is caressing her hairs 

She's open her eyes and squinting it a bit to get a clear view. Arin is still deep in sleep on her next, so that mean she's not the one who caress her hairs 

"Omo, sorry. Did I wake you up?" Yuju voice sounds so soft and concern while asking that 

"Hm, no. What are you doing here? It's still early" SinB ask Yuju who lay down on Arin right side when she's on left side. Arin is in the middle both of them 

"I just finished my works, then I was thought to watch you two sleeping. You know, to reducing my tiredness" Yuju smile softly while her hand slowly tapping Arin thigh when she's seeing that girl was stirring in her sleep 

"Ouh" SinB reply shortly before grabbing her hair band to tie up her hairs into a ponytail 

Yuju just be her silent watcher. She knew that SinB still offence about last night. She can just let put her heavy sigh when she saw SinB get up from their daughter bed then walk out from that room without making a sound 

"Mama shouldn't tell her about my past love right? Now she's mad at me, what should I do Arin ah?" Yuju asking that sleeping girl as if that girl can giving her even just one suggestion about how to coaxing SinB 

"Sleep well baby, sorry for interrupt your sweet dream" Yuju land a soft kiss on Arin forehead after just a snore can be heard from that small girl side 

She's fixing her daughter messy teddy bear blanket before also get up from that bed to following her wife 

While she's still in her deep thought about where her wife being, a sounds of a knife being compete with chopping board was catching her ears. With light step she's walk to kitchen 

She's right, SinB is there. For cooking. But she's not alone, there's also a maid that was assign as a cooker in that mansion helping her. That maid was about to get up and bowing at Yuju but got stop when Yuju put her finger on her own lips, asking that maid to don't say a thing 

She's ask that maid to leave the kitchen area. With just a silent and nod, that maid obey her 

"Cho, hand me that cabbage" SinB said without looking her behind 

Yuju took the cabbage that has being cut nice then handing it to SinB. Yuju just smile seeing how diligent her wife is in cooking things, she's take a sit at her maid, Cho previous seat then watching her wife cooking 

"Cho, get me a carrot" SinB still didn't turn around 

Since she was too deep into her thought, admiring her wife back view. Yuju can't hear what SinB ask for 

"Cho? I to-" SinB finally turn around and her word leave hanging after seeing her tall wife is there instead of one of her maid that was helping her just now 

"Where's Cho?" She ask and Yuju finally awake from her own world 

"Cho? Ouh, she has gone for doing another work. Why? Did you need something? I can get it for you" Yuju offers with wide smile 

"Ok , I need a carrot"

"What about, carrot and me?" Yuju grinning till flashing out her white teeth 

"Just carrot" SinB said in straight tone 

"Ok, just carrot" Yuju handing her a carrot that being cut into dice 

After that, silent was engulfing them. Yuju want to starts a talk but seeing SinB didn't even spare just a glance on her, she's turn down her intention. For now, she just fidgeting her fingers, that's her habit when she's got anxious  

She want to talk about last night things but she doesn't know, where to start. So she just get up from her seat then standing next to SinB, she create a bit wide space between them. Knowing that it'll making SinB feel uncomfortable if they're being so close 

"Uhm, what are you cooking?" Yuju ask while playing the vegetables leftover that SinB didn't use anymore 

"Veggies porridge for Arin" SinB answering without looking at her 

"Ouh, what did you cook for me?" 

"I dunno" 

"You don't know? It's unfair, you cook for Arin but not for me" Yuju a bit whining 

"Don't you have ashamed? Want to compete with a 3 years old girl? She's your daughter" Yuju can just hang her head down like a puppy who got scold by it master 

SinB was fighting with herself to not showering Yuju face with sweet kisses after seeing Yuju cute reaction 

"I'm sorry, I just want to look cute in front you" Yuju said with her head still hanging down 

"Hm" SinB reply with her hand busy stirring the porridge in a pot 

Once again silent was accompanying them. Yuju decide to just straight to the point. She couldn't take it anymore when SinB completely ignoring her presence there 

"I'm sorry" she says earn a weird look from SinB 

"For?"

"For what I said last night. About Eunha" Yuju was biting her below lip 

"Ouh, it's ok" even though it's not ok. At all. SinB doesn't want to make thus thing more longer 

"No, it's not ok at all. You're completely ignoring me and I know, you're mad. Right?" Yuju try to look at SinB face 

"No, I'm not mad" SinB eyes still didn't leave her porridge, especially when she knew that she's got Yuju eyes on her 

"You lie" 

"I didn't li-" didn't manage SinB finishing her words, Yuju already cornering her at the corner of that cabinet 

"Look into my eyes when I'm talking" Yuju said sternly, for the first time in forever 

"I can't. Can't you see that I was cooking? That porridge might get burn" SinB try to escape from Yuju but that tall girl didn't let her go so easily 

Without looking and one hand, Yuju turn off the stove. She then cornering SinB back, with both of her arms one each side of SinB side 

"It's cook already, you're just stirring it because you want to avoid me. Right?" Yuju was right tho and she's still trying to find the way how to make SinB look into her eyes

"Get off me Yuju. I still have a lot of things to do" instead of letting go her wife, Yuju approaching her short wife body with hers more closer 

"No, not until you hear me out" Yuju take a silent from SinB as a sign for her to proceeding her explanation 

"Ok, yes Eunha is the first one who make my heart beating like just running one kilometre, yes Eunha is the first one who make me feel like I'm in the cloud nine whenever seeing her smile and yes, she is the first one who make me think of her every time" tears already starts swimming in her eyes and try to escape from it 

Yuju words indeed make she's hurting. Yuju sense that feeling, wiping away those tears so it'll not come out again from SinB beautiful eyes 

"But when she's became my first in everything, it doesn't mean she's also my ending. Even though she make me feel like I'm running for one kilometre, you make my heart beating like I'm running for my life and nonstop because when I was with you,I feel like everything I have with you isn't enough.I always want to have something new and interesting with you " Yuju smile softly while said that 

"If Eunha make me feel like in a cloud nine when she's smile, you make me fly into a new world that all I can see is only you in it. If it possible, I want to keep on seeing your smile everyday. In everything I did, I'm willing to not waking up from my sleep if I can see your smile" SinB just stay silent, she doesn't want to stop hearing Yuju sweet words 

"And if she is the first one that make me think of her every time. You has changed it from the first time we met. I already forgot about her at the first moment I saw you. I admit that my feeling at our first met aren't more than just a sisters feeling but staying and living with you make another feeling alive. I might be late realizing about it, but thanks to Eunha also,if she didn't come back.I maybe will not realize about my real feeling and I finally knowing what is the difference between love and crush" 

Yuju wiping SinB tears with her left thumb. Until now, SinB still didn't get it about why she's so fragile when it come about Yuju. She's cry so easily with Yuju action, didn't matter if it was sweet or not 

"The difference between crush and love isn't that hard. Crush is what I felt for Eunha and love is what I feel for you. She might be my first love but you're my last love. And I'm not planning to be back to that first love either. Let first become first and let last stay with me. Till my last breath" Yuju ends her words with very sweet smile 

"I hate it when you're too good in using your words. It make me crying" SinB said while wiping her tears and Yuju just chuckling. She laid a soft kiss on both of SinB eyes 

"If I'm good in using my words, you're good in using the space in my heart. It's all pack with just your name. But thanks God that you spare a bit space for Arin" SinB chuckle 

"I'm sorry, for ignoring you" SinB said after she has a bit calm 

"Yea, you should say sorry. You should at least wait for me to finish my words last night, and don't just leave me alone in that room. I can't even get a proper sleep last night because of you" Yuju playful pout, earn a laugh from SinB 

"I'm sorry, if I know that I can hear those sweet words. I'll wait for you last night for sure" SinB said while ruffling Yuju bang 

"You love to playing with my bang huh?" Yuju ask as she lean her face more closer to SinB face 

"Yup, but I love it owner more" SinB giving a soft peck on Yuju left cheek 

"That's not even a proper kiss" Yuju said before pull SinB into more proper kiss 

She's pulling SinB more closer to her by tightly hugging that girl waist. And SinB sneaking her arms around Yuju neck before also pulling that taller girl by nape to decreasing the space between them both 

Aren't like their other kiss, this kiss was a bit different. SinB pouring all her gratefulness through that kiss by sometimes moving her lips synchronize with Yuju lips movement and sometimes she just let Yuju did what she want to her lips 

Meanwhile for Yuju, she's letting SinB know that what she mean and told her just now was all true and not just a white lie for them to talk again. She need SinB to know how important her position in Yuju heart. And gladly SinB get what she try to sending through that kiss 

"I love you" Yuju said and mean it 

"I love you too" SinB also replying her in the same way and meaning 

"Uhm, Mrs, Ma'am" Yein, Arin baby sitter voice startled both of them 

Both Yuju and SinB are having their eyes wide open when they saw Yein is standing at the kitchen doorway with Arin next to her closing her eyes with both of her small and cute chubby palm. Yein also close Arin eyes with her left palm and her own eyes with her right palm 

SinB just feel like want to scream in embarrassment, she hide her reddening face onto Yuju broad shoulder

"Uhm, it's fine you may open your eyes. Uhm, since when did you two stand there?" Yuju ask in awkward tone with her cheeks getting reddening as well 

"Uhm, not long enough. Just when you and Ma'am was about to start it. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt your moment. It just that Arin refuse to take a bath because she can't see her parents. So I decided to bring her down and found you" Yein grinning awkwardly when she just caught her employer having their intimacy time 

"Uhm, I'll take Arin for bath" Yuju said and earn a nod from SinB 

"Hello y" Yerin approaching one woman who was repairing her bike at the lake the place where she always doing her morning jog 

"What the fu- Oh, Yerin! It's you" that woman just want to curse the one who dare to call her y but stop when she saw it was Yerin 

"Yea, it's me" Yerin proudly exclaim make Eunha laugh

"Why the hell are you calling me y huh?" Eunha ask while putting both of her hands on her waist 

"Nothing, it just that your position awhile ago was a bit y" Yerin chuckling while say that 

"Nonsense" Eunha shaking her head while also chuckling before look at her bike

"What are you doing here by the way? And what's wrong with your bike?" 

"I'm just finished my morning jog, and when I was about to go home. This bike create a problem" Eunha kick her bike with her short leg, this scene make Yerin laughing seeing Eunha cute antic 

"It's ok, let me help you" 

"You sure? I've been doing this since just now and it's still didn't fix"

"Hello, for your information. You're talking to Jung Yerin, Jung Yerin hands are fixable unlike Jung Eunbi hands" 

"Yah!" Eunha hitting Yerin shoulder after that woman mocking her 

"See what I'm saying? Jung Eunbi aka Jung Eunha hands are only work when they're hitting something" Yerin said while rubbing her sore shoulder 

"Can you please shut up then repair my bike? I'm so cold right now" Eunha then running her palm up and down her arms to getting some heat 

She didn't blame anyone for that. She already knew that it was winter morning and yet she still doing her morning jog so it her fault actually. While she's rubbing her arms and palm to get some warmth, suddenly she feel Yerin wrap one of her arm around her shoulder 

"There's coffee house around her, why don't we go there and heating ourselves?" Yerin ask and Eunha just giving her a small nod, she's to shock about her and Yerin closeness 

There's no more space between them left, Yerin was hugging her side so tightly. She's probably also feel the coldness 

"Thank you" Both of them thanks to that waiters just serve their drink 

Hot caramel mocha for Yerin and hot chocolate for Eunha. Yerin was chuckling when she saw Eunha hot chocolate 

"What so funny?" Eunha raise one of her eyebrow

"Nothing, it just that you're drinking hot chocolate? How old are you actually?" Yerin ask between her chuckle

"Why? Is there any order from the government saying that an adult can't drink a hot chocolate?" 

"Ok, ok. I'm sorry. You may have it, enjoy" Yerin take a sip from her mocha when she saw Eunha already drink her hot chocolate 

"By the way thanks for what you've done last night. I feel so satisfied" Yerin said a bit loudly till someone at the table next to them look at her with disgusting look but they didn't notice it 

"No problem. I'm happy to do it for you. Beside on the day time you help me a lot and sacrifice all your energy just for me. So I guess I should giving you some reward on the night" Eunha said while sending her playful wink to Yerin 

"Hurm, maybe I should let my house become messy even more? So that you'll clean it for me" Yerin reply to Eunha winking by also winking at her 

"No,please don't. I couldn't sleep all night because of you. My body are all sore till I have to sit on massage chair before came here. My energy completely drain away on last night" Eunha complaining 

"Really? Poor you. Want to come over to my house? I can give you some massage" Yerin suggest 

"Massage? Uhm, wait let me think about it first"

"No need to think, just agree about it. I'm sure you'll got the pleasure" Yerin wiggling her eyebrows and didn't manage Eunha said something, someone who sit at the next table with her daughter who just 4 slam their table make them startled 

"Don't you two have ashamed? Talking about your y time in public? I have a kid with me" that said angrily make Yerin and Eunha hanging open  

"Uhm, sorry ma'am but I think the topic that we're talking about awhile ago isn't dangerous for kids to hear. It's a public conversation" Yerin said 

"Aish, kids nowadays. Thinking that y time is a public conversation, what's has gone with this world" that woman said before pulling her daughter to get out from that coffeehouse, seems like she's misunderstood on what topic that both of them talk about 

It took a few minutes for them to get it what that woman said and after they found it, they couldn't help but laughing so hard 

"Oh no, this is all your fault" Eunha said between her laugh 

"What? Why it was my fault?"

"Your words are quite suspicious. Pleasure? Satisfied?"

"Ouh, what about you? Your body are all sore because of me? You can't sleep all night? That's more suspicious for me" Yerin said and their laughter getting hard 

"Ok, lets stop it and talking about something else. Something that will not earn any suspicious from others" Eunha suggest and Yerin just nodding  

"Hey, Yuju company will celebrate their 45 years old building that company on next month. Uhm, it's like anniversary, want to come with me?" Yerin ask softly 

"Is it ok for me to come along?"

"Of course, beside. I'm a bit lonely this year since Sowon and Yuju already got someone to accompanying them on that night"

"Ok, sure" Eunha answer 

"Sure?" Yerin was a bit shock when Eunha accept her invitation that fast 

"Yup"

"Ok, I'll tell you the date later"

"Alright" Eunha smile warmly before taking a sip from her chocolate drink

Chapter 46, check!