Chapter 40

3 Years Without Love, With Happiness

Soon later, Eunha become a bit calm after Yerin hugging her tightly. Both of them didn't talk at all, the only thing can be heard is only Eunha sob and the flows or water in river behind them

Yerin is someone who got sensitive so easily when it's come her friends sadness and since Eunha us one of them, Yerin couldn't help but feel sad too. Until now Eunha still didn't open about what's happening before till she's crying nonstop 

"Yerin ah" Eunha finally make a sound after just quietly crying in Yerin embrace 

"Hmm?" Yerin lips a bit shivering due to the coldness 

"Yuju, she's married" Yerin widening her eyes hearing that 

"How did you kn-"

"She told me. Just now. She call me last night and asking me to meet her this morning" Eunha sniffing for awhile 

"I thought that she want to confess her feeling toward me. But it's turn out to be she's telling me that she's already married" Yerin stiff at her place, guilty slowly eating herself 

"And what make me more sad and shock is, she's marry with one of my student that I thought it's just her adopted sister" 

Yerin just quiet and silent. Didn't know what to say and what to do. She know how big Eunha love toward Yuju and she also aware about Yuju and SinB marriage. She couldn't help but feel guilty toward Eunha

"Eunha ah, actually" Yerin words was hanging till make Eunha lift up her face from Yerin shoulder to face that taller woman 

"What?" Eunha ask in confusion but Yerin just quiet and biting her below lip 

And then there the realization was hitting Eunha so hard. Her confuse look has turn to stern look. She's looking at Yerin with hurt eyes 

"You knew it already right?" Yerin didn't say a word but just hanging her head down 

"Yerin! Answer me!" Eunha push Yerin shoulder harshly "You knew it already right???" Yerin still didn't make a sounds

Yerin just stay silent because she doesn't know what to say or explain. It's clearly shown in Eunha tone that she's really disappointed and mad

"How could you do this to me Yerin. I thought that you're my friend. Every time we're talking or hanging out together, I always told you about how I feel toward Yuju. And you're always hear to it as if you know nothing about her marriage but tch! I guess I make a mistake by telling you about my feeling toward Yuju" Eunha was crying again 

"Eunha ah, I'm sorry. I didn't want to tell it to you because I thought that it'll be more right if Yuju herself tell you about it" Yerin try to touch Eunha shoulder but only got yank 

"But still, you don't have to act like you're a fool that know nothing about Yuju. Maybe I shouldn't pick up your phone call in the first place" Eunha said before turn around to walk away 

"Eunha ah, I'm sorry!" Yerin shout, afraid that Eunha will not hear to her sorry but it just a useless when she only got ignore 

She want to run after Eunha but she think maybe it's better for Eunha to have her own space. She's sitting back on the bench, she's rubbing her arms with both of her palms to get some warmth after her jacket that she wore awhile ago has she gave to Eunha 

"What should I do now? I just was about to feel happy for Yuju and SinB happiness but it's turn out to be Eunha sadness" Yerin ruffling her hairs 

Yerin doesn't know to who should she put a blame. To Yuju who didn't being honest about her real status to Eunha, to SinB who come in between Yuju and Eunha or to Eunha who just suddenly comeback with a big love to Yuju after has gone for more than elevens years

Or maybe it's fate fault. It's being fair to SinB after her feeling got replied by Yuju but unfair for Eunha who has keep that love in herself since old time. There's nothing in this world that Yerin ask for other than her friends happiness 

Seeing there's no one at that river other than herself, Yerin finally get up from her seat then walks toward her car to drive home. She don't have any mood to hangout or being outside from her apartment. But still the deepest part in her heart she's worrying about Eunha 

"She's not kid anymore and I'm sure she'll be ok" Yerin calming herself after feel worry toward her small friend 

 

 

Eunha who just drive with full speed on her way heading back to her home suddenly storm into her house till make Umji who focusly doing her thesis in the living room shock 

"Umji" Eunha stand in front Umji with straight face and swollen eyes, it make Umji worry 

"Unnie, what's wrong with your ey-" Umji try to reaching out for Eunha eyes that has stain of her tears but her hand got push by her sister 

"Tell me honestly. You're SinB best friend right?" Eunha ask coldly and it make Umji feel uneasy 

"Yea" Umji nod slowly 

"So you must be know about her married status too right?" Umji look at her sister with anxious look but quickly look down when she saw her sister hurt eyes 

"Answer me Yewon. You know who's her wife right?" Eunha voice was a bit shivering, due to her cry state 

"U-unnie, I can explain" Umji try to hold her one and only sister arm but only earn a pain when her hand got slap away by Eunha 

"Explain about what?? About how much fun you guys have by fooling me??!" Eunha ask angrily but her eyes letting out it waters 

"Unnie, no. Don't say that" Umji also feel like want to cry since her sister never be mad or angry her before 

"You're just same like Yerin. Every night Umji, every night. I told you about how I feel toward Yuju and you're just sitting and hear to it. You guys make me look like a fool! I thought that I have everyone on my side but I guess I was wrong. Even my own sister is fooling me, what a life I have" Eunha said and it's hurt Umji so much hearing it 

"I'm sorry unnie. I'm really sorry. Never once across in my mind to make you like a fool. I just wan-"

"Never across or not is not the real thing here. The real thing is you're dishonest to me and I disappointed with that. You could just say that Yuju and SinB are a married couple, at least I'll not feel this hurt!"

Losing a word, Umji just look down on her feet. Didn't dare to look at her sister who crying so hard 

"I already hurting when I'm knowing that Yuju is married but I'm become more hurt when I know that my own sister and friends are fooling me. I'm hurt" with that Eunha run into her ken room, ignoring Umji that shouting out her name 

Eunha slam the door loudly before lock it. She's leaning on the door with tears rushing out from her eyes. She's burying her face on both of her knees and cry in there

She never like to be alone before but after what has happen, alone is the best accompanies for her. She'll not get hurt at least

Eunha lift her face up from her knees then walks slowly toward the table before taking out a diary that has "Yuju and Me" as the title from one of the drawer. She just look at that diary with sad eyes 

There's a lot of memory that she shared with Yuju from their old time in that diary. She collected and save every receipt that they got from buying any things on their hangout during school time 

She sticking each other those papers neatly in that diary, never once she lost that diary. She's taking care of it like she's taking care of herself and Umji. She through one by one page's with sad smile on her lips 

"I'll still gonna keep this Yuju. Even though you're not on my side" Eunha bring that diary into her embrace before hug it tightly 

 

 

 

 

 

Right after Eunha leave the cafe, Yuju also leave to going back to her house. She's a bit relief now since she already told Eunha about SinB, she's however felt a bit guilty too since she can saw how hurt Eunha through her eyes

She actually can saw Eunha expression was change when Yuju telling about her marriage. But she just act like she doesn't know or saw it, she's afraid that it'll added sadness for Eunha. So she choose to ignore that hurt look from Eunha. How she hate herself for doing that to her own best friend 

"I'm sorry Eunha ah, if only you're not going back to Japan back then. And if only you're back more early, maybe SinB place now is belong to you" Yuju sigh while her eyes focusly on the road 

She's park her car in the garage before walks into the house. Yuju heard there's noise from living room and she know it's none other else her wife was watching the television. With bright smile she's heading to there and her guess was right, there's SinB there

"Hi baby" Yuju greet her wife with soft kiss on that girl forehead 

"Hi, you're just home? Where are you going?" SinB ask as she's sit up from her laying position since Yuju gesture her to sit up because she want to take a sit on the same couch 

"Just meet a friend. Why?" Yuju automatically wrapping one of her arn around SinB shoulder before pull that girl closer to her 

"Nothing, just miss your warmth as soon as I open my eyes" SinB laid her head comfortably on Yuju chest as her arms sneaking around Yuju waist 

"Aww, so cute. I'm sorry, I'm going without telling you. You're so deep in your sleep" Yuju pinch SinB nose while said that before laid a soft kiss on SinB lips 

"It's ok, you're back now" Yuju just chuckling 

"So, what story is this?" Yuju ask as her eyes take a look on that television 

"Harry Potter and the Sorcerers Stone" 

"Again?" 

"Yup. It's a good movie, plus with that Harry handsome face" SinB unconsciously squealing 

"Tsk! That boy isn't that handsome" Yuju glare at the television screen 

"Hey, don't say that to my Harry. He has a power magic, he can do anything with just using his magic words"

"You said he's yours just because of his magic words? Tch, I also can use my magic words"

"Ouh, so you also have a magic power?" SinB raise up her head from Yuju chest then look at that woman with judging look 

"Yup" Yuju smile proudly 

"What is your power then?"

"I can hold my whole world with both of my hands" Yuju said while showing SinB her hands 

"Really? Try it then, don't just say it" SinB crossing her arm below her chest 

"Ok" Yuju brought both of her hands to SinB face then cup it gently toward her face before land another kiss on SinB lips 

"I love you" SinB couldn't help but blush with Yuju sweet action. Her Yuju is indeed the best from that Harry Potter 

"So cheesy, now move. Since you're free today, let me bring you to somewhere special" SinB get up from her seat 

"Huh? Somewhere special? Where is it?" 

"Just wait and see. Wait here, I'm gonna change my cloths first" SinB was about to walk away but Yuju pull her till she's fall on her lap 

"Wait a minute, I've telling you my magic words. Where's the reply?" 

"Ouh, I didn't remember Harry Potter has a reply to his magic words" SinB play dumb 

"That's Harry Potter, now you're talking to Choi Yuna. And my magic words has a reply" 

"But I don't know how that magic words sounds like" 

"Just same as mine but you just need to add "Too" in the end"

"Why must add too? And not three or four?" SinB still didn't enough with her play 

"Because there's only two person in our love story. Only you and me" Yuju smile softly make SinB laugh at her words 

"Enough, I'm already full with your cheesiness. Now move, we're gonna be late" SinB ruffling Yuju bang before run toward their bedroom leaving Yuju chuckle alone but SinB come back for saying something to Yuju 

"I love you too" SinB reply to Yuju magic words with a soft peck on Yuju right cheek before run back to their bedroom for changing 

"How I love this girl" Yuju said while chuckling 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter 40, check! I love you *swinging my magic cane* XD HAHAHAHAHAHA 

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yujubemylover #1
Chapter 76: still reading this at 2021:)
reikim
#2
Chapter 76: When will you continue this amazing story author-nim??
MAYDAYY11
#3
Chapter 76: KAYATA BRUH. What a ing rollercoaster. HAHAHAHAHA There’s been more happening in the past 10 chapters than the entire story lmfao I thank author-nim for making this as Sinju friendly as possible so I did not have to sacrifice my phone’s life. I’m sad that this isn’t complete and is in such a precarious situation. It’s not quite a cliff-hanger but its in a position where there’s very clearly many things being set up and Sinju is in even more danger.

Deadass this story has gone from a simple fluffy plot to an actual Korean Drama. Everything is there from the vengeful mother-in-law who hates the main love interest+mom has a huge debilitating illness cliche, the main lead is a rich chaebol heir+looks good in everything+has the height for soft cuddles/spooning love interest+gives piggyback rides, the main love interest who’s poor+super cute & lovable, the other love interest who comes in out of nowhere but falls in love with the other side-lead (Yerin). God this is literally a K-drama.

I’m living for this let me just say. If ya ever come back to this author-nim I would be hella hyped and Ik I’m not alone when I say this.
MAYDAYY11
#4
Chapter 70: MY SINJU FEELS. YES! GO YUJU! GET YOUR GIRL BACK. GET THISE HETS OUT OF THE LAWN! AHHHHHHHH MY HAPPINESS KNOWS NO BOUNDS FOR YUJU HAS SAVED THE DAY AND KEPT JACKSON WANG AWAY.
MAYDAYY11
#5
Chapter 69: I could start making all the 69 jokes and how great it is for lesbians in their love life but I’m not. MY FAITH IN SINB WAS NOT MISPLACED. THANK . HAPPIEST I’VE BEEN ALL DAY. This moment is almost as glorious as Apple’s first win but honestly bb needs love and support right now. Lmao feels bad that I’m this happy but let me live. My Sinju feels rn.
MAYDAYY11
#6
Chapter 68: I just want to say that I will actually throw my phone away if SinB accepts Jackson’s advances in the next chapter. An advanced warning because if I don’t leave another comment that probably means that my phone has been obliterated. I have faith in Hwang Eunbi as a person and as Yuju’s lover. I have faith in their marriage however it may be contested. If Yuju can say no to her past feelings for Eunha, SinB can say no to Jackson Wang’s face. I swear to God Hwang Eunbi. Remember who you’ve left behind in Korea. Remember Yuju’s love and Arin’s affection for you. Remember your god damned family. Don’t throw away the 3 years you’ve spent together. So help me God.

Sinju is crushing my heart lately. This Apple comeback has been amazing. I came across this story like a dream and its been amazing so far. Ngl. I enjoyed every single second I’ve spent reading this. I’m putting this all out so I won’t have to write whilst in rage that I will probably feel should some things happen. Just remember that the past 68 chapters have been amazing and I loved them all. Wish me luck for the next few chapters.
Magic_hours98
#7
Hi Haraeyul, Just came here to remind you that it has already been 3 years since you wrote this HAHA and it's already Jagi and I' 3 years anniv Hahaha when will you update? Should me and Jagi continue this in real life? Haha
MEL_buddy #8
Author, pls update~
Cucumberbaby
#9
Chapter 76: HAHAHAHA , I missed so much fun hereeee
SayTsuki
#10
Chapter 76: Author, don't you think it's been a long time?
When you return, Arin will be 15 years old.