Chapter 60

3 Years Without Love, With Happiness

Yuju was typing something on her laptop, something that has to do with her works. She is currently was doing her works in her office room at the downstairs of her mansion when suddenly the chair across her table work was moving to her side 

The next thing she know, she feel a small hand was tugging at the end of her shirt and that hand was belong to Arin. She's the one who move the chair across her mama to that woman side. Since that chair is the one that has a roller type, it's make it more easier for her to move it 

"Yes baby?" Yuju give her full attention to that toddler who stand next to her and that girl height didn't even reaching her table height 

"Mama" Arin didn't say a word but just calling her mama with her arms spread open and Yuju got her mean, she carry that girl gently then put her on the chair that has being pulled on her right side 

"Why still awake sweetie? You usually has deep in sleep at this time" Yuju take a glance at the clock wall and saw it has 3 am, Arin still wide awake. Of course she's worry 

"I miss mommy" now Yuju know why her daughter still didn't sleep. She's caressing Arin soft hair gently with warm smile 

"But we just talk to her right?"

"It's not the same" Arin pouting and her voice has a bit clear than the last time 

"I know baby, I understand how you feel. But if you didn't get any sleep, your body will got tired and illness will attacking you" Yuju try to pursue that girl even though she's also missing her wife a lot 

"But mommy is not here to read me a story. She leave her story hanging" Arin lips still pouting 

"Story? Why did I never know about it? Now I feel offence" now it's Yuju times to pouting, she's try to distracting her daughter from her mommy for awhile and it's work when Arin chuckling 

"Mommy told me to not tell it to you because she said that you should not know about it" Arin said with frown was drawn on her forehead while trying to remembering her mommy words that sounds so confusing to her 

"Really? She said that? Hurm, that mommy of yours will be punish once she has back. Tell me, what is the story that she's telling you before her leave" 

"She do not give me the title but it is about a princess who always meets a lot suffers in her life until her shining knight of armour comes and save her life" 

"Hurm, sounds like a cliche fairy tale stoyline" Yuju rubbing her chin while scrunching her nose 

"Yup but I love it!" Arin exclaim excitedly but then her excitement was fade away when she's remember about her mommy is not there "But mommy is not here for completing her story" once again a pout was spreading across her lips

Yuju just stare her daughter with smile and she's a bit feel bad for that girl. She's too disappointed when SinB isn't there to completing her story. Then an idea was coming into her mind 

"Hey, don't feel sad. I'm here, I can continue your mommy story" Arin lift her head that has hanging low due to her disappointment and her eyes was twinkling in excitement again 

"Really?? I want to hear it mama! Tell me! Tell me!" Arin said as her small body was bouncing on her chair. Her cute act earn a small laugh from her mama 

"Ok, but wait a second. I need to clean these things first" 

"Ok!" Arin said happily

Yuju ruffling her daughter hairs first then clearing all the mess papers that she has created. She know that she shouldn't continue SinB hanging story since it might be not the same as hers but se couldn't see her daughter being in sadness too

That small girl is already sad because of SinB leave, there's no way she'll adding that girl sadness even more. Beside, she's sure enough that SinB will not get mad. If she does, Yuju know how to fix it 

"Ok, let's go!" Yuju said as she's taking Arin into her arms then walks toward her and SinB room at upstairs 

"Since mommy isn't here and both of us are missing her like hell. We'll sleep here together ok? And we got mommy scent on this bed" Yuju jokingly said earn a small laugh from Arin 

Yuju put Arin on the bed then pull the blanket hovering her and Arin body to keep the warmth in the winter night. She pull Arin into her arms and then that girl automatically curling into her mama warm embrace 

"So, tell me. Where did mommy has stop her story?"

"Hurm" Arin scratching her unitchy head "It's stop at princess Eunbi marrying with her shining knight of armor but her mother in law hate her. Poor princess Eunbi" Arin said sadly at the end

"Princess Eunbi?"

"Hmm! That is the name of that princess" Yuju lips smile in amused 

"Hurm, I assume that her shining knight of armor name is must be Yuna right?" Arin eyes widening in shockness 

"How did you know? Did mommy told you?"

"Nope, I knew because it's I just knew it" 

"Huh?" Arin ask in her confuse. Why did her parents words is so hard for her to get it understand? 

"It's fine. So let's starts but let me guess, princess Eunbi shining knight of armor must be pretty, kind and attractive right? That's why princess fell in love with her"

"Yeap!" Yuju smile in satisfaction "Oh, mommy also said that Yuna is a weird woman"

"Weird?"

"Yes, mommy said she is giving the princess a weird feeling that never princess feel before. I don't really understand what is mommy mean, it so confusing"

"You'll understand it once you've found your love baby girl. So now, can I starts my story?" Yuju ask when she saw Arin is already yawning but that girl still nodding 

"Wait, I want to ask one question"

"Sure, what is it baby?" Yuju playing with Arin hair while say that 

"Princess Eunbi is girl and Yuna is girl too. How can they fell in love with each other?" Arin ask, forgetting the fact about her parents are also both girls 

"That's why people said that love is blind sweetheart, it doesn't know who is it, what's their gender, their name or age. It just comes and attacking us" Arin frown and it's make Yuju chuckling "I assume that you're confuse" Arin grinning then nodding "It's fine, you'll figure it out someday" 

"Mama, tell me that story. I couldn't sleep without listen to it" Arin said with a yawn. And there she said she couldn't sleep. Yuju can just chuckling 

"Ok, so princess Eunbi mother in law is dislike her but thanks God that Yuna grandfather love her so much. Want to know why?" Arin nodding while focusing on Yuju face "Because, Yuna grandfather know that Eunbi is the only one girl that can make Yuna reaching her happiness"

"But why did Yuna mother hate Eunbi? Poor that princess, she has faced a lot of bad things since she's kid" Arin frown in angry way 

"Yuna mother is not hate Eunbi sweetie, she just want to protecting Yuna from bad person who want to taking an advantage on her daughter"

"But Eunbi is a good princess. I don't understand why you and mommy say that about Yuna mother. She is a bad witch for me" Arin muttering in anger and Yuju can just smile seeing her daughter was calling her mother as witch. She's just a kid after all 

"She doesn't know that Eunbi is a good princess before but after princess Eunbi has shown her good side and manner. Yuna mother has finally open her heart for accepting Eunbi"

"What did princess did?"

"Many kind of things. Too many for me to count, princess Eunbi is someone who was too perfect for me- I mean Yuna" Yuju quickly said after she's blurted about Yuna as her in the story 

"Princess Eunbi did a lot of good things that not only causing for Yuna mother to like her but Yuna too. Have mommy told you about Yuna real feeling toward Eunbi?"

"Mommy told me that Yuna is someone stupid that always being so clueless about princess Eunbi love feeling" Arin said innocently 

"Yea, your mommy is right. Yuna is indeed such a stupid person for not noticing Eunbi love but don't worry, Yuna love Eunbi now. And only Eunbi name that has in Yuna heart. I can swear you that" 

"OK, as I said before. Yuna did not love Eunbi at all and she only thinks Eunbi as her sister but as the say passed, Yuna found that there's something in princess Eunbi that make she's attracted. Like you and mommy said before, she's too stupid for figuring out about her real feeling for Eunbi" Yuju said as her mind was drifting to the past time when she's still unaware about her feeling toward SinB. She admit that she's so stupid that time

"She only know about her feeling when princess Eunbi has starts move away from her. She's starts missing that princess, feeling empty and plain without the princess in her life and mansion. In short words, Yuna is not Yuna when there's no Eunbi" Arin eyelids getting heavier but she doesn't want to sleep yet 

"I feel so mad to Yuna. Princess Eunbi should just leave her forever. She has cry so many times because of Yuna" Arin complain in unsatisfied 

"Hey, Yuna love Eunbi so much right now. Remember?" Yuju was defending herself indirectly 

"Hmm" Arin wiping her eyes due to her sleepiness 

"Wanna sleep already sweetheart?" Yuju caressing Arin hair 

"No, not yet. I still want to hear it"

"You're sleepy already baby girl. Sleep now, let's continue it on next day ok?" 

"Hmp" Arin let out her small whine with pout make Yuju melt 

"Ok, ok. But don't force yourself to stay awake ok? Just sleep if you couldn't make your eyes open again" Arin just nodding before snuggling more into Yuju arms

Both of her mothers warmth are just the same. Both of it are comforting but she still feel missing to SinB warmth

"Ok, so after she has been through a bad day because of Eunbi cold treatment on her. Yuna finally decided to telling her real feeling toward Eunbi. If you're thinking that Yuna was confessing in romantic way, you're wrong. She just say it in casual way but both Eunbi and her know that it's enough to making both of them feel content and full" Yuju smile along her story 

"Yuna feel like she's just got refill with a new energy especially when Eunbi said that she love Yuna too. Yuna feel like she's the luckiest person in this entire world for having Eunbi love" Yuju still smiling while thinking about how she feel when SinB said she love her too 

Yuju was about to continue her story but then she heard the small snores was comes from her daughter. She looks at her daughter face and found that girl was deep in her sleep. She's land a soft kiss on Arin head before fixing the blanket a bit for giving her small precious girl a comfort warmth 

"Good night Arin, wish you have a sweet dream" she's whispering before kiss her daughter head once again 

Silent was filling her bedroom, the same thing goes to her heart. Her heart was empty and silent without SinB. It doesn't make a loud heartbeat like when SinB was around her, only silent can be heard 

Her still wide open eyes was fell on the frame that stand proudly on the nightstand next to their bed. She take that frame gently, not wanting to make her cute daughter awake 

She's stare at it with smile. It was a picture of SinB was enjoying the soft wind that blowing on her face at one of the garden that they go. SinB smile was so soft and attractive, not only in the picture but also in the real life 

Yuju bring that frame to her face kissing it lightly. Only God know how miss she is toward that girl in the frame that she hold right now. Only her can hear to her screaming for SinB names right now 

"I miss you baby, Arin too. But at least I did make her miss become lessening and she's sleeping so soundly right now. Who's gonna lessening my miss for you baby? Who's gonna make me fell asleep? You're not here with me" Yuju said softly before caressing SinB figure in that frame lovingly 

It was 4 am right now and in China it's probably was 3 since they're just in an hour difference in time. Yuju know that they just got call from SinB at 8,after the dinner. SinB called them for asking if they has their dinner yet or not 

Arin was so happy along the conversation with her mommy and Yuju just managed to talks to SinB just a bit since she sense SinB restless voice through the other line

She learned that her wife just got her dorm and still didn't unpack her stuff out from her luggage yet due to her tiredness. Being someone understanding, Yuju ask SinB to just got some rest and sleep. Her wife whine about miss her just she ignore. She doesn't want SinB to become restless during her practical duties 

While Yuju was deep in her thought, suddenly her phone was ringing and she took her phone with lazy way before smile widely when she saw the caller

"Hello baby" Yuju said, didn't even wait for SinB to greet her first 

"Hello hunnie, wait. It was 4 at there right? Why did you still awake?" SinB ask 

"Yea, well I'm doing my works right after tucking Arin in bed then didn't realize the time has pass so quick. What about you? I told you to have some rest right?" Yuju said in concern yet stern tone 

"Seems like you don't love me anymore right? I told you to don't works till midnight right? It's morning already and why did you're so stubborn?" Yuju just listen to her wife nags in silent. How she want to hear it in real life and not just through the phone 

"Yuju? Yah, don't tell me that you're sleeping already" SinB scold from the other line when she heard nothing from Yuju 

"No, I'm not sleeping yet. I just want to hear your voice, I miss you" Yuju earn a sigh from SinB

"I must be lie if I said that I didn't miss you at all. Everything's here isn't feel like home to me. I miss you and Arin a lot" 

"Same goes here baby, everything in this house isn't the same without you. It feel so empty" SinB just sighing 

"Where's Arin? Did she has sleep already?"

"She's here with me. I've tucked her in bed before I starts my works but then she's awake and come to me. She said that she can't sleep without you telling her a story" Yuju said softly as her fingertips was playing with Arin hair 

"Story? Uhm, tell her that I'm gonna finish that story once I'm back" SinB try to hide her fairy tale story that she create from Yuju, because it'll such a ashamed if Yuju know about it 

"It's fine, I've continue it for you. Princess Eunbi" Yuju said with her teasing smile, even though SinB couldn't see it but she know that Yuju was teasing her

"Nooo.... " SinB was whining in embarrassing, seems like Arin didn't keep her words 

"Yessss..." Yuju said between her chuckle 

"Stop it, it's embarrassing" SinB still whining and her voice seems like muffling, Yuju guessing that maybe SinB was putting her face on her pillow 

"No it's not. I found it's cute tho. And how could you leave our daughter with her favorite story hanging princess Eunbi"

"Stop calling me with that call" 

"Why should I stop?"

"Because I want you to"

"Alright, since you're asking that. I'll listen to your request but you know what?"

"What?"

"Yuna love Eunbi till death" Yuju said in her loving tone make SinB blush 

"I just woke up from my nap and now I have to face your cheesy words"

"But you like it tho. You're blushing"

"I'm not"

"Yes you are, princess~~"

"Stop all your tease or I'll hang up the phone" SinB threatening make Yuju pout 

"Ok..... Hey, you didn't answer me yet. Have you take your rest?"

"Yea, I in fact just awake from my sleep. Then I suddenly feel like want to call you so I call you and found out that you're staying up till late midnight. Please take care of yourself. I don't want to see your  body getting skinny when I'm back" if possible, SinB want to caressing Yuju cheeks like she always does but she know she can't 

"So that's the reason why I couldn't close my eyes since just now. Someone who has I miss the most will calling me, I see" SinB chuckling to Yuju words 

"I thought that you'll not pick up the phone call since it's too late and you should get some sleep"

"What can I do my baby? This bed has lost it warmth when you isn't here"

"My bed at here too hun. It feel so cold without you"

"Hope God make that 3 months be more faster"

"Yea, I hope the same too. Hey, you should sleep now hunnie. You're gonna be late for works tomorrow if you didn't sleep yet"

"Its fine, I can works from house. I want to just listening to your sweet voice"

"But I don't have a word to say"

"Just breath. It's more than enough for me as long as it's come from you" SinB couldn't help but chuckling 

Then the silent was engulfing them with they are hearing their breath in each other ears. Yuju listen to SinB breath sounds and SinB hear to Yuju's. Just breath sounds is enough to healing their longing toward each other even just an inch or less 

"I love you baby" Yuju said first 

"I love you too hunnie. Always remember that"

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter 60, check! I'm sorry for not update in these past few days. I got something important to do(exam)  and I lost my mind for awhile. But it's fine, I'll try to update again later ^_^ *kisseu!*

 

 

 

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yujubemylover #1
Chapter 76: still reading this at 2021:)
reikim
#2
Chapter 76: When will you continue this amazing story author-nim??
MAYDAYY11
#3
Chapter 76: KAYATA BRUH. What a ing rollercoaster. HAHAHAHAHA There’s been more happening in the past 10 chapters than the entire story lmfao I thank author-nim for making this as Sinju friendly as possible so I did not have to sacrifice my phone’s life. I’m sad that this isn’t complete and is in such a precarious situation. It’s not quite a cliff-hanger but its in a position where there’s very clearly many things being set up and Sinju is in even more danger.

Deadass this story has gone from a simple fluffy plot to an actual Korean Drama. Everything is there from the vengeful mother-in-law who hates the main love interest+mom has a huge debilitating illness cliche, the main lead is a rich chaebol heir+looks good in everything+has the height for soft cuddles/spooning love interest+gives piggyback rides, the main love interest who’s poor+super cute & lovable, the other love interest who comes in out of nowhere but falls in love with the other side-lead (Yerin). God this is literally a K-drama.

I’m living for this let me just say. If ya ever come back to this author-nim I would be hella hyped and Ik I’m not alone when I say this.
MAYDAYY11
#4
Chapter 70: MY SINJU FEELS. YES! GO YUJU! GET YOUR GIRL BACK. GET THISE HETS OUT OF THE LAWN! AHHHHHHHH MY HAPPINESS KNOWS NO BOUNDS FOR YUJU HAS SAVED THE DAY AND KEPT JACKSON WANG AWAY.
MAYDAYY11
#5
Chapter 69: I could start making all the 69 jokes and how great it is for lesbians in their love life but I’m not. MY FAITH IN SINB WAS NOT MISPLACED. THANK . HAPPIEST I’VE BEEN ALL DAY. This moment is almost as glorious as Apple’s first win but honestly bb needs love and support right now. Lmao feels bad that I’m this happy but let me live. My Sinju feels rn.
MAYDAYY11
#6
Chapter 68: I just want to say that I will actually throw my phone away if SinB accepts Jackson’s advances in the next chapter. An advanced warning because if I don’t leave another comment that probably means that my phone has been obliterated. I have faith in Hwang Eunbi as a person and as Yuju’s lover. I have faith in their marriage however it may be contested. If Yuju can say no to her past feelings for Eunha, SinB can say no to Jackson Wang’s face. I swear to God Hwang Eunbi. Remember who you’ve left behind in Korea. Remember Yuju’s love and Arin’s affection for you. Remember your god damned family. Don’t throw away the 3 years you’ve spent together. So help me God.

Sinju is crushing my heart lately. This Apple comeback has been amazing. I came across this story like a dream and its been amazing so far. Ngl. I enjoyed every single second I’ve spent reading this. I’m putting this all out so I won’t have to write whilst in rage that I will probably feel should some things happen. Just remember that the past 68 chapters have been amazing and I loved them all. Wish me luck for the next few chapters.
Magic_hours98
#7
Hi Haraeyul, Just came here to remind you that it has already been 3 years since you wrote this HAHA and it's already Jagi and I' 3 years anniv Hahaha when will you update? Should me and Jagi continue this in real life? Haha
MEL_buddy #8
Author, pls update~
Cucumberbaby
#9
Chapter 76: HAHAHAHA , I missed so much fun hereeee
SayTsuki
#10
Chapter 76: Author, don't you think it's been a long time?
When you return, Arin will be 15 years old.