Chapter 63

3 Years Without Love, With Happiness

A soft and delight smile was playing on Eunha lips as her hands are busy with preparing the breakfast. She's humming some random song for reducing her boredom at this early morning 

The scent of bread that freshly out from the toaster was hitting her nostril along with the smells of the omelettes. That breakfast was made not only for her but also for her lover 

In this bliss and calm morning, suddenly a pair of familiar warm arms was wrapping around her body. One of that comfy arm was around her waist and the other one is around her neck 

Eunha's smile getting wider as Yerin resting her chin on Eunha shoulder. That taller woman then deeply inhaling Eunha sweet morning scent 

"Hey" Yerin whispering on Eunha neck, make the shorter woman shivering

"Hey" Eunha turn her head to face her lover before connecting their lips together in short time 

"Morning" Yerin trailing her nose up and down Eunha neck, making her lover chuckling 

"Morning, now can you please get off me? I need to preparing our breakfast" instead of loosening her grip, Yerin was tightening her hug around Eunha body 

"No, I don't want to" Yerin shaking her head before once again inhaling Eunha hair scent 

"Ok but don't blame me if we're taking our breakfast on lunch time" Eunha earn a soft chuckle from Yerin

"It's fine. It's not like I want to eat it either. If you asking me what is the thing that I want to do in this morning, I'll answering cuddling with you" Yerin said before land a soft kiss on Eunha cheek 

"Too bad, cuddling with you can't make me full all day" Yerin ignoring Eunha words before slowly swinging their connected body 

"How long has you been here? Why you didn't wake me up?"

"Not too long, about an hour ago. You're sleeping so soundly till I didn't have a heart to wake you up"

"Ok and I see that living room is neat and clean either"

"Yup, I step on your shirt while walking in here. I've told you to put all your dirty shirts in the laundry room right? Why so stubborn huh?" Eunha said before pinching her lover nose teasingly 

"Because I want to be pampered by you" Yerin said as she's grinding Eunha nose softly with her own nose

"Aigoo, so you wanna be a baby now?"

"Yup"

"Go and take a shower then. Or you want me to bathing you instead?" Eunha said teasingly make Yerin grinning 

"If you don't mind it, why not" Yerin whispering in Eunha ear with her sensual tone making that woman in her embrace flinch before pushing her away with a blush cheeks 

"Go now" Eunha said with flustered voice make Yerin laugh

"Ok, I'm gonna miss you baby" Yerin still didn't enough with her tease 

"Just go" Yerin laugh before make her way toward the bathroom 

Wide smile never left from Eunha lips as she's proceeding her cooks. It has been her routine almost everyday by coming to Yerin house in the morning for making that woman her breakfast 

Yerin has asked her to move in with her in that unit apartment but Eunha refuse it since she's living with Umji and she doesn't want to leave Umji alone at home. Even though Umji is a well young girl, she couldn't help but feel a bit possessive toward her sister 

After she has done with everything and had settling the table, Eunha look at her handmade breakfast with satisfied smile. She somehow feel like she is Yerin housewife by doing this, thinking about being Yerin housewife already making Eunha blushing like hell 

While she's still in her deep thought, suddenly her phone was making a popping sounds signing that there's a notification was come in. She turn on her phone and saw someone was texting her

"TOMORROW at HEART CAFE on 2:30 pm. Don't be late, you'll be REGRET" that text wrote

Eunha just stare at that message with weird stares. She doesn't know if that message was really for her since it was unknown number who was texting 

"Babe?" Eunha didn't reply to that message when she heard Yerin voice calling her. Leaving her phone at there, she's heading to Yerin who was waiting for her at the dining table 

 

 

 

 

CHINA, 

Confuse. SinB so confuse right now. Why? It's because of this certain young guy who was now her observer. Doctor Wang, he's SinB observer and she's in his group. Meanwhile Jieqiong in Doctor Lee group, she hate it so much 

The thing that make she's confuse right now is when Jackson keeps on having his eyes on her. She don't know if it just her feeling or it's the real one but she can feel that guy gaze was always on her 

Like right now, SinB was sitting at the last row of seat while listening to Jackson words about medic things but almost every second, Jackson eyes always will fell on SinB direction 

Surprising SinB didn't feel any awkward or mad. She's in fact was shy and found herself always got blush and somehow she feel lucky because all of her fellow nurses, she's the one who got into Jackson eyes

There is where her confusion starts. She's always on keeping Yuju in her mind and almost all the time but when Jackson comes, Yuju sight has slowly leaving her mind without her aware

SinB was too into her mind till she didn't realize that Jackson has done talking and everyone has come out from the study hall. The next thing she know is she feel someone was taping her shoulder 

She's flinch with that contact before quickly comeback into her sense. Her eyes meet Jackson comfort and warm eyes. Unknowingly she's stares into it for a few minutes before mentally slapping her face for doing that act 

"Miss Hwang? Are you ok?" Jackson ask her with soft and concern tone. Once again SinB fell for it and once again she's slapping her face in her mind because she's thinking of Yuju 

"Uhm, y-yea I'm ok. I'll leave now" SinB said quickly before rushing walk out leaving Jackson at that place alone 

Her step was bringing her to the washroom. She's washing her face with water before stares her own reflection on the mirror 

She's breath heavily as if Jackson stare has taking almost all her breath. She touch her chest the place where heart located and then she feel it. The beat 

Her heartbeat was increasing as much as Yuju effect on her. She didn't sure if she got this heartbeat from her run or Jackson. But she has feel this since the first time Jackson smile at her while in class

"No SinB. Don't be crazy. You're married to someone and that person is Yuju. She's at home now and was waiting for her. Think of her and Arin, don't mind about other person" SinB said to her own reflection then shaking her head for a few times for chasing out Jackson face from her mind 

All of sudden her mind snap out from the thought with her ringing phone. She saw Yuju name appear on her screen phone. With deeply inhaling her breath, she's pick up her phone call 

"Hello baby?" Yuju calm and soft voice through the other line manage to lightening SinB heart a bit 

"Hello hun, how are you?" She ask 

"I'm good, I'm at office right now. What about you?"

"I'm good too. Have you eat already?"

"I've ate already, what about yo-" Yuju words got cut with Arin loud laughter and it's make SinB frown. She know it was her daughter laughter sounds 

"Arin ah, slow down your voice please dear. I'm talking to your mommy right now" SinB heard Yuju said 

"Arin? She's there too?"

"Yea, she said that she's got bored staying at home alone. So I asked if she want to come with me to the office and she said she want it" SinB chuckling 

"Did she's bringing you any trouble?"

"Nope, you know that our daughter is such a good girl right? Beside she has a companies here. Ouh, wait. Arin want to speak with you" Yuju said when Arin has get on her lap for reaching out for Yuju phone 

"Mommy!" Arin excitedly greet her mommy and it's make SinB smile widely. No more Jackson in her mind

"Arin ah, how are you sweetie?"

"I'm good and happy too! Eunha auntie is here for playing with me!" SinB frowning hearing Eunha name 

"Arin ah, come back here. Let your mama talks to your mommy for more. She miss your mommy so much, come here" SinB hear a faint voice and she recognize that voice really well. It's Eunha voice 

"Ok mommy, talk to you later. Bye! Mmuah!" SinB didn't manage to saying a word when Yuju chuckling has reaching her earlobe. Arin probably has give that phone back to Yuju 

"What did she's doing there?" SinB ask and coldness can be sense in her tone 

"Who?"

"Eunha"

"Ouh, she's coming here with Yerin this morning and Yerin has to go for visiting our project site. She'll be back on lunch time for picking up Eunha for their lunch date" Yuju explaining, knowing and sensing her wife jealousy 

"And why did she's playing with our daughter? She can just go home and waiting for Yerin unnie at their date location" SinB said in unchanged voice 

"She said that Yerin ask her to wait for her at office. Since Arin is here, she's playing with Arin for killing her boredom. Why? Don't you like it?"

SinB sighing. She somehow feel it as unfair when Yuju can sounds so comfortable with Eunha presence. While she's here was so awkward being around Jackson. She know that the things between Eunha and her has clear now but she couldn't help but have a feeling of insecure 

She's being apart from Yuju for about a mile here. Meanwhile for Eunha, she can be so close with Yuju anytime she want since she's not around 

She's having a feeling that Eunha will grab this opportunity to get Yuju attention and she's using Arin as the bridge for connecting their broken path 

Yuju take SinB silence as she didn't approve it when Eunha being play with Arin 

"Baby, whatever was lingering your mind. Please shove it away ok? Eunha just wanna play with Arin because she's got bored and I swear that she didn't even try to make a move on me. Even if she did, I'm not gonna give her a chance. Trust me ok?" SinB found her peace in Yuju tone

"I don't know" SinB said in hesitate 

"It's fine. But you should know about this. That I love you so much and only you in my heart, mind and life. Don't make our distance as the thing that making you feel insecure" SinB just sighing 

"Maybe you right. I'm just a bit extra jealous" Yuju chuckle

"It's fine. In fact I like it tho. It shown that you didn't feel attract to any guy at there" Yuju said jokingly but it's adding SinB nervousness 

Her mind suddenly drifting to Jackson and his states. Guilty has eating a bit part of her heart, Yuju trusting her and why did she can't do the same about Eunha and why did she's suddenly remembered about her superior while she's on the phone with her wife 

All of this has make her mind miserable. Why did she feel this way? Why did all of this comes to her? And why did God make her heart becomes this uncontrollable? 

"SinB? Are you ok baby? You're so quiet" Yuju sounds so concern. As concern as Jackson voice just now. SinB shaking her head for making Jackson leave her mind which it is doesn't works 

"Uhm, I'm OK. Just not feeling well" SinB lost her words and excuses

"Not feeling well? Ok then, have a good rest and don't be too stress out ok?"

"Ok, I'm sorry" SinB said in guilty

"It's alright. Bye, I love you"

"Love you too, bye" with that their conversation ended and this is their shortest conversation 

SinB fixing herself in front the mirror and walk out from the toilet. Right after she's open the door of that washroom, she meet with Jackson who was leaning on the wall next to the washroom door 

"D-doctor?" SinB swear that she's shock seeing her superior face. Scariness has starts crawling up into herself 

Did Jackson has stand for too long? Did he heard her conversation with Yuju awhile ago? Did he heard she said I love words to Yuju? Did Jackson here because of want to check on her conditions?

But why did she's feeling sad while thinking about Jackson has know about her married status. She's afraid if Jackson warm and inviting eyes will not meeting her again 

"Miss Hwang, are you ok? I mean, you're running away from me a while ago. Is there any problems?" He ask, wakening SinB up from her thought 

"Y-yea, I'm ok doctor. I'm just want to go to the toilet" Jackson chuckling to her words. Surprising she's smile along his chuckle 

"Ouh is that so? I thought that you're running away from me"

"No, I'm not" 

"Look Miss Hwang, if you ha-"

"SinB, just address me as SinB" SinB cut in her superior words 

"SinB?"

"People call me with that call" she said make Jackson smile softly, he has got SinB nickname right now 

"Ouh, ok. So SinB, if you got any problem. Feel free to comes to me. Who knows if I can help you?" 

'How can I tell you what is the problem when you're actually that problem?' SinB ask in her mind 

"OK doctor. Uhm, I'll take my leave first. My friend has wait for me" SinB excuse herself with full of respect way 

"Ouh yes sure" Jackson giving her a space for walk away which gladly SinB take

Standing with just she and Jackson in the hallway is enough for making she's nervous. She has to run away as she could. Run away from him as far as she can 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter 63, check! I should be update on last night but my eyes betraying me. I fell asleep while typing! I'm sorry guys.... T.T 

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yujubemylover #1
Chapter 76: still reading this at 2021:)
reikim
#2
Chapter 76: When will you continue this amazing story author-nim??
MAYDAYY11
#3
Chapter 76: KAYATA BRUH. What a ing rollercoaster. HAHAHAHAHA There’s been more happening in the past 10 chapters than the entire story lmfao I thank author-nim for making this as Sinju friendly as possible so I did not have to sacrifice my phone’s life. I’m sad that this isn’t complete and is in such a precarious situation. It’s not quite a cliff-hanger but its in a position where there’s very clearly many things being set up and Sinju is in even more danger.

Deadass this story has gone from a simple fluffy plot to an actual Korean Drama. Everything is there from the vengeful mother-in-law who hates the main love interest+mom has a huge debilitating illness cliche, the main lead is a rich chaebol heir+looks good in everything+has the height for soft cuddles/spooning love interest+gives piggyback rides, the main love interest who’s poor+super cute & lovable, the other love interest who comes in out of nowhere but falls in love with the other side-lead (Yerin). God this is literally a K-drama.

I’m living for this let me just say. If ya ever come back to this author-nim I would be hella hyped and Ik I’m not alone when I say this.
MAYDAYY11
#4
Chapter 70: MY SINJU FEELS. YES! GO YUJU! GET YOUR GIRL BACK. GET THISE HETS OUT OF THE LAWN! AHHHHHHHH MY HAPPINESS KNOWS NO BOUNDS FOR YUJU HAS SAVED THE DAY AND KEPT JACKSON WANG AWAY.
MAYDAYY11
#5
Chapter 69: I could start making all the 69 jokes and how great it is for lesbians in their love life but I’m not. MY FAITH IN SINB WAS NOT MISPLACED. THANK . HAPPIEST I’VE BEEN ALL DAY. This moment is almost as glorious as Apple’s first win but honestly bb needs love and support right now. Lmao feels bad that I’m this happy but let me live. My Sinju feels rn.
MAYDAYY11
#6
Chapter 68: I just want to say that I will actually throw my phone away if SinB accepts Jackson’s advances in the next chapter. An advanced warning because if I don’t leave another comment that probably means that my phone has been obliterated. I have faith in Hwang Eunbi as a person and as Yuju’s lover. I have faith in their marriage however it may be contested. If Yuju can say no to her past feelings for Eunha, SinB can say no to Jackson Wang’s face. I swear to God Hwang Eunbi. Remember who you’ve left behind in Korea. Remember Yuju’s love and Arin’s affection for you. Remember your god damned family. Don’t throw away the 3 years you’ve spent together. So help me God.

Sinju is crushing my heart lately. This Apple comeback has been amazing. I came across this story like a dream and its been amazing so far. Ngl. I enjoyed every single second I’ve spent reading this. I’m putting this all out so I won’t have to write whilst in rage that I will probably feel should some things happen. Just remember that the past 68 chapters have been amazing and I loved them all. Wish me luck for the next few chapters.
Magic_hours98
#7
Hi Haraeyul, Just came here to remind you that it has already been 3 years since you wrote this HAHA and it's already Jagi and I' 3 years anniv Hahaha when will you update? Should me and Jagi continue this in real life? Haha
MEL_buddy #8
Author, pls update~
Cucumberbaby
#9
Chapter 76: HAHAHAHA , I missed so much fun hereeee
SayTsuki
#10
Chapter 76: Author, don't you think it's been a long time?
When you return, Arin will be 15 years old.