Chapter 57

3 Years Without Love, With Happiness

Snow was whitening along the roadside, Yuju was driving slowly and so carefully. Knowing that the road are slippery and I'll dangerous her wife and daughter life if she's driving in fast speed 

While driving, Yuju eyes was looking at the mirror for seeing what's her daughter do at the backseat. Arin is sleeping so soundly apparently. slightly opens and it's make Yuju lips curve into a smile 

Her gaze then move to her side. There's SinB was staring nowhere but to outside the window. Yuju smile a bit before taking SinB hand that she rest on lap into hers 

SinB look at her with confuse look but when Yuju smile at her, she's reply her with sad smile. Yuju knew, she's sad because of her past was repeating in her mind again 

They're actually just got from visited SinB late father grave, now they're heading to SinB mother grave. Yuju eyed that her wife has a sad smile on her face right after they're at her late father grave 

She understand what that younger girl feels since she's also has lost her father, she really know how that sadness feel especially memories with them are flashing back in mind 

Yuju park her car right in front that cemetery gate. There's not many people around since it's not a holiday times. Only a few cars can be seen 

"OK, we're here. Let's go?" Yuju ask as she's unbuckled her seat belt 

"Let's go"

Yuju decided to bring SinB for pay a visit her parents grave since she'll go to China on the next week. This is also her first time meeting her in laws, even though she just met with a tombstone and not a body with soul. She's still cherish this meeting 

SinB tears was running down as soon as her mother tombstone come into her view. It has nearly three years since her last visit to here. Her feeling are mixed with sadness and mad. Mad at herself for being a bad daughter for her parents because didn't pay visit them for a long time already 

"Mama, how are you?" SinB sit next to her mother neat and clean tombstone while caressing it slowly 

"SinB is so sorry for not visit you for a long time already" Yuju just watch her wife in silent from behind with Arin in her arms 

"Mama, why mommy crying?" Arin asking with her hoarse voice 

"Mommy miss her mama" Arin frown cutely 

"But mama is here" Arin words make Yuju chuckling 

"Not this mama baby, but that mama" Yuju pointing at the tombstone that SinB stares for quite long time 

Arin kid brain was a bit hard to processing what her mama said. How can a stone be her mommy mama. Yuju know Arin mind was questioning something but she didn't wanna answer it since that girl will surely knew it in future 

"Mama, I'm sorry because just telling you this now. Actually I'm married mama and I also have a daughter. Want to meet them?" SinB smile at that quiet stone 

After Yuju and Arin has join her sitting next to her mother tombstone, SinB keeps on telling everything that happen to her in these past few years as if the body in that coffin is still alive 

Yuju just giving her a side hug, hoping that it'll reducing a sadness in SinB heart. Arin just quiet and watching everything in silent, she doesn't know what are they did here but she knew that she should respecting everything in here

"Baby, can you bring Arin to the car first? I have something to talk with your mother" SinB just nodding before taking Arin hand and walks toward their car 

Yuju watch her wife and daughter from behind till they left from her sight. She's taking SinB previous seat then smile warmly at the tombstone in front her 

"Uhm, hi mama. I'm sorry for not introducing myself at the first place. My name is Choi Yuna but people call me Yuju. I, uhm. SinB wife. I'm sorry at the first place if you're expecting a husband for SinB. But I promise that I'll love her than anyone else could do. I'll give her everything, I can promise you that. Please bless my presence in your daughter life mama, I promise that I'll stay faith and love her with a whole of my heart. I'll make she's happy till she's forgot what does sadness feel" Yuju said with full of sincerity 

"I really asking you for blessing our marriage, so that our life and love with stay protected" Yuju bow her head a bit "Please give me a sign if you bless me" just like in another story or movies, Yuju could feel a soft wind blows softly 

That wind was bringing some chilling and cold atmosphere, probably due to this winter time. In that wind, SinB mother sending her bless and a request. For Yuju to make her daughter as the happiest woman in this world, there's no way for Yuju to decline her mother in law small request 

"Thank you mama" Yuju smile at the sky

Yuju fastening her slow walks when she heard Arin was screaming. Her daughter just learn to talks a bit and she can't force herself for more. Her scream indeed make she's worry 

"Let me go!" SinB was struggling in shielding Arin small body with hers from her beast stepfather who suddenly come and pull her hair 

"Insolent kid! How dare you come back here after has gone for three years! What are you doing here?! Seeing my wife?!!" That old man was punching and kicking SinB body like he always did before 

"She's my mother!" SinB braving herself for shouting at her cruel stepfather

"She's not your mother!! Go away from here and don't you dare to come back again!" SinB stepfather was about to hit SinB again but suddenly a hard kick land on his stomach 

"Get off your disgusting hands from her!" Yuju kicking him again and taking an advantage to punch him on face when that old man fell on the ground 

"Who are you! This is between me and that useless kid!" He hit Yuju face with his fist, ignoring the fact that he's hitting a woman 

"Who is me isn't important, the important thing is I'm not a cruel person like you who have a heart to abusing your late wife daughter!" 

"Shut up!" He was about to pouncing on Yuju stomach but SinB already knocking him down by hitting his back head with a wood stick that she got not far from their location 

"SinB?" Yuju look at SinB who just stare at that stick and her stepfather who has blood gushing out from her head 

"Are you ok?" Yuju rushing to SinB side for checking on her condition before throw that stick away from SinB grip 

"I-is he d-die?" SinB ask in afraid 

"No, no. He didn't. Don't worry, let's go away from here" Yuju guide SinB to get into her car with Arin before drive out from that cemetery 

SinB sit at the backseat with Arin who was crying non stop in her arms. She's calming for Arin to stop crying but she herself was shaking in scariness 

Yuju who can't stop herself from taking a glance on the mirror at the two person behind her, stop her car at somewhere far from people then rush to get her two important person who is scare from earlier 

 

 

 

 

 

SinB was awake after has fell asleep for about few hours. Yuju face was the first thing who greet her view, she's scanning her surround and found that she's not lying on the bed in their bedroom 

"You're awake? Did you want something? Drink? Food?" Yuju ask but SinB just shaking her head 

"Where are we?"

"Still in Jeonju, I checked in one of the hotel here. Don't worry, nobody will find us at here" Yuju smile softly before proceeding patting Arin leg softly to make that toddler sleeps more soundly 

"I'm sorry, if it wasn't because of me. We surely already arrive at Seoul" SinB sit up from her lying position and grab her hair band to tying her hair that Yuju let it free when she's still sleeping 

"It's fine and actually it's not because of you. Road are so slippery, it's kinda dangerous for me to drive" SinB just nodding, she knew that Yuju said that just for making she didn't feel bad 

"Arin still sleeping?" SinB eyes then move on the small body who lie between her and Yuju 

"Yea, she's having a hard time to sleep awhile ago but she's fine now. I learn that a kid will stop crying and feel calm if we patting her leg or thigh like this" Yuju say while patting Arin thigh 

"You just knew it now?" SinB raising one of her eyebrow 

"I'm not really good in handling kid before. That's why I don't know about it" 

"Before? Not until now?" Teasing Yuju is so fun for SinB 

"At least I'm learning" Yuju playfully galring her wife 

"Have you eat already?" SinB ask as she's fixing Arin hair a bit 

"Not yet. How can I eat if my wife was still sleeping and my daughter is crying?"

"Poor my hunnie, have to taking care of me and this kid. I really likes giving you a burden"

"Don't say that, both of you are my precious things that had exist in my life. Don't call yourself as a burden because I never think you as one"

SinB didn't say a thing after that, she just looking at Yuju direction and Yuju reply to her stares. How can people said that nobody is perfect when here she's got a perfect wife with her. That's what SinB thought 

"What about our dress? We're suppose to pick it in evening right?"

"Ouh, dont worry about that. I've called the owner of that boutique and told her that we'll pick it on tomorrow. After that we can go and buy you some stuff while in you're in China"

"Why we need to buy it? I already have all those stuffs, it's all still can be use. Don't make a waste" 

"Baby, you're going to meet with a new person and country. So you need to have a new stuff. Meeting new people, new friend, new trainer and new place, so let's got you something new too. Don't worry, I don't mind wasting all my money on you" Yuju was grinning make SinB pinch her nose 

"Everything is new for me huh?"

"Yup but remember. Don't look for a new love, I'll be die here if you did it" SinB was laughing at Yuju seriousness 

"Finding new love? Hurm, let me think about it first"

"Hey, don't you dare. I'll come with you to China if you want to did it" Yuju threatening makes SinB laughing again 

"Aigooo, why would I want to look for new love if my old love is the greatest love?" SinB fingertip was touching Yuju bang 

"You better keep your word"

"Ok, I promise. But you also have to promise me that you'll not look at anyone else" now is SinB turn who in seriousness 

"Hurm, let me think about it first" Yuju imitating SinB act 

"Yahh" SinB whining 

"Hahaha, of course I'll not look at anyone else. I'll court them right away" Yuju is also having fun teasing her wife 

"Do it. I'll poke your eyes out" 

"Wuu~~ shooowwee swcareee~~" Yuju said mockingly make SinB pull her ear 

"You know that I'm serious when I'm talking right?" 

"Ok, ok. I'm sorry baby. I was just teasing you, can you please let my ear go my dear. My princess. My gem. My baby. My world. My beloved person in this world?"

"That's all? No more?"

"There's still a lot actually but why should I mention it one by one when it's too clear that only you occupying every space in my heart"

"You should control your cheesiness while I'm gone. It'll gain so much attention"

"Don't worry, this cheesiness will only come out when you're around"

"Promise?"

"Promise" 

"What am I to you?" SinB unconsciously ask that question when she has slowly lost in Yuju deep stares 

"You're a hole" 

"What?????" SinB as if couldn't believe it what she heard 

"You're a hole that has make me fell in love with you by just seeing every single if your act" 

"If I'm a hole, what is you then?"

"I'm Yuju of course" SinB rolled her eyes 

"You spoiled the mood" Yuju chuckling hearing her wife sulking tone 

"What I mean is, no matter what is me. I'm still the Choi Yuju who will love you with a whole of my heart. I don't need to be something else for making you feel my love, I'm still will be me" Yuju sending her wink, make SinB crunching her nose 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter 57, check! I'm sorry if you guys didn't really like this chapter. I'm so into Love Whisper till I can't focus on something else! That song is too good for me to ignore XD 

 

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yujubemylover #1
Chapter 76: still reading this at 2021:)
reikim
#2
Chapter 76: When will you continue this amazing story author-nim??
MAYDAYY11
#3
Chapter 76: KAYATA BRUH. What a ing rollercoaster. HAHAHAHAHA There’s been more happening in the past 10 chapters than the entire story lmfao I thank author-nim for making this as Sinju friendly as possible so I did not have to sacrifice my phone’s life. I’m sad that this isn’t complete and is in such a precarious situation. It’s not quite a cliff-hanger but its in a position where there’s very clearly many things being set up and Sinju is in even more danger.

Deadass this story has gone from a simple fluffy plot to an actual Korean Drama. Everything is there from the vengeful mother-in-law who hates the main love interest+mom has a huge debilitating illness cliche, the main lead is a rich chaebol heir+looks good in everything+has the height for soft cuddles/spooning love interest+gives piggyback rides, the main love interest who’s poor+super cute & lovable, the other love interest who comes in out of nowhere but falls in love with the other side-lead (Yerin). God this is literally a K-drama.

I’m living for this let me just say. If ya ever come back to this author-nim I would be hella hyped and Ik I’m not alone when I say this.
MAYDAYY11
#4
Chapter 70: MY SINJU FEELS. YES! GO YUJU! GET YOUR GIRL BACK. GET THISE HETS OUT OF THE LAWN! AHHHHHHHH MY HAPPINESS KNOWS NO BOUNDS FOR YUJU HAS SAVED THE DAY AND KEPT JACKSON WANG AWAY.
MAYDAYY11
#5
Chapter 69: I could start making all the 69 jokes and how great it is for lesbians in their love life but I’m not. MY FAITH IN SINB WAS NOT MISPLACED. THANK . HAPPIEST I’VE BEEN ALL DAY. This moment is almost as glorious as Apple’s first win but honestly bb needs love and support right now. Lmao feels bad that I’m this happy but let me live. My Sinju feels rn.
MAYDAYY11
#6
Chapter 68: I just want to say that I will actually throw my phone away if SinB accepts Jackson’s advances in the next chapter. An advanced warning because if I don’t leave another comment that probably means that my phone has been obliterated. I have faith in Hwang Eunbi as a person and as Yuju’s lover. I have faith in their marriage however it may be contested. If Yuju can say no to her past feelings for Eunha, SinB can say no to Jackson Wang’s face. I swear to God Hwang Eunbi. Remember who you’ve left behind in Korea. Remember Yuju’s love and Arin’s affection for you. Remember your god damned family. Don’t throw away the 3 years you’ve spent together. So help me God.

Sinju is crushing my heart lately. This Apple comeback has been amazing. I came across this story like a dream and its been amazing so far. Ngl. I enjoyed every single second I’ve spent reading this. I’m putting this all out so I won’t have to write whilst in rage that I will probably feel should some things happen. Just remember that the past 68 chapters have been amazing and I loved them all. Wish me luck for the next few chapters.
Magic_hours98
#7
Hi Haraeyul, Just came here to remind you that it has already been 3 years since you wrote this HAHA and it's already Jagi and I' 3 years anniv Hahaha when will you update? Should me and Jagi continue this in real life? Haha
MEL_buddy #8
Author, pls update~
Cucumberbaby
#9
Chapter 76: HAHAHAHA , I missed so much fun hereeee
SayTsuki
#10
Chapter 76: Author, don't you think it's been a long time?
When you return, Arin will be 15 years old.