Chapter 14
3 Years Without Love, With HappinessIt has been three month since that accident and that accident not only make Yuju lost her grandfather but also make her mother paralyzed. She lost her ability to walks and having a hard time to moving and need someone else help to move around
"Mommy, have you awake?" SinB ask softly as she open the door
Sojung didn't answer her but only just look at her direction. From there SinB know that her mother in law has awake. So she slowly make her way toward Sojung bed before softly put a tray that contain a bowl of porridge
"Mommy, let's get up and take a bath. After that we'll take a medicine ok" SinB said gently and earn a small nod from Sojung
SinB take a wheelchair that has became Sojung "official" vehicle since she's becoming paralyzed toward that woman bed. SinB gently lift up her mother in law body to sit on that wheelchair, afraid that woman will fall
In the bathroom, SinB help Sojung by bathing, brushing her teeth, and anything else. Sojung can just see those kind deeds that has her daughter in law that she used to gave a cold shoulder with guilty eyes
Since her hands are weak, Sojung can't lift a thing with both of her hands. So SinB is the one who will feed her whenever she's eating. Sojung can saw how sincere SinB action while doing it and once again, guilty was haunt her
She has been paralyzed for three months already and in that time, Yuju and SinB are the one who taking care of hers. She's at first declined when SinB want to taking care of her but after Yuju convinced her, she's finally gave in. Even though her heart didn't want it but she has to want it since Yuju is working and can't be with her all the time
SinB at first of course is having a hard time in doing all her tasks but she never give up and keep on trying to softening that woman heart. Yuju ask her to stop taking care of her mother because she feel sorry for that young girl. But SinB still insisted to help her mother in law
SinB thought that the thing will be easier for her to soften that woman heart at first but no. The things aren't as easy as it look. Sojung gave a lot of troubles for her
As example, she didn't want to take her medicine. She'll only take it if Yuju has come home. She refuse to eat, she's refuse to come out from her room for seeing a sunlight and didn't want to leave her bed
"Mommy, I've do some research in health blog. It says, our feet is a centre of every our inner organs. So it's like uhm.. Pulse. So I read another blog, that blog shown there's a few of ways to massaging our feet. If you allow, may I massage your feet?" SinB ask and like always, silent is answering her
But she still gently take Sojung leg then put it on her thigh before massage it lightly, afraid she'll hurt that older woman
SinB brought Sojung to the garden at their backyard. It's quite surprising when Sojung agreed to follow SinB. She has asked by SinB for having a rest at the garden but only agreed right now. When she think that she need it
"You must be happy right?" Sojung ask suddenly after just stare at SinB who are currently massaging her feet
"Happy? Why?" SinB frown to her question
"Because I'm paralyzed now. I've been so bad toward you before. I never treat you well. This is what I got from what I did to you" Sojung said then smile bitterly
"Why did you say that mommy? Am I that bad in your eyes till you have a thought that I'm happy when you become this way? Why you hate me so much mommy? Can you please open your eyes a bit to see my real feeling?" SinB ask with her eyes letting out a tears and stop massaging her mother in law feet
"Why do I have to see your feeling? It can be that you treated me nicely all these time just to covering up your real intention, right?" SinB cry even more when she heard that
"All the things I did never seen good in your eyes right? Ok, I'm sorry for what I've done" SinB gently put Sojung feet down then run into the house to get into her room. Leaving Sojung in the garden with small smile
"Why did my fate always like this? Am I didn't deserve an happiness? Is the hated and me can't be separate?" SinB ask herself while cry hardly on the pillow. She don't understand why fate so unfair toward her. She want to feel an happiness too but why do the fate seems like don't listen to her
She's willing to skip her class for today because she want to take care of her mother in law. But after she heard that words come out from that old woman mouth, it make she's sad and disappointed. In all kind deed that has she done, never one she saw it right. Everything SinB did is wrong
She's keep on crying out her unfair fate till she's fell asleep. Tired probably. Crying is kinda tired thing to do tho
In the evening, when Yuju has come home. She saw her mother is sitting in the garden accompanying with one of their maid. Seeing her mother who finally want to get out from her room, she's smile widely
"Mommy!" She's hugging her mother from behind
"Yuju ah, you're home?"
"Hmm, I'm home because I miss you mommy. I can't focus on my works, I'm keep on thinking about you" Yuju said make Sojung chuckle
"You miss me or miss your wife?"
"What are you saying? Of course I miss you" Yuju said make Sojung rolled her eyes
"I'm raised you from baby till you became this big. I know you" Yuju just grinning hearing that from her beloved mother "Stop grinning and meet your wife. Coax her, she's sulking" Sojung said earn a frown from Yuju
"Sulking? What have you done mommy?" Yuju ask with frown
"You know how my mouth is. It's just like to tease your wife"
"What did you say to her?" Yuju ask seriously
"Go and meet her. I'm sure she'll tell you" With that, Yuju immediately run to her room for get her wife. Leaving Sojung with their maid who are laughing seeing her
"SinB!" Yuju call in worry tone make SinB awake from her sleep and look at her with confused eyes
"Huh?"
"Are you ok? Why did your eyes are swollen? Did you just cry? Why are you crying? What has mommy done?" Yuju ask while cupping SinB face
"I'm ok" SinB softly push Yuju hand from her face then sit up
"Are you crying?" Yuju ask and concern clearly shown in her eyes
"Nothing" SinB let out her heavy breath then look down on the mattress
"SinB ah" Yuju called softly while reaching out for SinB hand, she's giving a hoping face to that girl
"Nothi. It just mommy said something that make me feel offence"
"What did she say?" SinB look at Yuju hoping eyes and began to tell what has Sojung said to her
"I'm sorry on her behalf SinB ah"
"It's ok"
"Poor you. You're just helping me but you're suffer in the end"
"It's fine. Beside not everything we thought easy to do is easy"
"I'm sorry but remind to repeat that word? I didn't really get it" Yuju said earn a small laugh from SinB
"You're the president of big company. You don't know what I'm try to say?" SinB ask disbelief
"Being a president is about thinking how to get many projects. Not how to solving and describe an hidden meaning" Yuju said in annoying tone
"Seriously unnie. I'm sad awhile ago. But that sadness was drain away when you come. Why is that?" SinB ask, while hoping that Yuju will got the hint about her real feeling
"Maybe because you love me?" Yuju wink in teasing way. Yuju get the hint but not in a serious way
Chapter 14, check! I'm not writing this with calm heart. So sorry if you guys didn't satisfied with this chap :`(
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