Chapter 61

3 Years Without Love, With Happiness

Yuju was awake in shockness due to her nightmare about SinB and Arin leaving her. She's kinda weird about why she keeps on got that dream these lately

She looks on her side and found her small angel was sleeping curling up into the warm blanket for seeking some warmth. The end of her lip twitching upward with that scene 

The clocks was straightly on 8 am. She remembered that she's giving Yein, Arin babysitter a day off today because she want to spend some quality times with that girl today

So she must be wake up early to preparing their breakfast. She's kissing Arin forehead before leave the bed and washing her face

"Good morning ma'am, did you want to have your breakfast now? I'm sorry but it doesn't finish yet" one of her maid ask when she step into the kitchen area 

"Morning, I want to cook actually. It's ok, just leave it there and I'll finishing it" 

"But ma'am-"

"Don't but me, today I feel like want to cooks for my daughter so it's fine. Let me handle this. You can just take a rest or do something fun today. In short word, I'm giving you a day off. Told the others too, today I want to spend time with my small angel" Yuju said in fast yet clear tone 

"Are you sure ma'am, Mrs SinB told me to loo-"

"Look after me and Arin? Tsk, don't mind her. She's not here, beside I'm not a kid anymore. I can take care of myself and daughter really well. So don't worry" her maid was about to say something but only got shush by her employer 

After 30 minutes, Yuju cooks finally done and her maids are all has gone out for enjoying their off day. Who doesn't want a day off right? 

"Ok, done. Times to awake my baby girl" Yuju humming happily her favorite song while stepping upstairs to her room 

"Cutie cupcake? Times to wake up" cupcake, pie and any other cute desert names is use by Yuju for her daughter nickname 

Yuju frown when there's no reaction from Arin. That girl isn't a heavy sleeper, she's usually easily awake especially in the morning. Yuju sit on the bed next to her daughter and saw Arin was covering a whole of her small body under the blanket 

"Baby, wake my dear. It's morning already, today mama is cooking. Let's go and eat it" Yuju patting Arin leg softly but still there's nothing from Arin 

"Are you sleepy that much sweetie?" Yuju ask gently and pull away a bit that blanket from Arin face, then she saw Arin body was shaking and that girl was clutching that thick blanket tightly around her body 

"Omo, why are you shaking Arin?" Yuju touch her daughter forehead and Arin forehead was burning 

"Mama, I'm cold" Arin voice was trembling while say that 

"Cold? Your head is hot either. Omo! You're fever baby. What should I do??" Yuju say in panic 

Yuju was biting her nail while thinking about what should she do. She's not always handling someone fever before and if she does, they're all adult person 

She's afraid that if she use the same method as she treat an adult, it'll not gonna be works on Arin who was just 3. Plus with Arin who has already whimpering under the blanket while mumbling cold word, she's does not know what to do 

"Ok Yuju calm down. Calm down and don't panic. Think, come on think. What can you do. Maid, yes maid! I ask for their help!" Yuju mumbling to herself in fast pace before running out from her room 

"Yein! Mr-wait. Aish! Are you senile Yuna? You gave them all a day off, remember?" Yuju say while knocking her head before rush back inside her room

"Ok, what should I do now??" Yuju keeps on knocking her head "Aish, stupid Yuju. Who told you to give all the maids a day off and now look what's happen" Yuju mumbling angrily to herself 

"Uhm, Arin ah. Can you sit up?" Yuju ask as she sit back on the bed, Arin just shaking her head 

"What should I do?? Aish Choi Yuna, come one think. Your daughter is fever, what should you do other than rambling a nonsense things. If only SinB here" She said to herself before quickly grabbing her phone and dialing SinB number  

After a few ring, SinB pick up her phone call and greeet her excitedly 

"Hello hunnie! Miss me already? We're just talking long last night right?" 

"No, I'm not calling you because of I miss you. I mean I miss you but I'm not calling for that. I- Arin uhm" Yuju said quickly in her panic tone make SinB frown in scariness through the other line 

"Ok, relax and take some air hun. Tell me what's wrong, why did you sounds so panic?" SinB couldn't help but also feel panic 

"Arin, she's I don't know. Her forehead is burning and her body was shivering, she's keep on mumbling that she cold. W-what should I do?? S-sh-"

"Ok,ok. Calm down hunnie. Chill ok,don't be panic" SinB try to calming her wife 

"How can I be calm down? Our daughter is sick and I don't know what to do" Yuju said in frustration 

"Yes I know and if you're too panic. Arin will not be well. So just calm down ok" 

"Ok, so what should I do. She's trembling and now, s-she's crying? SinB! She's crying now. What should I do???" Yuju said after she notice that Arin sniffing 

SinB just feel like want to laugh at how panic Yuju can be. That woman was too cute but she know that she can't laugh right now. Her daughter is sick 

"Calm down my hunnie, take a deep breath"

"Wait, oh! She's not crying. She's sniffing because she's got cold" Yuju seems like didn't hear to SinB just now since she's checking on Arin condition 

"Ok, it's fine. Now let's calm down yourself first"

"Ok, how?" Yuju was frowning and SinB knew it really well. That's what she always do every time she's got panic or frustrated 

"Firstly, take a deep breath" Yuju did as told and SinB continue in her calm and warm tone "Then exhale slowly, then repeat the same action for a few times until you calm down"

"Ok, done. Next?"

"Next, ask for a help from Yein or anyone" Yuju was biting her below lips with her wife order 

"Uhm, actually I gave they all a day off today. So it just only me at house right now" 

"You what?? Why did you gav- This is why I asking them to watch over you and Arin while I'm leaving" SinB unconsciously scolding her wife make Yuju pouting 

"I'm sorry, I didnt know that Arin will got sick. If I knew it, I've tied them all at home til you come home" Yuju said make SinB sighing 

"It's fine, let's cool down Arin fever together. Did everything I said. Get it?"

"Yes"

"Ok first, take a dry towel then wetting it with water" SinB said clearly and Yuju nodding as if the younger one can see it 

"Alright, towel. Towel, towel. Where's the towel?" Yuju mumbling as she's open the nightstand drawer and it can be heard by SinB

"You can't found it in the nightstand drawer hunnie, it's in our cloth wardrobe" SinB patiently said 

"Ouh, ok" Yuju open the wardrobe then found a small dry towel "Then?"

"Go and wetting it with water" Yuju get out from her room then walks to the kitchen for wetting that towel 

"Put it in the bowl?" Yuju ask 

"Yes"

"Ok" Yuju put her phone on the water filter for filling it with water. She's wincing in pain when that water was sprinkles on her hand "Ouch, hot" her wince was heard by SinB 

"Wait, don't tell me you use a hot water" SinB got no respond from Yuju since that latter couldn't hear it 

"Yah! Choi Yuna! Where are you?! Listen to me!" SinB has to shout and it's earn Yuju attention 

"Yes, I'm here. Why are you shouting?" Yuju ask innocently make SinB gritting her teeth

"Are you using a hot water??"

"Yes, why?" 

"You ask me why?? Are you trying to burn my daughter head??? Use a cold water!" 

"Yeah, no need to shouting. I'm sorry"

"Stop saying sorry and wetting that towel with cold water then put it on Arin forehead. It'll make her heat goes down" SinB ordering and Yuju can just obeying her 

Yuju place her phone back on that machine then pouring the cold water in the bowl. She's taking back her phone then put it at her ear for hearing the next order 

"Are you angry?" Yuju ask carefully 

"No" SinB reply shortly 

"But why does it sounds like you're angry?" Yuju said with pout before carefully place a bowl in her hand on the nightstand 

"I'm just in frustration. That's all. Have you done putting that towel on her forehead?" SinB ask in more gentle tone this time 

"Yea, she's still shivering. Want to talk to her?" 

"Yes sure, then you take a medicine. I've prepared a medicine in case Arin was fever or something. It's in the refrigerator and has label written fever on it bottle"

"Ok, anything else?" Yuju ask, slightly amaze with her wife action and preparation 

"No, pass the phone to Arin. I want to talk with her" 

"Ok, Arin ah. Mommy wanna talks to you. Here" Yuju handing her phone to that girl before once again get out from the room 

"Arin?"

"Mommy, I'm cold" only God know how SinB want to fly back to Korea for embracing her daughter to giving her some warmth 

"You're cold? I'm sorry baby, I'm not there for warming you" SinB try to hold her tears while talking to her daughter 

"I miss you mommy, when will you come home?" That question didn't helping SinB holding her tears at all 

"I miss you too baby. Don't worry, I'll be back soon"

"But I want mommy right now" Arin also has starts crying 

"I know. But I can't go home now. I just got here yesterday" 

"Mama continue your story yesterday" Arin said with weak smile, knowing that her mommy was crying from the other line. She doesn't want her mommy crying 

"Really? How was it?"

"It's bored, mommy version is more better" SinB was chuckling at her daughter words 

"Really? It's fine. I'll scold her later for making that best story becomes bored" now it's Arin turn who was chuckling 

"Medicine is here. Come on, let's eat it" Yuju comes in with a bottle of paracetamol in her hand 

"Mommy, mama want to feed me a medicine. I don't want it" Arin whining to SinB 

"You have to eat it baby girl. So that your cold will come down and be healthy again" SinB try pursue 

"But it doesn't taste good" 

"It taste like candy sweetheart. Trust me" Yuju said 

"Arin will eat it if mama eat it too" Arin said make Yuju grinning awkwardly

"Mama can't eat it. It's for kids only, I'm adult" SinB heard what Yuju said, she ask Arin to put the speaker on 

"Hunnie, its fine. It'll not effecting at all if an adult eat it"

"Are you being serious baby? I don't like the taste of it" Yuju said 

"But you said it taste like candy just now" Arin said innocently make SinB laugh 

"Hunnie, you have to eat it. We both want Arin to healthy right?"

"Ok, but you'll eat it first ok?" Yuju said make Arin shaking her head 

"No, mama first" 

"Are you even really sick for real sweetie?" Yuju ask suspicious and Arin just shrugging her shoulder 

"Stop talking, eat that medicine now hun. Arin need her rest"

"Ok, remember this once you've grow up Arin. Tell my future grandchildrens that her grandma willing to eating this medicine for you" Yuju said but Arin just blinking her eyes innocently 

"It just a water" SinB said annoyingly 

"A medicine water" Yuju corrected her before gulping the full spoon of that medicine. The last time she eat it was when she's 9 because her mother told her to starts eat painkillers pill on 10 years old 

"Ok, done. Now your turn" Yuju pouring that medicine then try to feed Arin which gladly take by that girl 

"Done, mommy. I've took my medicine. Mama is lying, it doesn't taste like candy at all" Arin sending her cute glare at her mama 

"Mrs. Choi Eunbi. Your daughter here is glaring at me you know" SinB was just laughing 

"Mrs. Choi Yuna, do I care?" Arin was frowning hearing to her parents convo. That Eunbi and Yuna sounds exactly like her favorite fairy tale story 

But what is a 3 years old girl can think? She's getting sleepy, due to the medicine that has she took just now. Yuju notice it, she just smile before carrying Arin in her arms for hugging her and hovering their body with warm blanket 

"Sleep now baby" Yuju say before kissing Arin burned forehead gently. That wet towel already she moved aside, Yuju will put it on her daughter forehead once that girl has deep in sleep 

"Which baby you told to sleep now?" SinB said and it make Yuju chuckle. How can she's forgot about her wife who still on call 

"Our baby of course. Why? Did you want to sleep too?" Yuju turn off the speaker and put her phone to her ear, Arin already closing her eyes and sleep on Yuju chest 

"I should be ask you that question. You ate that medicine just now, you're not sleepy?" SinB chuckling 

"No, how can I'm sleeping when you're on the phone"

"Want me to hang up now? You'll be sleeping and having a sweet dream"

"No, don't. I prefer your sweet voice more than a sweet dream" SinB was blushing 

"Stop it. Arin is there" 

"She's sleep already"

"Without saying I love you to me first?"

"Don't be sad. I'm here, I can say I love you to you" Yuju said make SinB scoffing 

"I want Arin to say it. Not you"

"I feel offence with your word" Yuju said with her fake hurt tone 

"What should I do to vanishing that offence?"

"Hurm, maybe a kiss would do" 

"How are we gonna kiss?" SinB was laughing 

"Send it through the wind" SinB laughing again 

"Stop talking nonsense"

"Hey, I'm trying to keep this conversation becomes more longer" Yuju defending herself 

"I miss you" SinB said suddenly 

"Me too. Don't fall in love with doctors at there ok? I'll be die if you did that"

"Are insane? I'm married and I'm not that crazy for cheating behind you"

"Promise?"

"I promise"

"Good. So when your practical will be starts?"

"Next week. For now, I'm waiting for my roommate to move in and I've done unpacked my things already" 

"Good then be careful ok. I'm not there to protecting you"

"No worries, there's a lot of strong guy here. They can help me" SinB smile teasingly 

"Yah"

"Just kidding hunnie. I love you. So, have you eat already?"

"Not yet. Our baby here got a fever and I lost my appetite" 

"Poor you my hunnie, it's fine. Arin will be alright, you should have some rest too. I'm not there to reducing your tiredness" 

"You know what?" Yuju ask all of sudden 

"What?"

"You're making me falling in love with you more deeper than ever you know"

"Good then, at least my insecurity will become less" Yuju was laughing so hard but stop it when she remember that she has a toddler who was sleeping on her chest right now 

"I can't believe it" SinB said after they had been in a long conversation 

"What?"

"You're great in handling millions dollar projects but fail in handling your fever daughter" SinB said between her laugh 

"Well, nobody is perfect you know. I also has a weakness"

"So Arin is your weakness?"

"Yes, she and her mommy is my weakness"

"Cheesy" SinB muttering 

"But you like it"

"No, I love it" SinB said 

 

After their long conversation has done, SinB decided to get some sleep but the knocks sounds from her door hostel was interrupt her 

"Yes?" She open the door and saw there's one girl who a bit taller than her was standing in front her with two big luggage on her each side 

"Uhm, is this Hwang Eunbi room?" That girl who seems like having the same age as SinB ask in English 

"Yes, and you are?" 

"Hi, nice to meet you. I'm Jieqiong but I prefer for you to call me Pinky instead, your roommate aka new friend" That girl named Jieqiong said with small laugh 

"Ouh, welcome and nice to meet you too. I'm Eunbi but I prefer for you to call me SinB"

"OK SinB" 

"Come in and make yourself at home" SinB said with small laugh followed by Jieqiong 

SinB was a bit relief when her new friend seems like friendly and easy to go on. If not, she'll be awkward since she's not really like having too mane friends. Umji and Hoshi is her friends that she has 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter 61, check! I'm sorry for the lacking of updates from me these past days. I've been a bit busy ^_^ hope you enjoy the chapter~ *wink!*

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yujubemylover #1
Chapter 76: still reading this at 2021:)
reikim
#2
Chapter 76: When will you continue this amazing story author-nim??
MAYDAYY11
#3
Chapter 76: KAYATA BRUH. What a ing rollercoaster. HAHAHAHAHA There’s been more happening in the past 10 chapters than the entire story lmfao I thank author-nim for making this as Sinju friendly as possible so I did not have to sacrifice my phone’s life. I’m sad that this isn’t complete and is in such a precarious situation. It’s not quite a cliff-hanger but its in a position where there’s very clearly many things being set up and Sinju is in even more danger.

Deadass this story has gone from a simple fluffy plot to an actual Korean Drama. Everything is there from the vengeful mother-in-law who hates the main love interest+mom has a huge debilitating illness cliche, the main lead is a rich chaebol heir+looks good in everything+has the height for soft cuddles/spooning love interest+gives piggyback rides, the main love interest who’s poor+super cute & lovable, the other love interest who comes in out of nowhere but falls in love with the other side-lead (Yerin). God this is literally a K-drama.

I’m living for this let me just say. If ya ever come back to this author-nim I would be hella hyped and Ik I’m not alone when I say this.
MAYDAYY11
#4
Chapter 70: MY SINJU FEELS. YES! GO YUJU! GET YOUR GIRL BACK. GET THISE HETS OUT OF THE LAWN! AHHHHHHHH MY HAPPINESS KNOWS NO BOUNDS FOR YUJU HAS SAVED THE DAY AND KEPT JACKSON WANG AWAY.
MAYDAYY11
#5
Chapter 69: I could start making all the 69 jokes and how great it is for lesbians in their love life but I’m not. MY FAITH IN SINB WAS NOT MISPLACED. THANK . HAPPIEST I’VE BEEN ALL DAY. This moment is almost as glorious as Apple’s first win but honestly bb needs love and support right now. Lmao feels bad that I’m this happy but let me live. My Sinju feels rn.
MAYDAYY11
#6
Chapter 68: I just want to say that I will actually throw my phone away if SinB accepts Jackson’s advances in the next chapter. An advanced warning because if I don’t leave another comment that probably means that my phone has been obliterated. I have faith in Hwang Eunbi as a person and as Yuju’s lover. I have faith in their marriage however it may be contested. If Yuju can say no to her past feelings for Eunha, SinB can say no to Jackson Wang’s face. I swear to God Hwang Eunbi. Remember who you’ve left behind in Korea. Remember Yuju’s love and Arin’s affection for you. Remember your god damned family. Don’t throw away the 3 years you’ve spent together. So help me God.

Sinju is crushing my heart lately. This Apple comeback has been amazing. I came across this story like a dream and its been amazing so far. Ngl. I enjoyed every single second I’ve spent reading this. I’m putting this all out so I won’t have to write whilst in rage that I will probably feel should some things happen. Just remember that the past 68 chapters have been amazing and I loved them all. Wish me luck for the next few chapters.
Magic_hours98
#7
Hi Haraeyul, Just came here to remind you that it has already been 3 years since you wrote this HAHA and it's already Jagi and I' 3 years anniv Hahaha when will you update? Should me and Jagi continue this in real life? Haha
MEL_buddy #8
Author, pls update~
Cucumberbaby
#9
Chapter 76: HAHAHAHA , I missed so much fun hereeee
SayTsuki
#10
Chapter 76: Author, don't you think it's been a long time?
When you return, Arin will be 15 years old.