Chapter 39

3 Years Without Love, With Happiness

A week walks really fast. Now it's time for Yuju and SinB to go home, Sojung doesn't want them to go since her loneliness will surely come back after her daughter and daughter in law has leave her house 

But what can she do. Both of them already has their own life and it obviously not with her. Sojung just sit on the her daughter bed while looking at SinB who putting their stuff into the luggage 

"A week feel like just a day" Sojung sigh make SinB chuckle 

"It's ok mommy, if me or Yuju has some free time, we promise that we'll come again"

"Yea but I still has a lot of things to talks to you guys" Sojung pouting 

"Really? Because from what me and Yuju saw, you're only at home in a night time mommy. In a daytime, you're spending at your vegetables farm" 

"Oh, really? Did I? Hehehe. What I do? All those plants is my friends when I'm being accompanying with loneliness" SinB nodding in understanding 

"You can come to Seoul if you miss us. At there you'll not being distract by your plants like in here"

"But I'm gonna miss them. So it's fine, you guys can come during your free time"

"Oh, so your plants is more important than us mommy? So meanie" Sojung just rolled her eyes to SinB pout 

"You should be happy that I love those plants than Yuju. If I love Yuju more than everything in this world, you gonna have a hard time to be alone with her" SinB just laughing 

"Is everything all done baby?" Yuju ask as she made her way toward her mother 

"Almost done" Yuju just nodding before wrapping one of her arm around Sojung neck 

"Wanna come with us mommy?"

"No thanks, I still have a lot things to do here Yuju" Sojung answer her one and only daughter while softly caress Yuju arm 

"A lot of things? Your farm you mean?"

"Yes"

"Come on mommy, you have a lot of workers. Just leave it to them for awhile"

"Sorry Yuju but I don't have a feel to be in that metal city again"

"Metal city? Seoul you mean?"

"Yup"

"That metal city used to be your life mommy"

"Yea but that's before I'm back to this greens village"

"Why it was so hard for you to come with us mommy? Did you have an affair with someone and you guys broke up, that's why you didn't want to come back to Seoul. Because you're afraid you'll bump into that person" Sojung pinch Yuju stomach hardly make Yuju scream in pain 

"Mind your mouth. I never have someone in my heart. It's still belong to your daddy. I'm a loyal type you know. Right SinB?" SinB just nodding with warm smile 

"Aww, that was so sweet mommy" Yuju said make her mother smile proudly

"What? You thought that you're the only one who can act so sweet toward SinB? I also can do it" 

"Aiiee, my sweetness toward SinB is different mommy. We're still young, so our sweetness is different with your sweetness" Yuju said in teasing way 

"Oh, so you're telling me that I'm old already?"

"You're the one who said that. Not me"

"Whatever. SinB, are you done? Please take this kid with you quickly. I afraid if more longer she's stay here, she'll lost her head"

"Woah, that joke was too much mommy" SinB just chuckling hearing that mother and daughter conversation 

 

"We'll take our leave first mommy" Yuju was hugging tight her mother 

"Alright, drive carefully ok" Sojung patting Yuju back softly 

"Mommy, take care of yourself ok" now it's SinB turn to hug Sojung 

"Ok SinB. Aish, I know that you're soon to be nurse but you don't have to remind me about that thing for many times. I'm old already, I know how to take care of myself" SinB and Yuju just chuckling 

"Ok, we promise that we'll come and visit you again mommy"

"Yea but make sure you'll come with good news and not just an empty hand" SinB and Yuju frown with Sojung words 

"Aish, why did you guys so slow. The last time I heard a kid voice was during Yuju still young. So, yea" Sojung winking toward Yuju 

"Ouh, that? Don't worry mommy, we'll work more hard. Right baby?" Yuju wrap SinB shoulder with her long arm but SinB push her arm away before smile awkwardly in blush cheeks 

After they bid a goodbye, Yuju drive out from her mother hometown heading to Seoul. Just like the way to that hometown, the way back to Seoul also was filling with a lovely conversation till SinB lost her count in how much Yuju make her laugh and blush 

They arrived at their mansion in the midnight. SinB didn't say a word but just slump her body on their bed due to her sore body because of sitting for long time in the car 

"Baby, change your cloths and wash your feet first at least" Yuju said softly while sitting next to SinB on the bed 

"But I'm sleepy" SinB talks with her face on the pillow 

"Yea I know but you'll get a nightmare" Yuju slowly caress SinB hairs 

"Don't you have your own way how to chase that nightmare?" SinB lift up her face to face Yuju 

"Nope, I don't have that way but if you want to be awake all night. I have my own way" Yuju said with naughty smile spreading on her lips 

"Move" SinB push away Yuju face when that woman want to lean in more closer to her

"Hey, where are you going?" Yuju ask when she saw SinB get up from the bed 

"Change my cloths and wash my feet. I don't want to stay awake all night with you,that'll be more worse than a nightmare" SinB said then get into the bathroom leaving Yuju chuckling alone 

Yuju then taking out her phone that she turn off while she's in her mother hometown. She's turn on it and saw there's call from her secretary, clients and friends mostly Eunha

Yuju call Eunha first since she want to meet that latter on tomorrow. She's hesitate at first, thinking that maybe Eunha has sleep already but she's still call her

"Hello?" Eunha voice make Yuju smile brightly then walk out from her room, afraid that SinB will hear to their conversation 

 

 

The next morning, 

"Hi Eunha, sorry if I keep you await" Yuju said as soon as she take a sit across Eunha seat 

"Hi, no I also just arrived a few minutes ago" Eunha answer with her warm smile 

"Ouh, really? Ok. Lets order something?"

"Yes, sure" 

Yuju call the waiters before ordering for their breakfast

"So, you told me that you have something important to tell me. What is it?" Eunha ask while fidgeting her fingers under the table 

She's keep on thinking about what will Yuju tell her since she got a call from that taller woman. The deepest part of her heart, she was hoping for Yuju to confess to her 

"Ouh about that. Uhm, Eunha ah, promise me that you'll not get mad or offence when you found out about what I'm gonna say"  Yuju said nervously 

"Just say it Yuju ah, I promise will not get mad or offence" Eunha also couldn't help but feel nervous 

"Uhm, Eunha ah. Actually, I'm.... Married" 

Eunha smile fade away, she's froze at her place. The chaos and loud voice that echoing in that cafe didn't hear by Eunha anymore. Her world as if was crush, breaking into a pieces 

"Uhm, really? Wow. Hahaha congratulations?" Eunha smile awkwardly, she forgot how to smile sincerely for awhile 

"Yea, I'm sorry for not telling you this more earlier"

"It's fine, by the way may I know who's your husband? Did I know him?" Eunha try to didn't choke her own words, if it's not Yuju who sit in front her right now, she'll burst into the tears for sure 

"Actually, it's not a husband. I'm married to a girl" once again Eunha want to crying, she thought that Yuju is straight but knowing she's not, Eunha couldn't help but regret for not confess more early 

"O-ouh, uhm. Did I know who's that girl?" 

"You know her, she's one of your student. SinB"

"But she's younger than us" Eunha seems like disbelief it 

"Well, yea I know but something was happen back then till I have to marry her"

"So you marrying her because there's something happen? Not because of love?" From what Eunha said, she's clearly for Yuju to not loving anyone else. It might be giving her a second chance to be with Yuju 

"Yea, we aren't married because of love. But because of my late grandfather who want to see my wedding before he's closing her eyes" Yuju explain softly 

"What about now? Did you, love her?" Eunha was hoping for Yuju to said no but her world was completely damage when Yuju said she love her wife 

"Now? I love her, so much. I didn't notice my real feeling at first but after spending so much time with her, I slowly felt attracted to her. The way she's doing her task as my wife is really a good. Even though she know that our marriage is not base on love but she never fail in doing her responsibility as my wife" Yuju smile brightly when she's telling Eunha about her wife greatness 

"May I know how long that you guys has married?" Yuju smile who used to make Eunha heart fluttering has turn to make Eunha heart feeling a pain 

"2 years and will be 3 in just a few months. We didn't tell anyone about our marriage actually, since before SinB still in her study time so I don't want her to feel any burden with her status"

"So you guys marriage is a secret?"

Yea, but I was planning to reveal about our own status on our third anniversary" 

"Are you happy with her?" 

"Yes I am. I'm really happy and I don't think that I'll be this happy without her" Eunha smile sadly but Yuju didn't caught it since she's looking down on her lap 

"Good then. Me as your best friend hope that you guys will stay with each other till the end" 

"Thanks Eunha. And I'm sorry once again, I didn't tell you about me and SinB" Eunha just smile a bit and not long after that, Eunha phone was ringing 

Eunha couldn't be this happy because of that call. Since she know about Yuju married status, she was praying to God that she was hoping for someone to take her away from that cafe right on that moment 

"Hello Umji?" Eunha greet the caller brightly but it's just a fake one 

"Umji? Eunha ah, it's me Yerin" it was Yerin who call Eunha 

"Yes? Oh, you want to meet me at Mapo Bridge?" Eunha just ignoring what Yerin said 

"Mapo Bridge? Yah, Eunha. What are you talking about? I was calling you to ask you for have a hang out with me"

"Ouh, ok. I'll go there now, I'll wait you at there ok Umji. Bye, see you at Mapo Bridge" Eunha letting out her chuckling that obviously fake as she hang up the phone 

"Eun- yah? Hello? Aish, what's wrong with this woman?" Yerin ask herself while looking at her screen phone 

She's putting her phone on the table next to her bed before lay down on her bed. She's huffing due to her boredom. She want to ask Eunha for hanging out with her since Sowon already have a date with her boyfriend 

She's now debating with herself whether should she just stay at her house or go to Mapo Bridge, meeting Yerin at there. Without thinking twice, she's jump out from her bed then changing her cloths for meeting Eunha 

 

"Yuju ah, I'm sorry but seems like I have to go now. Umji want to meet me at Mapo right now. She said she has something to tell me" Eunha lied 

"Ouh, really? But what about our breakfast?"

"Uhm, I'll just leave it to you. I'll going now. Bye" with that Eunha quickly make her way out from that cafe, she didn't even wait for Yuju to say a thing

Eunha taking out her car key from her handbag then open the door of her car before get into that red Mini Cooper with her eyes already drenched by her tears. She hitting her steering repeatly to let go her frustration 

She's crying so hard in her car, hearing the fact that Yuju is belong to someone else is the thing that really hard to be accept. She think that all years that she used to wait for Yuju is just such a useless

"So that mean, it just me who thinking that you're having a special feeling toward me?" Eunha ask in her sob 

"It just me who willing to wasting those years to wait for you?" Eunha cry becomes more harder 

"It just me who love you all this while Yuju? Why did you do this to me Yuju? Why? I love you but why you can't see it?" Eunha ask in her sob 

Eunha wipe her tears that running out from her eyes roughly before drive to Mapo Bridge, she didn't sure if Yerin will be there or not but she'll be grateful if that woman was there. She really need someone to be with her right now 

There's no Yerin sight can be saw as soon as Eunha step into that bridge area. She's letting out her heavy sigh while walking to the nearest bench. Her eyes are already swollen due to her tears that drop from her eyes like a snowflakes droplets in this morning winter 

Eunha looking down on the ground that whitening by the snowflakes with full of sadness. She can see her tears hitting the ground beneath her, she didn't even bother to wipe those tears away since she know. No matter how many times she's wiping those tears, it's still will come out 

Not long after that, Eunha got shock when her tears fell into someone hands instead of ground. She's look up to seeing who's the owner to those hands that wearing a red gloves. That person was smile warmly at her but Eunha can see there's concerns in that person dark brown eyes 

"Don't you know how many people was suffers because of the lacks of water? And here you are, wasting this water?" That person said 

"It just a tears Yerin" 

"Even so, it's still a water. And every water in this world are precious. Including your tears" Yerin kneeling in front Eunha then wipe that short woman tears 

"You came" Eunha just let Yerin wipe her tears 

"You ask me to. I don't have a heart to let someone like you to be here alone" Eunha just chuckling 

"I'm sad"Eunha said 

"I can see that"

"I wanna cry"

"You already did that"

"I need someone to comfort me" Eunha tears running out again 

"What's the use I'm here?"

"May I have a hug?"

"You don't have to ask" with that words, Eunha immediately throw herself into Yerin arms, cry in there and to seeking some warmness in this coldness 

"Its hurt Yerin. It's really hurt" Yerin just patting Eunha back softly, hoping that'll make Eunha calm. She doesn't know what's hurting Eunha so much but she know that Eunha will tell her later. All she has to do right now is just make Eunha feel calm 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter 39, check! Sorry if you guys was unsatisfied with this chapter. I dunno what happen to my brain during writing this *bow90° 

 

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yujubemylover #1
Chapter 76: still reading this at 2021:)
reikim
#2
Chapter 76: When will you continue this amazing story author-nim??
MAYDAYY11
#3
Chapter 76: KAYATA BRUH. What a ing rollercoaster. HAHAHAHAHA There’s been more happening in the past 10 chapters than the entire story lmfao I thank author-nim for making this as Sinju friendly as possible so I did not have to sacrifice my phone’s life. I’m sad that this isn’t complete and is in such a precarious situation. It’s not quite a cliff-hanger but its in a position where there’s very clearly many things being set up and Sinju is in even more danger.

Deadass this story has gone from a simple fluffy plot to an actual Korean Drama. Everything is there from the vengeful mother-in-law who hates the main love interest+mom has a huge debilitating illness cliche, the main lead is a rich chaebol heir+looks good in everything+has the height for soft cuddles/spooning love interest+gives piggyback rides, the main love interest who’s poor+super cute & lovable, the other love interest who comes in out of nowhere but falls in love with the other side-lead (Yerin). God this is literally a K-drama.

I’m living for this let me just say. If ya ever come back to this author-nim I would be hella hyped and Ik I’m not alone when I say this.
MAYDAYY11
#4
Chapter 70: MY SINJU FEELS. YES! GO YUJU! GET YOUR GIRL BACK. GET THISE HETS OUT OF THE LAWN! AHHHHHHHH MY HAPPINESS KNOWS NO BOUNDS FOR YUJU HAS SAVED THE DAY AND KEPT JACKSON WANG AWAY.
MAYDAYY11
#5
Chapter 69: I could start making all the 69 jokes and how great it is for lesbians in their love life but I’m not. MY FAITH IN SINB WAS NOT MISPLACED. THANK . HAPPIEST I’VE BEEN ALL DAY. This moment is almost as glorious as Apple’s first win but honestly bb needs love and support right now. Lmao feels bad that I’m this happy but let me live. My Sinju feels rn.
MAYDAYY11
#6
Chapter 68: I just want to say that I will actually throw my phone away if SinB accepts Jackson’s advances in the next chapter. An advanced warning because if I don’t leave another comment that probably means that my phone has been obliterated. I have faith in Hwang Eunbi as a person and as Yuju’s lover. I have faith in their marriage however it may be contested. If Yuju can say no to her past feelings for Eunha, SinB can say no to Jackson Wang’s face. I swear to God Hwang Eunbi. Remember who you’ve left behind in Korea. Remember Yuju’s love and Arin’s affection for you. Remember your god damned family. Don’t throw away the 3 years you’ve spent together. So help me God.

Sinju is crushing my heart lately. This Apple comeback has been amazing. I came across this story like a dream and its been amazing so far. Ngl. I enjoyed every single second I’ve spent reading this. I’m putting this all out so I won’t have to write whilst in rage that I will probably feel should some things happen. Just remember that the past 68 chapters have been amazing and I loved them all. Wish me luck for the next few chapters.
Magic_hours98
#7
Hi Haraeyul, Just came here to remind you that it has already been 3 years since you wrote this HAHA and it's already Jagi and I' 3 years anniv Hahaha when will you update? Should me and Jagi continue this in real life? Haha
MEL_buddy #8
Author, pls update~
Cucumberbaby
#9
Chapter 76: HAHAHAHA , I missed so much fun hereeee
SayTsuki
#10
Chapter 76: Author, don't you think it's been a long time?
When you return, Arin will be 15 years old.