Yuju was standing alone at the roadside, she doesn't know where she's standing at and why she's standing there. People was pass by wasn't Korean or any face that she knew. All of them are a strangers 

She's frowning alone. As far as she remember, she's is on her bed. Taking a sleep after tired building a small hut that she built for Arin at the vacant space on the land roof of their mansion. But why now she's being at here. The place that she unusual be at 

In those bunch of people's, her eyes was brightening when her two beloved girls was catching her attention. Her smile immediately become the wide one. Her wife and daughter are standing at the same roadside as her but only got separated by some peoples who walks around them 

Her frets bring her toward her wife and daughter. She's got blocked by those crowd but because of she want to go and get her family, she's still keep going 

"SinB! Arin!" Yuju called to get their attention but it doesn't works. Both of them are fixing their eyes across the road

Yuju frown getting bigger but thinking that maybe they couldn't hear her due to the loud of peoples, she's try again but also got none from her two girls

Her frown was gone and smiles was replacing on her lips as soon as she arrived at her wife side but when she was about to hold SinB left hand, her hand was touching the empty air instead 

Suddenly both SinB and Arin are gone from her eyes. They're just standing a few inch from her just now and now they're gone. Where are they going? Yuju asking her mind 

Her eyes was wandering her surrounds, she's sure that is her wife and daughter who are standing here just now. And if it's not them, how can they disappear so fast

Her eyes once again saw SinB and Arin. Across of the roadside that she's stand right now. They're looking at her from there. Confusion was crawling in Yuju self. Since when did they go there and so it's true that it was really them who stood here just now 

But why did Arin was crying? And why did SinB somehow giving her an angry and disappointed look. As if she have done something unforgiven

Arin lift her right hand toward her since her left hand being held by SinB. Arin as if was asking Yuju to join them at there, adding the weirdness is. Arin was calling her Mama,she couldn't hear it but she's sure that Arin was calling her 

Yuju slightly weird with herself. Why did she didn't move her feet for walks toward her wife and daughter. Arin is crying there and she didn't even try to calm her, what a worse parent she is. She thought alone 

After a few moments, Yuju finally move her feet to across that road and that's also the time where SinB also walk away from there with Arin crying while look behind at Yuju. Why did SinB was like running from her? Thinking that happen just make Yuju sad 

"SinB, Arin! Wait!" She's shout and she sure that they could hear it but why did they aren't stop from walking away? 

A loud honk was echoing that road area. She herself doesn't know why did she took so long to just across the road that as big as alley and only can be fit by just one car 

Without waiting for a second, her body got hit by that car. She didn't feel hurt or injure but there's something that hurt her the most. SinB just looking at her body who got bump by that car with expressionless face. Not shock, cry or sad. Just plain

Arin? She want to go and get her Mama but she couldn't, her Mommy grip was too tight for her to let herself go 

Yuju eyes wide opens. All her inner and outsider organ was all tense. Her heart beating really fast, nervousness was filling all inch in her heart. Her body was react to it too fast till she's unconsciously sit up from her lie state. She's breath heavily, her eyes was wondering her surrounding again 

She's in her room. Not that place anymore. She look at her side and there's SinB was sleeping so peacefully like an angel. Not stand many feet away from her with anger look. She can feel her cold sweat was running down from her head till her forehead 

Lean down for kissing her wife temple before gently caressing SinB soft hairs that smell like a sweet strawberry probably from her shampoo. Get off from their bed, she's walk out from their room then heading to their daughter room that located not really far from them 

Take a small peek from the door, Yuju let out a relief sigh and smile at that sight. She's walk slowly toward Arin queen sized bed that use a pink sheet. She take a sit at her daughter small frame, also land a soft kiss on her temple 

"So it just a dream?" Yuju ask herself in whispering way, afraid that she'll awake their precious princess 

"I can't imagining it if that was true" Yuju eyes still fixing on Arin peace face. Her hand didn't stop from caressing that girl hairs that also has strawberry smell 

"Mama couldn't imagine it if you and Mommy was walk away from me. Even though you're still small and probably couldn't understand it. But actually you and your Mommy are my life and soul. If I lost you two. That mean I lost my life and soul. My life will empty without fill. Mama promised I'll do anything and everything for you and Mommy. I love you sweetie. Have a sweet dream" she land another kiss on Arin forehead this time before fixing a bit that girl blanket before walk out from that room 

She go back to her room and sit at the edge of their bed. Looking and staring her wife that still deep in sleep. She laid her body at her previous spot, facing SinB this time. Her eyes are in same level as SinB eyes 

She tuck SinB hairs behind that girl ear before draw a small round shape on her cheek with her thumb. SinB didn't move even a bit. Probably already usual with those soft thumb of Yuju, it make she sleep more dearly 

How can I still alive without this girl on my side? Yuju said to herself, she suddenly felt unseasy with her own dream just now. Even though it's not a scary or dream about ghost. It's dream about SinB and Arin leaving her behind and that's her biggest fear in her life 

Yuju take a glance at the clock on the nightstand next to their king sized bed. It's only 3 am and she couldn't go back to her sleep because she's afraid she'll get the same dream again. She doesn't want it to be happen, so it's better if she's stay awake till the morning while staring her beautiful wife sleeping face 

At 3:30 am, Yuju heard a soft knock on her wood door room. Interrupted her stares on SinB face. She's open the door and found Arin was stand there with her favorite teddy bear in her left arm and her iPad in her right arm. There's stain of tears at the corner of Arin eyes 

"Why sweetheart? Why are you crying?" Yuju kneeling to be at same level as Arin to wipe those tears away 

Arin write something on her iPad. Yuju got her an iPad for make it easier for them to have a proper conversation with their daughter since both her and SinB aren't good in signal. So by that iPad, Arin can ask or say everything she feel or want by writing on it

Arin is a good and smart girl, she doesn't need a long time to learning using it. Maybe her real parents already got her an iPad before but it's destroyed or maybe got stole by those thief 

"I'm having a nightmare. I scare" Arin typing it before show it to Yuju 

"Nightmare? Aigoo, come here you sweetie. It's fine, let's sleep here together. I'll chase those nightmare away" Yuju pick her daughter into her arms before bring her to the bed, lay her down next to her sleeping wife body carefully. Not wanting SinB to awake 

"Sleep tight ok. Mama and Mommy are here, so don't scare" Yuju lie herself beside Arin then kiss that girl cheek and Arin returning her kiss also on Yuju cheek. Sending her thanks through that kiss for her new parent 

Now Yuju stares two her precious life with bright eyes and smile. People was right. Whenever you're feeling uneasy or not calm, stares your child and wife face while they're sleeping. It'll giving you a peace and unexplained feeling. Yuju now felt how does it feel and she grateful it so much 

A small hand drop on SinB face all of sudden, awake her from her peaceful sleep. Who's hand is that? She knew it's aren't Yuju hand since it's too small and light. Beside, Yuju didn't really move in her sleep

SinB open her eyes and look at her side. There Arin sleeping face was greeting her morning view. Wide smile appear on her lips, soft chuckle escape from . Her daughter was sleeping with mouth slightly open a bit. Small snore can be heard too 

How can Arin slept here? She ask herself, not doesn't like it but confuse but maybe Yuju was the one who lift her up till here for sleeping with them

She's kissing both side of her daughter cheeks then take a glance on the clock. It's 7 am and she still have some time to prepare a breakfast before get ready for her class that will be start at 8:30 am today

How she feel like want to just quit her study and stay at home to taking care of Arin but she knew she can't. Yuju will not allow her to do so. Since she want SinB to have a life as a student and not burdening about her status mother and wife. Beside, she knew that SinB isn't the type of woman who want to use her partner money

No matter how much money that Yuju gave her, SinB will not use it unless she have to. She's having a thought that it was Yuju money and she doesn't want to be seen as a gold digger who just marry Yuju because of her money. So it's better for her to have her own job 

Talk about her wife, SinB just realize that Yuju isn't on that bed with them. She's frown in confusion. Just where is her hunnie going? SinB asking in her mind 

"Sleep more, Mommy want to find your Mama" SinB softly patting Arin cheek before get off from the bed then washing her face and brush her teeth in the bathroom 

An aromatic fried rice was greeting her nostril as soon as she get our from the room. From this delicious aroma, SinB can knew that Yuju must be at the kitchen for cooking. Such a perfect hunnie she have. SinB chuckle with that thought of hers

See what she thought? Yuju is indeed in the kitchen for cooking. SinB nose never at fault when it's come about Yuju. With bright smile she's walk toward Yuju and engulfing the taller woman in back hug. Slightly shocking that woman who focusly on her cooks 

"Hmm, smells good" SinB said as she take a peek from Yuju behind 

"Smell good? Trust me, not only the smell is good but also the taste" Yuju turn off the stove since she has done with her cook then face SinB 

"Morning" Yuju greet her wife with good morning kiss on the lips 

"Morning" SinB said after they have pull away from their kiss. They can't kiss for too long, or else one of them couldn't go to her class 

"So, how's your sleep last night?" Yuju ask as her arms sneaking around SinB waist 

"With you on my side, it's has been so good" SinB also sneaking her arms around Yuju neck,making the taller one chuckle 

"Good for you, I'm having a nightmare tho" Yuju pout a bit 

"Nightmare? Why?" 

"Because I didn't got my good night kiss last night" Yuju pout make SinB ruffling her bang 

"Poor my hunnie, its fine I'll pay it later"

"What about now?" Yuju pull SinB more closer to her but SinB stop her first 

"No, not today" SinB sing a BTS Not Today song 

"Why?"

"Remember last time? Arin and Yein caught us while kissing, I don't want it to be happen again. It's embarrassing" Yuju just chuckling 

"Alright then. But I'll claim it on tonight" Yuju sending her flirting wink 

"Whatever" SinB sticking her tongue out "Why did you cook fried rice?"

"Why? Don't you like it?" 

"It's too early for me to have a calories. I'll be fat" SinB said in sulking way 

"Good then"

"Why would it be good?" SinB frown 

"It'll move any flirt guys eyes from my beautiful wife" Yuju fixing SinB hairs 

"And you'll move your eyes from me too" SinB crossing her arms above her chest 

"If one day I move my eyes from you, no matter wheater you're fat or not. Take this knife and poke my eyes off. I'm willing" Yuju said then lifting a knife that rest on the chopping board 

"You'll be blind and I'll be arrest by police" SinB rolled her eyes, annoying at her wife who told her to poke out her eyes off. How can she do that to her beloved one 

"I can pay a visit you at the jail with a cane and sunglasses" SinB slap Yuju chest a bit hard make that woman laugh 

"I'm being serious here, stop play around" SinB said in serious tone 

"I am also serious. I didn't accept you because of your features but because of yourself. And I took your beautiful features as an advances for me to take care of it more carefully" Yuju said and sincerity clearly can be heard 

"I'm the novel reader but why did you're the one who got those sweets words line?" SinB ask 

"Just think that your dream and wish about getting a partner like the main characters in your novel is granted" Yuju flashing her charm smile that has melted SinB heart for many times already 

Chapter 49, check! Aigoo, aigoo, aigoo. Where can I find someone like Yuju? Can you guys gimme any suggestions???  XD HAHAHAHA