Chapter 38
3 Years Without Love, With HappinessYuju was awake at the moment SinB open the curtain of the window at their room. Yuju was groan when the sunlight straightly got into her eyes
"Good morning hunnie!" SinB cheer tone but her voice a bit hoarsely make Yuju smile warmly before squinting her eyes to get a clear view of her wife that already take a sit next to her on the bed
"Morning baby" Yuju was about to sit up for land a kiss on SinB moist lips but stop and frown when she suddenly feel cold wind at her upper body part
She's looking down and got shock when she realize that she was shirtless. Still didn't satisfied with herself being sleep without shirt, she lift up her blanket and widening her eyes when she found that she has nothing to covering up her body other than the blanket that she held tightly since just now
Yuju look at SinB direction and saw that girl just stare the floor with a stain of blush on her cheeks. Yuju held that blanket more tighter, feeling a bit awkward when SinB see her shirtless conditions
Even though Yuju already cover her body with that blanket, her white and fair shoulder still be expose and SinB couldn't see it since there's a scratching scar on that taller woman shoulder and back. Of course she knew it because those scars was come from her nails
Yuju was praying in her mind that she hope she didn't do something stupid on last night. Especially to SinB. Her eyes slowly trailing along SinB jaw line and stop when she saw there's a few small hickeys on that girl neck
Silence was filling the atmosphere when both of them doesn't talk at all. SinB is waiting for what will Yuju say about last night. Did SinB doing great last night? And did Yuju even remember about last night, since she's so drunk
Meanwhile Yuju silence was being fill with regrets. With those hickeys she finally know about why she's sleeping without any cloth. She's feeling guilty toward SinB. She thought that she's taking an advantage on her own wife
"Uhm, SinB? Did we?" Yuju ask slowly, doesn't know if her question was right or not
"Hmm? Uhm" SinB still look down on the floor then nod slowly, she's smile shyly after try so hard to stop her blush. Thinking about last night session really make she's embarrassed since it was her first time did it
"Oh no. No, no, no. It was a wrong action" Yuju said while massaging her forehead
"Why would it be wrong action?" SinB finally look up to seeing Yuju face
"It was really wrong. SinB ah, you should stop me last night"
"I try but" SinB doesn't have words to say after that. She's too disappointed when she's knowing that Yuju didn't want last night thing be happen
"But what?" Yuju ask softly while try to hold SinB shoulder but that girl push her hand away softly before get up from their bed
"Nothing, you're right. Last night things shouldn't be happen. It was my fault for have a thought that maybe you love it like the way I do" SinB said and Yuju swear she can feel SinB is hurting in her tone
"SinB ah" Yuju try to reaching out for SinB hand while her another hand are clutching her blanket tightly
"It's ok, let's just forget about what happen between us last night. You should take a bath now, I'm sure you're having a hangover right? You're drunk pretty badly last night. I'll get out now" SinB once again avoiding her hand when Yuju want to hold it
With that she's walk out from their room. She leaning on the door as soon as she has get out from that room. She's shutly her eyes closely to vanishing to a small tears that threatening want to come out from her eyes
Yuju let out her heavy sigh the moment SinB close the door. She's massaging her head that still dizzy due to an alcohol that she drank last night
"Great Yuju. Just great. First, you got drunk. Then you're taking an advantage on your own wife even without your conscious. Now you're hurting her with your own mouth. Why did you always make she's hurting Yuna ah" Yuju scolding herself before quickly pick her shirt then went to the bathroom
She's still dizzy and can't walks properly due to her headache but she have to pursue SinB. She make her way toward the kitchen after smelling something nice from there
SinB didn't notice that Yuju is in the kitchen with her, so she just do her jobs without any distraction. She's actually was cooking Yuju a soup to reducing her hangover
While SinB was humming her and Yuju favorite song, she's stop when there's a pair of arms was tightly wrapping her body frame. She knew who's the owner of that slender arm by just inhaling that person scent
"Why did you stop?" Yuju ask or more like whispering into SinB ear when she's putting her chin on SinB shoulder
"Stop what?" SinB try to sounds normal, she still didn't recover from just now talks with Yuju
"That humming. Why did you stop it? I just was about to enjoy hearing it in more close distance" Yuju hand naughtly found it way to get into SinB shirt as her fingers slowly caress that girl tummy
"Uhm, can you move a bit? It's hard for me to cook if you being this close to me" instead of answering Yuju question, SinB said that since her tummy feel something unusual feeling
"Don't cook then. Stay this closeness with me" Yuju hug her more tight
"Stop being ridiculous, you're having a hangover. You should have a soup to relief it" SinB said make Yuju smile at her affection
"Ok, you may cook. But I'm still wanna be here" Yuju stubbornly said
"Suit yourself" SinB has to admit that feeling Yuju warms engulfing her is really the warmest thing that she ever felt. Especially when it's too cold outside because of winter is happily letting out it snowflakes
"I'm sorry" Yuju said all of sudden
"Huh?" SinB give her a questioning look
"For what happen last night and this morning. I feel like I'm taking an advantage on you last night"
"What make you think so??" SinB stop her cooks task then turn around to facing Yuju who wear a full with guilty look
"Well, as you know. We're just practically confess to each other about a few days ago and I think that maybe it's just too fast"
"Tell me honestly. Did you even once, having a thought to do that thing with me?" SinB ask make Yuju look up
"I would be lie if I say I didn't. But I don't want to push you to that way since it's too early. I don't want you to do it with me but with unwilling heart. I know that you aren't ready yet. That's why I said that it's wrong action. Beside I was drunk last night and I didn't in right mind that time. All the thing that I can recall from last night is when you're taking me from Shin auntie house" Yuju stop her long explanation before continue it back
"I feel like a jerk. I slept with you last night but I can't recall about it even one of it at all. That's make me felt so guilty, I shouldn't treated you that way last night" Yuju hung her head down to look on the floor
"Hunnie ah, if you're thinking that I'm not ready for doing it with you. You're wrong hun, I've gave you all my everything at the moment I knew my love for you is real" SinB cupping Yuju face to facing her
"And about that jerk thing, you're right. I kinda disappointed when you said you didn't remember about our first time. But since you didn't mean it, I forgive you" SinB ruffling Yuju hairs softly make that woman grinning
"Don't worry, I'll not do it again" Yuju raise her palm
"Are you telling me that we're gonna have it for second time?" SinB raise one of her eyebrow
"Why not? You're ready for it already right?" Yuju wiggling her eyebrows up and down make SinB push her shoulder to they stand away from each other
"You're creepy" SinB said before proceeding her cooking
Yuju just chuckling before back to her previous position. It just she's swaying her body a bit along with SinB, she's resting her chin on SinB shoulder then inhale that girl scent deeply
"What are you doing?"
"How many times should I answer you? I told you that I'm cooking a soup for you" SinB said slightly annoying with Yuju repeatly question
"I know. I just want to hear your voice"
"What? Ugh, your cheesy side is back. Why would you want to hear my voice?"
"Because for me, your voice is like a soft music into my ears"
"Stop making me blush and humming our favorite song. Your voice is good, I love to hear it before sleeping"
Not wanting making her beloved one waiting, Yuju humming their song into SinB ears. She's swaying their body together as if they're dancing in the centre of ballroom
Chapter 38, check! We'll go to EunJu friendly date in next chapter ^_^
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