Chapter 29
3 Years Without Love, With Happiness"Umji ah" Umji stop from walking and turn around to find who's calling her
"Oh, Hoshi. Morning, why are you calling me?"
"Morning, uhm, did you saw SinB? I've been searching for her since awhile ago and I can't found her" Hoshi walks with Umji
"I actually was also looking for her. I've called her many times already but she didn't pick it up"
"Just where that girl go?" Hoshi ask himself but Umji heard it, decide to
"Aiiee, you're still worrying her huh.. Even after got rejected"
"Come one Umji, I've move on already" Hoshi rolled his eyes
"That fast?" Umji raise one of her eyebrow
"SinB is not the only one girl who live in this world"
"Hurm, mind to tell me who's that unlucky girl?"
"Uhm, I dont have anyone yet but, you seems not bad too" Hoshi said while eyed Umji top to toe
"Even if you're the last guy who live in this world, I'll not choose you as my boyfriend" Umji said in uninterested tone
"Yah! Am I that wors-"
"SinB! Hoshi, that's SinB right?" Umji cut in Hoshi words when she saw her best friend figure was climbing the balcony rail
"Wher- Umji! Yes it was her, let's go!" Hoshi pull Umji hand then run together toward SinB direction
"SinB! Don't!" Both of them pull SinB down from that rail
"SinB! Are you crazy?!" SinB confuse with Umji shout
"Yes! No matter how big your problem is, commit a suicide was not the right way to solve it!" Now it's Hoshi turn who is shouting
"What the hell is happening with you two? When did I want to commit a suicide?" SinB ask in mad tone
"That, you uhm. You're not planning to jump from here. Right?" Umji ask slowly make SinB look at them with more sharp look
"Ouh, hehehe our bad. We're sorry SinB. This is all your fault Umji!" Hoshi grinning at SinB but then whisper sternly to Umji
"Huh? What? Me? Why is was my fault?"
"You're saying that SinB want to commit a suicide!"
"When did I say that?!"
"Stop it guys. I'm not planning to kill myself" SinB stop both of her best friend from arguing and they did obey her
"But, what are you doing on that rail? It's dangerous you know. You might get kill" Hoshi said
"Yea, he's right. We thought that you have a problem that you couldn't hold anymore till you have to commit a suicide" Umji agreeing Hoshi words
"My thesis paper was flew and got stuck with that flag rope. So I want to pick it" SinB show her paper that nicely being stuck with flag pole
"How can it stuck like that?" Hoshi scratching his head in confusion
"That's what I'm thinking too" Umji also confuse
"And now, I really have a very big problem" SinB let out her heavy sigh then sit on the floor
"It's ok, we can make a new one" Umji try to pursue her
"We couldn't manage it. We have to submit it on this evening" SinB said sadly. What a day for SinB today
She's crying early in the morning because of Yuju, she has to walks about 3km to arrive at her college since she has miss her bus. Her practical nurse uniform are dirty because of one young janitor who didn't do her task correctly till make SinB slip on the wet floor. And now her thesis that she have to submit on this evening was gone
"SinB, SinB ah. Don't cry please, I'm sure Miss Ji will give you another chance to submit it on other day" Umji pull SinB into her hug after she saw her best friend was crying
SinB didn't even know when did she's crying. And maybe that tears was not about her thesis but it's more about her fate. These past week didn't really going well for SinB, her days was worse without Yuju saying sweet things to her
Her day didn't bright when she can't hear Yuju telling her a joke that can make she's laughing for no reason. Those days was walks too slow for her, she just want to come toward Yuju and told Yuju to accept her into her life. But she's again got hit by realization that telling her to just keep on ignoring Yuju. No matter how pain it feels
"SinB ah, you're not crying because of your thesis right?" Hoshi also sitting on the floor, following his two friends
"W-what are you try to say?" SinB sniffing
"Hoshi is right SinB. I noticed that these past few days, you aren't like you. You keep on staring the thin air, your stare is not blank nor bright like usually you did. But it's somehow contain the sadness" Umji said make Hoshi look at her with impress look
SinB look at Umji and Hoshi with blank look. She don't know how she's going to avoiding herself from this situation. But she also couldn't hold this feels alone, she need to let it out, she need to confess and both of her best friend are seems like the right person
"Actually yes. I'm not only crying because of my thesis. I have another problem and it's hurt me so much" SinB said in slow tone while looking down on the floor
Umji and Hoshi changes a knowing look. Hoshi gesture Umji for asking SinB about her problem. Umji nodding and returning her attention back to SinB who is leaning onto the wall while closing her eyes that already wet and drench by her tears
"What is it? You know that you can trust us right?" Umji ask softly, earn a small nod from SinB
SinB didn't sure if she did a right thing to tell about her real status since it's involve to Eunha, Umji sister. But she already spill out about she's having a problem and there's no way to turn away
"Actually, I'm married"
"What??!" Umji and Hoshi ask in shock. Who didn't? When one of our best friend already got married but we didn't even know about it
"Yes, I'm married to Yuju"
"Huh???" The second revelation was the most shocking things that both Umji and Hoshi have heard
"I know, you guys must be shock right?" SinB chuckle lightly
"Well, uhm. A bit but it's fine" Hoshi said awkwardly
"Yea, as long as you're happy. We're happy too" Hoshi nodding to Umji words but SinB just laugh bitterly
"Yea happy. But it didn't long lasting one" Umji and Hoshi frown with SinB words
Seeing both of her best friend are in deep confusion, SinB decided to just tell everything to them. Maybe with sharing she can ease her pain
Yuju focus got interrupt by her phone that make a loud sounds on her table. She just let the ringtone play for a few times before pick it up since it's bothering her so much
"Hello? Who's this?" Yuju ask in serious tone
"Hello? Uhm, Yuju. Are you busy right now?" Eunha ask nervously since she's a bit flinch with Yuju tight voice
"Oh, Eunha. It's you? Yea, I'm a bit busy right now. Why? Did you need something?" Yuju ask as her another hand was busy typing on her computer
"Uhm, no. I just want to remind you abo-"
"Miss Choi, Mr Yeo from Star Hope has arrived, he's waiting for you in the meeting room" JinE come into Yuju office room interrupt Eunha words
"Oh, ok. Serve him a drink while waiting for me" JinE bow politely before walk out from her office room
"Eunha ah, I'm sorry but I'm really busy today. Can we talk on the next time? Uhm, ok I'll call you tonight. OK? Bye" Yuju said rushingly and Eunha know that she's busy for real
"Ouh, ok then. Sorry for bothering you. I'll wait for your call tonight. Bye"
"Bye" Yuju said shortly then hang up the phone call. She's taking all her things that she need in that meeting then quickly make her way to the meeting room
Meanwhile Eunha on the other hand are just look at her phone with disappointed look. She's letting out her heavy sigh. She want to call Yuju for reminding that woman about their meet at their favorite cafe on this weekend but seems like Yuju was too busy for hearing her
"She's busy Eunha. Understand her" Eunha bring both of her index finger to the corner of her lips, she's drag her fingers to upward, with that she's smile. Yuju taught her that
Eunha barely can talk to Yuju since a few days ago. She's wondering if Yuju really busy or busying herself because she don't want to talk to her anymore
Thinking about Yuju was ignoring her on purpose make Eunha feel heavy in her heart. She's doubting if her feeling will get a returns. Yuju seems like so far from her, she knew it. She can feel it
'Did she just distancing herself from me?' Eunha thought but quickly shook her head to chase out that wild mind
"So you're gloomy these past days was because of your marriage?" SinB just nod weakly to Umji question
"So that's why too you're rejecting me? Because you have fall in love with your wife?" Hoshi ask and SinB look at her with apologetic look before nodding
"I'm sorry for hiding this from you guys. I never thought that this feeling of mine will become this strong. I thought that it just a crush that will disappear in no time" SinB just look down
"It's ok, at least you know about your own feeling" Hoshi try to pursue SinB
"It's not ok Hoshi. I think it's better for me to not knowing my own feeling, it's hurt a lot when we know the truth" Umji didn't say a word but just brought SinB into her arms
She never know that her best friend that she get closed with since her first time step into Korea is having this kind of love situation. It's hard for her to choose right now. She's got stuck between two person in one situation
She don't know behind who should she stand. Her best friend, SinB or her own sister, Eunha. Both of them are the person that she love a lot after her late parents. She don't want anyone of them getting hurt but she also want one of them happily with the person that they love which it is turn out to be the same person
'Why did they fell in love with same person?' Umji asking in her mind
"I don't have a word to say SinB ah. All I can do is just listening to your problem, I'll always be here if you need me release everything you feel. Don't just keep it for yourself, it'll just hurting you even more" Umji slowly caress SinB back
"Ok girls, it's time for go home already" Hoshi announced as soon as he take a glance on his watch
"Wow, times walks too fast" Umji also look at her watch
"I'm sorry guys, because of me.You guys miss your class" SinB said with full guilty
"Hey,it's fine. What a friends for huh? If not listen to their friend problem. Right Umji?" Hoshi slung his arm around Umji shoulder but got push by that chubby girl
"Don't you dare to do that again. My sister will kill you if she saw it" Hoshi raising both of his arms to the air "Let's go SinB" SinB nodding before held Umji awaiting hand
"So, wanna go somewhere to grab a good first? Listening to SinJu love story make me hungry" Hoshi said while patting his stomach
"SinJu??" SinB and Umji ask in confusion
"Yea, SinB Yuju. SinJu. Gosh,thought you're smart" Hoshi rolled his eyes make Umji chuckle and SinB smile really small
"It's fine, I have somewhere to go after this. So I'll skip that eat time" SinB said make Umji groan
"Where is it? Your beloved wife house?" Umji ask in annoyed voice make SinB laugh
"No, it just somewhere ok"
"Fine whatever. We'll just go there by the two of us Umji ah"
They keep on talking like always until SinB was being questioning by Umji a weird question
"SinB, are you really sure that you're really in love with Yuju unnie? Are you sure that it's not just a small crush?"
"I'm sure Umji. This is love and not just a small crush. It's getting deeper day by day" SinB said with small smile that make Hoshi lips smiling too
"Ok" Umji shrugging before pushing SinB from back till make that girl fall from the stairs
"SinB! Yah! What are you doing Umji?!!" Hoshi shouting when he saw SinB body rolling down from the stairs and land on the hard floor
SinB was groan in pain when she feel her feet can't move and her wrist is in hurt, she's got a sprained for sure. Hoshi quickly make his way toward SinB who just land on the floor
"SinB ah, are you ok? Did you hurt in any certain part?" Hoshi ask in concern and look at Umji who just calmly bent down to see SinB conditions with mad look
"Yah! Are you crazy Umji? Why did you push her?" Hoshi ask in mad tone but Umji just reply him with smirk
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