While softly humming her favourite song, Yuju give her full attention to the computer screen in front her. She sometimes will take a glance on the picture next to her computer, she'll let out small smile after seeing her picture with SinB

They took it on their first anniversary. They're spending their times at her mother hometown. In that picture, SinB was pose cutely with giving her small love shape to the camera and Yuju who is standing behind her making a v sign behind SinB head to make it look like a horn

SinB want to throw that picture away but Yuju took it first then put it in one of the frame in her office room. Just to fill the atmosphere in her office by that 20 years old girl 

*knock knock*

"Come in" Yuju didn't look up 

"Yuju. Here, the file that you asked earlier" Yerin handing Yuju that file as she take a sit across her boss 

"Oh, ok thanks" Yuju then returning her attention to her computer back

As Yerin wandering her eyes in Yuju office room, her eyes caught the picture that rest on Yuju desk. She's doubting whether she should ask this to Yuju, since she had been to curious about Yuju these lately

"Yuju, may I ask you something"

"Sure. What is it" Yuju fingers didn't stop from typing 

"What is SinB to you?" That question make Yuju turn her head toward her bestfriend

"Why you ask that? She's my wife of course, you knew it too right?" Yuju chuckling but in awkward way when Yerin give her a serious look 

"Do you love her? Tell me honestly" 

"Of course I love her. Can't you see that I'm taking care of her for about 2 years already?"

"What kind of love is that?" Yuju fell into silent, she don't know what to answer 

"Why di-"

"She's still a kid Yuju. Maybe from what we saw, she already has passed her child minded. The real fact is, she's not"

"Wait, what are you trying to said actually?"

"What I'm trying to said right now is, your affection toward her. You're did it too much"

"So what if it's too much? You're the one who ask me to take care of her right?"

"Yes,I asked you that but I didn't ask you to give her a false hope" Yuju frown in confusion 

"What? False hope? When did I gave her false hope?" Yerin let out her heavy sigh 

"You're giving her a false hope by giving her  too affection. You're making her misunderstood with your affection. Please Yuju, just stop it. She's still a kid, she's easily can attract to something that give her happiness"

"You're asking me to stop treating her well? How can I do that?"

"I'm not asking to do that. I just want you to stop giving her a thought that you're having a special feeling for her. What will she think if she know that all your affections is not about love. Just for fulfill you guys contract. Don't she will feel hurt?" 

"But Yerin, I" Yuju wanna say that her affections is not just about their contract but she also didn't know if that was true. She's confused. Too confused 

"I don't mind if you're love her for real Yuju. In fact I'm happy for you, but from what I saw. You're confused with your own feeling. I don't want one of you two feel hurt because of your confusion. That's why I'm asking you to stop giving her a hope. Before she's starts develop her own feeling toward you. She'll feel hurt in the end"

Seeing no respond from her best friend, Yerin patting Yuju arm slowly before get up from her seat. She knew it, Yuju is too clueless when it's about showing her affections. Yuju affections sometimes making people take it in misunderstood way. And she don't want it happen to SinB

"How can I stop giving her those affections? It's not like I didn't tried to stop it before, I just can't" Yuju said to herself while holding her head, she just leave her works. She don't feel like want to finishing it 

"Why it so hard to get a clear answer for our own heart?" Yuju ask as she's looking up to the ceiling 

She's admit that lately she's feeling confused with her own feeling. It's because of this certain person, SinB. That confusion was come again after a few years she didn't feel it

The first case was during her high school time. She's having a crush on her own best friend. Eunha is her name, surprising that her real name is same with SinB. Eunbi, the different is just their surname

She's starts feeling something toward Eunha that time. She didn't know that it was love at first so she just keep it for herself. Day by day passes them, and those days too making Yuju getting confused, she felt so hurt when Eunha talking to another students with bright smile. She think that she's the only one who should give Eunha that smile. Not anyone else 

She only knew about her own feeling toward Eunha after that latter moving to somewhere far from her. She's missing that girl so much, that was the time she finally solved the mystery about her feeling to Eunha. But she's too late, Eunha is nowhere to be found 

She did tried to look for that girl but she's fail. Nobody know where's Eunha going. That girl who has same age as Yuju is completely gone without any sign 

Yuju finally can forgot about Eunha after being missed that girl so much. That's all thanks to SinB, but now. Once again confusion was stopped in her heart and mind

She can't say that she's in love with SinB, afraid that SinB will not feel the same. She can't give SinB a clear word about her own feeling, afraid that SinB will misunderstood and make SinB feel hurt because of her confusion. She don't want to let SinB know about her feeling when she herself feel confuse about it

Beside, she also didn't know if she's still keeping a space for Eunha in her heart or not. What if Eunha suddenly come? Will she still feel the same heartbeat every times she saw Eunha like before? Will she forget about SinB? She don't know 

While she's too deep into her own thought, her phone interrupt. It's a call from SinB, almost immediately Yuju pick it up 

"Unnie, where are you? I've finished my class already. Are you comi-"

"Omo! Sorry SinB, I forgot. Ok, wait a minutes, I'll be there. Stay there. Don't go anywhere. Wait for me" without waiting for SinB to finishing her words, Yuju hang up the phone and grab her car key before running out from her building. Ignoring the workers who are bowing to her 

"Bwo? Just that?" SinB chuckle with Yuju antic. She can guess it that Yuju must be running toward her car right now. From Yuju tone earlier, SinB know that she was panic. There again, warm was filling her heart 

"So? Your sister is coming?" Umji who patiently wait for SinB asking 

"Yea, she'll be here. You wanna go to your sister already?"

"No, it's fine. I'll wait for you"

While waiting for Yuju, both of them are chatting about their practical. They'll be assigned as a practical nurse at any hospital after finished their training

"SinB! Oh my God, I'm really sorry. I'm too busy with works awhile ago, till forgot about you" Yuju who just arrived, rush toward SinB for explaining the situation before head. She lie about that works part of course, it can't be she wanna tell SinB that she's thinking about her first love right 

"It's ok unnie. I understand" SinB smile softly 

"I'm really sorry" Yuju say sorry again and guilty was filling her eyes, SinB just smile 

"It's fine. Beside Umji is here"

"Yup unnie,dont worry. If you're not coming, I can ask my sister to send her home. Ok, seems like Yuju unnie is here already, I'll take my leave first. Bye" Umji bidding them a good bye 

"Let's go unnie" Yuju grab SinB arm softly when that younger girl wanna walk toward the car 

"I'm sorry. I promise, I'm not gonna be late again" SinB chuckling, how can a CEO for a big construction business become this cute in front her

She's taking out a tissue pocket from her nurse uniform then wipe Yuju forehead that drenched by that woman sweat. With full of affection she did it, Yuju couldn't help but staring 

"Ok, done. Let's go home. I'm hungry" SinB linking her arm around Yuju arm before walks to their car 

Maybe it's time for Yuju to find her way for clearing the confusion in her own mind. She has to forget every single thing that can make her mind becoming more mess. Eunha is one of it 

Chapter 22, check! I'm actually was thinking to make this story for more longer but afraid you guys will get bored. What do you think? Wait, I'll thinking for awhile.  Ok! I'll make it more longer  XD