"Ma'am, your son is safe but he'll be sleeping in awhile for his body react to the medicine that he got earlier" Jackson said to his patient family who has waited for the operation done 

"Really???  Thank you doctor. Thank you so much!" Without thinking, one of his patient relative that he assume as the mother hugging him tightly for thanking him

"Your welcome ma'am. God set everything and I'm just doing my job. You're son was fighting for his life too" Jackson said gently before returning that hug 

SinB who just come out from the operation room with the surgery equipments saw that hugging scene. Unknowingly she's smile. It such a great feeling when she see the happy face of the patient relatives when they got a good news 

After has done with everything, SinB decided to for watching a night scenery at the garden. That garden has been such a special place for her since the first time she's having a conversation with Jackson

She look up for watching the star and smile to herself while remembering what happen after she and her team manage to saving their patient from death. She's nearly want to hugging Jackson due to joyness but she's stop even before she do it and Jackson just smile at her while patting her head softly. 

"I was thinking, when will you bring me a hot coffee. It just me who will bring you this coffee" Jackson said while handing a hot coffee to SinB

"I never ask you for bringing it to me" SinB shrugging while taking that coffee 

"Well you're right. So, can I sit here?" Jackson said while pointing at the vacant space next to SinB on the bench 

"It's not like you're asking for it before" once again SinB shrugging but with grin this time 

"Once again you're right" Jackson said with chuckle and SinB followed afterwards 

"Doctor, may I ask something?" SinB ask after she has take a sip of that coffee 

"Sure why not" 

"I'm just wondering, don't you have a girlfriend? You're all the time in this hospital" after has going along with Jackson really well, finally SinB has a gut to asking that question 

"What do you think? Do you think I have a girlfriend?" Jackson ask back and SinB was shrugging 

"I don't know but it's kinda unbelievable if you don't have one"

"Why did you say that?"

"I don't know you have a kinda good looking?" SinB ask in unsure tone make Jackson laughing 

"Would you believe it if I said I don't have a lover?" 

"Maybe? Because I never see you're going out with any woman and you finished almost all of your times in the hospital so yea"

"I don't have a lover actually. Well I used to have one but now she's gone" SinB notice there's sadness in her superior voice 

"Where is she now?" SinB ask with a slight feel a pain in her heart, knowing that there's someone used to be in Jackson heart before 

"She's up there, watching me" Jackson said while take a look up at the sky 

"Did she?" SinB no need to ask furthermore, Jackson was nodding his head 

"Heart failure, 6 years ago" SinB just nodding her head 

"She's the one who make me becomes a surgeon actually. I never wanna be a surgeon before, I wanna be a singer and I in fact was having my training in one of the singing entertainment when she told me about her illness. You know what? She once told me that she want me to curing her illness, how can I do that right? I mean, I'm not even a doctor" Jackson said and was about to cry when remembering about his past love 

SinB doesn't know what should she do, she just slowly putting her palm on Jackson back then caress it softly for calming the older guy 

"I quit from being a training and get into medic school for being a surgeon for her. I've tried to make she's taking an early treatment from the heart specialist but she just too stubborn. She's still want me to treating her illness" Jackson eyes was teary 

"Did you manage treat her illness?" Jackson shaking his head 

"No, her conditions getting worse when I'm still learning in heart failure research. Her parents call me then told me that she's in hospital due to her illness. I still remembered how she's smile at me when I step into her ward. She's using an oxygen tank for stay breathing because her heart really weak. She's smile with me like always she did, she's so beautiful that time. Although her eyes and body clearly shown that she was fine but I knew she's not"

"I managed having a talks with her. I told her to stay breathing and fighting for her life and me. She said she couldn't bear it feeling the pain anymore, she said sorry to me. But I said I was the one who should say sorry because I couldn't treat her illness. She told me that it's fine, at least her dream to see me becomes a doctor nearly to reach. She don't like me being a singer because she told me that she disliking people looking at me and loving me as much as she love me" Jackson was chuckling but in tears, SinB who was continue her act calming him also chuckling 

"She also told me that it's fine if I couldn't curing her illness, but I must be promise to her that I'll help everyone in any surgery that I got involved. I'm swear to fulfill her wish. Not long after that, her breath was hitching and I knew her time was about to reach. I didn't want it. I still need her in my life but seems like God was being so cruel to me. He took my love, my life" 

SinB didnt know how to react, she was amaze by how big Jackson and his girlfriend love. The deepest part of her heart, she couldn't help but feeling a little bit sad because knowing that Jackson was so in love with his past last lover

All of sudden she's remembering about Yuju. Jackson always remember about his late love even after 6 years has passed. How could she's forgetting her wife while spending her time in China 

She's also remember about how rarely she's calling her daughter and wife. She feel so guilty. She was to enjoying her time at China with her friends and Jackson till she's forgetting someone that very important in her life 

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't tell you my past love" Jackson wiping his tears then said in chuckling 

"Uhm, it's fine doctor" 

"Thanks by the way, I feel a bit relief. Everyone thought that I was fine after her death because I acted it that way"

"But you're not ok with it at all right? You're not fine after her death" SinB ask and Jackson look at her with smile 

"No,you're the first one who know it. I'm toughing myself in front of people" Jackson said while look down on his lap 

"It's fine for showing your weak side once doctor. Nobody is perfect and has a weakness" SinB don't know what has gone into her just now. She's taking Jackson hand that he rest on his lap then giving him a little bit squeeze 

Her act make Jackson look at their hands before look at SinB direction. She's flinched when Jackson strong gaze was on her

"Uhm, I'm sorr-" SinB immediately pull away her hand but didn't manage she did it, Jackson held her hand more tighter 

"Just stay like this. I need this, I didn't feel this kind of warmth since 6 years ago" Jackson requesting and SinB couldn't find the way to decline his request 

"Move on doctor. I'm sure God has setting you up with someone else" SinB said gently while having a good time feeling Jackson warmth hand around hers

"But where could I found that someone? I myself not wanting to stay in my past lover shadow" Jackson tears has falling on his cheek

"I'm sure you'll find it someday doctor. All you need to do is just waiting" without thinking twice, SinB thumb unconsciously make it way toward Jackson cheek for wiping that tears away but she stop in the mid of her way when she's suddenly remembering of her wife and daughter 

Jackson saw her hand stop in the mid air, thinking about that girl being hesitate. He take SinB hand in him then lead her thumb for wiping her tears

SinB was shock and flinch but she didn't move her thumb either. She let her thumb lingering on her superior cheek and that guy didn't mind it

Since SinB knew Jackson, she has starts questioning herself about how it feel when she's in love with guy. Aside from Yuju, she never got in love and she also didn't have any relationship with anyone other than Yuju 

The deepest part of her heart was asking for her to feel being in relationship with a guy. But her mind was questioning, why did after she has got married she want to feel that kind of relationship? 

And what has Jackson did to her till she felt so interested for having a lady and guy relationship. Is she has bored with Yuju love? 

Meanwhile SinB still in her thought, Jackson lean in forward while his eyes leaving SinB eyes down to her lips. He has been wondering on why SinB has a kind of effect that used his past lover had on him

SinB saw Jackson lean forward. She didn't move even a bit. She doesn't know why but she's surely have a feeling about thinking how will it taste like when her lips touching with a guy lips

Her lips are only aim for Yuju before and now that she feel like want to have a different feeling. Jackson lips are getting closer and their distance was about to closed until SinB phone suddenly ringing. It's awake those two person till make them pull away from each other 

SinB look at her phone screen then saw Yuju contact name that she save as my lovely hunnie pop out. She turn down Yuju phone call before look at Jackson in nervous, afraid if that guy see her caller id name 

"Uhm,who's that? Why you didn't answer it?" Jackson ask in awkward tone, it feel so awkward when he nearly kissing his inferior nurse 

"Uhm, no one" SinB said quickly before continue "Uhm, doctor. I've to go. Something happen at home. Excuse me" SinB quickly get up from the bench but before she could walk away for calling Yuju back, Jackson hold her hand for stopping her from walking 

"Uhm, SinB. If you don't mind. Can I take you out tomorrow? I want to show you Hong Kong city. Can I? Since you're the only one who knew about my past love story, I think it'll be work if I ask you out" Jackson said nervously 

"Uhm, doctor. But I have a morning shift tomorrow" SinB said carefully. Not wanting that guy to feel offence about her decline 

"We can go for a dinner. I really want to take you out. Please?" SinB once again couldn't decline her superior request. Not when that guy using her hopefuls face 

"Ok, I'll go now" SinB said quickly because she need to call Yuju back or else that woman will think something unnecessary 

"Ok, see you tomorrow" Jackson said with wide smile and SinB just nodding before run to her hostel that located not far from the hospital. Her shift for today has finished, so it's time for her to go home now

After SinB sight has lost from his eyes, Jackson couldn't drop his smile down. Since the first time he met SinB, he somehow having an attracting feeling toward that girl. Maybe it's time for him to open his heart for someone else 

"Mei Yang"Jackson look up to the sky with smile while calling his late lover name 

"Thank you, for finally opens my heart for someone else" he said before continue looking at the sky. He hope, SinB was the right one for him

Right after SinB has arrived at her hostel door. Her eyes got widening opens when she saw Jieqiong was kissing a girl around their age at the corner of the hallways of their hostel 

Jieqiong arms was around that girl neck and that girl arms was around her waist. SinB eyes blinking a several times. What the hell that she just saw 

After Jieqiong has pull away from the kiss, SinB can see how's Jieqiong smile toward that other girl. That was the same smile that she used to give to Yuju every time after they're kissing

The nearly kissing scene between her and Jackson was come into her mind. She shake it off, she don't want to remember about other guy. The only one person that she want to remember is just Yuju 

"S-sinB?" Jieqiong face was as nervous as her voice

"Who's that girl earlier?" SinB ask and she couldn't find that girl sight anymore. She's probably has gone while she's in her thought just now 

"Uhm, look SinB. First of all, I'm sorry because I hiding it from you and I understand if you wanna judge me or you don't wanna be my friend anymore. I-i uhm" Jieqiong lost her word 

"Is she your girlfriend?" SinB guessing 

"Hmm" Jieqiong nodding "She's come from Korea just for pay a visit me today. I'm sorry SinB, I should've tell you about her. Please don't be scare to befriend with me" SinB just laughing 

"Why would I be scare wanna befriend with you? It's not like you eat people" SinB said while holding Jieqiong arms

"You, didn't disgusting? I mean, I'm in relationship with a girl. Not guy" Jieqiong said carefully 

'So what? I even married with a woman' SinB said but of course just in her mind, she just think that it's not the real time for her expose about her status yet

"No, I'm Jieqiong. It's your life and beside if your girlfriend can make you happy, who am I to stop and feeling disgusting of you two?" SinB said with gentle tone 

"Thank you SinB ah" Jieqiong locking her with a hug but then SinB phone was ringing once again and it's from Yuju again

"Uhm, Jieq. Can you go out for awhile? Just go anywhere you want or talk to your girlfriend. I have answer to this call" with that, SinB open the door then leaving Jieqiong alone at outside their hostel dumbfounded 

SinB lock the door then answer to that call. She was about to say hello to Yuju but then she heard her wife she's talking to Arin instead

'Is she mad?' SinB asking herself. Yuju isn't like this before, she'll usually will say hello or hi baby first before handing the phone to Arin 

"Mommy?"

"Yes baby? Mommy's here"

"I miss you mommy, why you didn't call like always?" Arin ask in sad tone and then that time SinB know that she just make a mistake

She just neglecting her responsibility as a mother for Arin and wife for Yuju. She's too busy for hiding her married status from her friends in China till she's forgot about two person heart in Korea 

"I'm sorry sweetie. Mommy so busy these lately" it just a white lie from SinB 

"So mama was right, she also told me that mommy was busy and I can't disturbing you, mommy" SinB feel like want to cry

Yuju has been so nice on her but here she is, finding and feeling attracted to other guy instead. She feel so bad for what she has done 

"Uhm, baby? Where's your mama?"

"Mama is watching television"

'So she choose to watch the television more than talking to me? Look what has you done SinB!' SinB scolding herself in mind 

"Uhm, can you pass the phone to your mama baby?"

"Sure, Arin is also sleeping already. Can mommy make mama happy again? She's so sad these lately" Arin said sadly while looking at Yuju who just sit next to her on the couch in living room 

"Arin, what are you doing?!" Yuju scolding her daughter in whisper way after that SinB might hear them but that girl sticking her tongue out 

"Good night mommy. I love you, call me always ok?"

"Good night my baby girl. Sleep tight ok? I promise that I will call you everyday" 

"Ok, byee" with cheer voice Arin say that "Mama, here. Mommy want to talk, good night mama" Arin giving Yuju a peck on that woman cheek before walks to her parents room for sleeping 

"Night baby" Yuju said before returning her attention on her phone 

"Uhm, hunnie?" SinB starts first 

"Hhm?" 

"Are you mad?"

"No" 

"Really?" Yuju sighing loudly before said 

"What is it SinB?" Yuju sounds bored and uninterested for talking more 

"I'm sorry" SinB nearly to cry after she got a cold shoulder from her love one 

"For what?" It's not like Yuju want to treat her wife that way but she just too offend with what SinB has done 

"For everything that have I did. I'm sorry for not calling you as always as before, I'm sorry because I have to hide our marriage from people, I'm sorry if I make you mad. I'm really sorry"

"It's ok, I understand" Yuju said with sigh 

"No, it's no-"

"Did you have someone else at there?" Yuju ask, cutting off SinB next words

Chapter 67, check! What do you think about SinB answer? I mean, what will she said? I'll give you a hint and you can choose between (a) or (b) 

a) SinB will say "No! I don't have anyone else!"

b) SinB will just fall into silent and Yuju assume it as yes

Choose guys... *wink*! XD HAHAHAHAHA