To my first love; 
My youth, 
And the one that taught me a lot of lessons, 
Thank you. 
  
A countless thank you. 
  
I know it wouldn't mean much, but I still want to voice out how grateful I am. 
  
For the good times, 
And all the struggles we encountered that seemed to break us apart; which luckily didn't,  
Thank you. 
  
You deserve to be happy; to do what you want, to achieve your long-time goals. 
  
We are a part of each other, and would always be. 
  
It is embarked to the both of us how much the we mattered, and how much we strived to be together. 
  
It was a tough run, but was all worth it. 
  
Grateful would be an understatement. You showed me a part of me that I wasn't aware of; positives and negatives, ups and downs, the good ones and the bad ones, and even the difference of what the reality offers that only we could have in the imagination. 
  
I still haven't met you up close; personally, but I tried it miserably - I wanted it to happen so badly. 
  
We were both young and naive when it started. 
For others, it may seem childish, but reality is that we are the youth - we deserved the fun that we could cherish in the near future. 
  
But, years gone by, and we are at the point that the heartache drew a scar to my heart. 
  
I didn't see that coming. 
We didn't want that. 
No one would want that. 
  
Thought I drifted, but