Dear Journal,

During 7th grade, my classmates told me I loved to eat es. Seungcheol's fist came flying within seconds. It landed on Mingyu's face and that initiated a fight. I held Seungcheol's arm back, trying to pull him away when he swore at him. "Dont you ing dare talk about my bestfriend because you dont have the right to," he clenched his teeth in anger. I successfully pulled his away, fleeing him away from the scene and taking him somewhere he can calm down. I took him to a nearby ice cream store and got him cold treats. I still dont get why I treated him that day when I was the bullied one and I was the one that got hurt. 

Seungcheol checked with me after though. I remember him saying I should ignore what everyone was saying and that I should just listen to him. Seungcheol was my hero. My only sanctuary and the only friend I had besides Seungkwan. I was the safest when Im with him. He often defended me infront of bullies who picked on my hair and everything about me. I wasn't inlove with him during that time, it was all friendship and thats that. 

The next day after that, we were once again summoned in the office to work things out. I got another apology from Mingyu but that didnt stop him. It was as if its his hobby to talk about me. I forgave him everytime though, but someone didnt. Seungcheol never forgave him. He faked accepting all the apologies all this time.

- Yoon Jeo