Dear Journal,

First day of elementary school, I walked in hand in hand with him.

I have a picture of us on that day. My hair was bob cut and I have to admit, I did look like a girl. Seungcheol had his usual bowl cut, he was adorable. We both wore the same uniforms and we had the same color of bows. In my elementary school, different colours of bows represented different grades. Of course, when we hit 2nd grade, we switched to ties. Going back, first day of elementary, I had a mickey mouse backpack and Seungcheol got a power rangers one. I still cant understand him, till highschool, he was still into power rangers. One time he got really sulky because someone called his favourite Red Ranger a girl. I still remember his face.

It was during elementary when I got my nickname "pretty boy" Seungcheol gave it to me and everyone in my neighbourhood found it adorable and called me by that. They said I looked handsome and pretty at the same time, almost like an Angel. But that fact terrorized me in school. I was teased and I got called names.

- Yoon Jeonghan • 12:20 A.M.