Dear Journal,

It was also during our graduating year in elementary when we had our first education class. It was the most awkward class because I often giggled with Seungcheol in the back whenever they mentioned the word "" and "" Yes it was immature, but I cant help it. I even watched my first video with him. Yes, my innocence was taken away during 7th grade.

We watched it on Seungcheol's iphone together and we even cleaned up right after. We deleted the browser history and acted as if it never happened. It was awkward though. As far as ual , we've only seen it covered. Under blankets because on movies thats how it usually ends. The two main characters on bed and they would cover themselves with a blanket and the screen would turn black, boom its over. But when we saw it and how the toot actually penetrates the toot, we were speechless. We both had boners and it was the most awkward thing ever. Seungcheol saw my crotch and pointed out my growing . I looked at his and it wasnt any different. "Does this mean we're both ?" Seungcheol turned to me with his cheeks turning red. We were kids and it was the first time weve been exposed to that part of the internet. It was awkward, but we were comfortable because we watched together and not with some other person. 

I recall Seungcheol gagging when ejected from the you know what im talking about... He didnt take it well and puked. He said whoever saw that would