Chapter 28

The Monster In My Head
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After what seemed like several hours pass by Jin Ae managed to stop her cries. With her eyes red and swollen and cheeks covered with dry tears, Jin Ae stepped out of the cafe, thankful that it was 3 AM at night and that there would be no one to witness her pathetic state. She locked the cafe and turned to walk her way back home when she was greeted by a person wearing all black, standing right behind her with a smile on his face.

 

"Jeo Seung?" - Jin Ae murmured, her voice filled with annoyance as the memories of Jeo Seung from the night Yoongi disappeared started flooding in.

"What have you done to this pretty face of yours?" - Jeo Seung said with a sad smile, his hands cupping Jin Ae's face and his thumbs trailing the path of dried tears.

Jin Ae swatted his hand off from her face, taking a step back.

"Stay away Jeo Seung!" - Jin Ae warned.

"Why should I?" - Jeo Seung calmly asked, the sad smile on his face now replaced with a grin.

"You owe me answers. Where were you all these days? " - Jin Ae retorted, her hands crossed over her chest, her eyes still moist.

"I went to meet an old friend of mine. Had some unsettled business to finish." - Jeo Seung replied, shrugging his shoulders like he couldn't care less about the answer.

"Always." - Jin Ae mumbled under her breath, hardly audible to her own ears.

"Say it" - Jeo Seung prompted, patiently waiting for Jin Ae to continue because there was nothing that went unheard when it came to Jeo Seung.

"You are always like this!" - Jin Ae yelled, the tears now spilling down her face - "Always hiding things from me, always making me doubt you but magically always there to find me in the most pathetic states of my life! I hate you!" - Jin Ae cursed, her tears never stopping, the strength she had gathered to walk back home slowly diminishing. She was frustrated with everything and everyone today.

"But you still trust me the most... Even after all the seeds of doubt planted in you by others, you still trust me the most. No matter how hard you try to deny it, you know that at the end of the day, after all the drama has ended, it will always be me coming to make sure you are alright." - Jeo Seung voiced out in such calm manner that it made the ache in Jin Ae's heart go numb. Jeo Seung then cautiously pulled Jin Ae into his comforting embrace. 

"I'm sorry" - he whispered the words into her ear "for never being there when you actually need me." - that line was enough for Jin Ae to breakdown in his arms, clutching onto his shirt like her life depended on it. Right now, she needed closure and Jeo Seung was the only one who could ever give it to her. 

 

"Sorry, because I never will be there when you need me

Our paths can't cross each other

You and me can't live under the same light"

 

"You know what, I never liked them both from the moment I saw them" - Jeo Seung stated with a teasing tone as he walked Jin Ae back home.

"Whom?" - Jin Ae questioned, her voice horse from all the crying, mind blank.

"Namjoon and Yoongi" - Jeo Seung answered, rolling his eyes and giving an over dramatic expression making sure Jin Ae caught the glimpse of it.

Jin Ae looked at him for a long second after which a small smile etched onto her face. Making even Jeo Seung smile.

"Your life was so peaceful before you met them." - Jeo Seung said, hands folding behind his head, eyes locked onto the stars covering the dark sky.

"I wasn't living a life before I met them." - Jin Ae replied her gaze matching Jeo Seung's.

"You better than anyone know how miserably I lived for past few years before meeting them. The only person I knew was you and we were basically treated like ghosts. No one wanted to even look our way."

"That's not true." - Jeo Seung cut in - " I had a lot~ of girls text me. I'm still famous for my godly looks." - Jeo Seung winked, a smug grin on his face.

Jin Ae could only chuckle at the reply because it was true. She never understood why Jeo Seung stuck by her side when he could have been roaming with the so called wannabes of the uni.

"Why did you stick with me then?" - Jin Ae questioned still chuckli

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[The Monster In My Head] Chapter 27 is up ! My ghosts and me hope you like the chapter kekekekek ヽ(^。^)ノ

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AileeAloya #1
Chapter 31: I knew it...i knew it...Jeo sung was something else...evil demon?..grim reaper?...for a time i though he was the incarnetaion of Yoongi's friend...hahaha...Author nim..pls cont ur stories later..Fighting
Chimswae
#2
Chapter 31: Jeo Sung is so shady and always give me wrong impression most of the time. For an odd reason, I am seeing him in inhuman way like he is dangerous to be around her and he's using her for her own benefit. Jeosung is a complicated character tbh.
bhatikar
#3
Chapter 31: * stares at all the new twists and turns with wide open eyes O_o*

Hmm...one thing for sure, Jeo Seung is definitely not a MORTAL!
All the ghosts bow down to him?
Who is he or What is he??? @_@

I feel so bad for Jin Ae. She had a really terrible day. Although I don't totally trust Jeo Seung with her, I'm glad he was there for her at the end and that she let out all her emotions with him. I hope she feels better with time.

And whatever Jeo Seung said about the miracles, blessings and curses in disguise, he seemed to have a point in that.
But what did he mean when he said that he was with her since her father's death and will be, till her last breath?....it gives a shivering feeling to me.
Does he mean to be some guardian to watch her over..?

But again! Than he also warned her NOT to trust him or his words!
What is he exactly playing at.... @_@

And this new addition Keres! She seems like a intriguing character! She may feel like a kid, but does posses darkness. What does she want to possess Jin Ae's soul??
That too she called him brother and also spoke his uncertain death?
Now Jeo Seung's life is on the line??

Wow! This chapter has definitely plunged me into questions!! But I'm surely enjoying it! ^^
I like how you are showing more and more of Jeo Seung's character, but in a steady manner.
Also, the whole mention of miracles, devils and ghosts seem to really set the story in a good supernatural set! :D Well done!
THANKS A LOT FOR THE UPDATE AUTHOR-NIM!^_^
ALTHOUGH YOU HAVE LEFT ME WITH MORE QUESTIONS THAN ANSWERS I AM REALLY DIGGING FOR MORE! XD



I know the past couple of days have really been difficult for us...
It was a really unfortunate incident to occur and as you said, those particular words have certainly left a different imprint on our hearts.
Stay strong author-nim! And don't worry about the story. Take your time to get back in the form.
R.I.P Jonghyun
RockabillyHippie
#4
Chapter 31: Writing has been difficult for me this past week as well. SHINee was one of my first kpop groups because of the Boys Over Flowers ost and that drama had been my second kdrama. The group meant a lot to me. I'm not a huge fan of SM as a company but the artists under them were all my favorites so Jonghyun's passing has thrown me off balance for a lack of a better term. But I'm slowly feeling myself get back to normal, especially because I've been spending time with loved ones. I really loved this chapter especially because we learn more about Jeo Seung and the little girl who we now know is Keres. This is putting me on the edge of my seat!
nuz123
#5
Chapter 31: What is this Jeo Seung?? Who is this lil sister?!
Chimswae
#6
Chapter 30: To see this story unfold this way is giving me a rollecoaster feeling.. it feels so right and just so wrong at the same time. There are so much things going on between jiae and namjoon and yoongi. I am trying to digest every single thing here hahaha guess I am er when it comes to emotional and complicated relationship . U wrote the emotional paet so well. Kudos to you :')
bhatikar
#7
Chapter 30: NOOO!!!NAMJOON!!!!
Get a grip on your thoughts!
Damn! He has given rise to so many MISUNDERSTANDINGS!!

Seriously, this was the most angst and dramatic chapter ever! Strangely....I like it..:P....

But it was heart-wrenching to see all of them getting hurt thought! T^T
Silly Namjoon! He has no idea about Jin Ae's and Yoongi's world, but instead comes up with such theories....even when she told him the truth...I was expecting him to blow-over like that!
Feel really bad for his heart though...he seems so ignorant of the truth and so broken now...
(I was clutching my hair at his assumptions>_<)

And poor Jin Ae, as if her life was not already messed up, now has to deal with these new chaos!
His words sure did seem like bullets ripping her apart from the inside...
And he didn't even here her confession!

While Yoongi is like always! Trying to hush his pain out even if he is dying from the inside in doing so.>_<
Although I'm glad he didn't say anything harsh to Namjoon in anger! He seemed to handle the situation well...
I hope things will turn around for him.....

And last but not the least..Jeo Seung has appeared! Wonder what he is up to with the other guy....:/

The feels of this chapter really got me though!! O_o
You really topped the drama author-nim!! Good Job! ^_^
I seriously would love such more drama from you....But right now, I so want the things to clear up between them!!
(But I'm ready for drama....:P)

Thanks for the update!!<3
BilliePark #8
Chapter 30: Well he really is an idiot for overthinking. That hurts.
RockabillyHippie
#9
Chapter 30: NAMJOON! WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM, MY GUY?! OOOOOOOOHHHHH MMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYY GAAAAAAAHD!!!!!!
HoneyFei20
#10
Chapter 30: Wow...Namjoon made me cry....How can you not understand Jin Ae?????? She loves you and you don't even believe her..... sigh.