Chapter 18

The Monster In My Head
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"Song Jin Ae! " 

Jin Ae flinched as soon as she heard her name being called while Yoongi went into the washroom.

"Namjoon - ah"

"What was Yoongi hyung talking about?" - Namjoon questioned, his eyes shooting draggers.

"Huh?" 

"What were you and hyung talking about!?" - Namjoon gripped Jin Ae suddenly, scaring her.

"Come with me" - Namjoon whispered, dragging Jin Ae with him and hurrying behind the staircase to hide.

All this happened within a blink of an eye, the empty hallway where Jin Ae was standing just a few seconds ago was no longer deserted. A bunch of teenage girls had walked in. One of the girls stating that she had heard Namjoon's voice here. Thankfully the girls didn't stay there long and went their own way.

Namjoon let out a huge sigh once the girls were out of sight and he now realized how close he and Jin Ae were. Namjoon's one hand covered Jin Ae's mouth, the other had a tight grip around her waist. Jin Ae's face was so close to Namjoon's chest, she surely could feel Namjoon's heart beating whose pace just kept increasing.

It was at that moment Namjoon realized.

 

 

The person that made him feel his own heart beat was none other than the girl standing in front of him.

That beat whose existence was long forgotten,

 which had always lived inside of him but never made it's presence felt

now told him whom it was actually meant to beat for.

 

 

 

The realization struck him like a thunderbolt, making him immediately take a step back. His hands trembling, brain frozen and voice lost.

 

"That was close!" - Jin Ae commented, peeping out to check the hallway again - " I think we can step out now"

Getting no reply back, Jin Ae turned to check on Namjoon.

"Namjoon ah, you alright?" - Jin Ae slightly shook his arm.

Another voice replied instead of Namjoon.

"What are you two doing there?" - Yoongi  questioned with a blank expression.

His voice made Jin Ae's heart skip a beat. 

Does he really know about me? - Jin Ae thought to herself.

It was practically impossible for Yoongi to know about her true identity or so she thought.

Yoongi smirked, like he knew what exactly was going on inside Jin Ae's head.

"Yoongi, Namjoon! We need to leave now" - their managers voice was heard from a distance.

"I think we need to leave now, Namjoon ah" - Yoongi commented while Jin Ae moved side to let Namjoon walk to Yoongi.

"Let's speak some other day" - Namjoon said, his eyes never meeting Jin Ae's. The usual bright expression he wore on his face each time he saw Jin Ae was now no where to be found.

"Namjoon, are you alright?" - Jin Ae asked again looking at Namjoon's shocked face.

"Yeah" - with that said, Namjoon walked away.

 

"I'll see you later, then?" - Yoongi said with a grin and walked away leaving Jin Ae to deal with the fear he seeded inside of her.

 

 

 

The stars soon covered the sky, the night seemed mystical today. The music box played a magical tone which lured everyone in the thoughts of their own world. Some thinking about love, some about grief and some about their fears.

What did the future hold for them was still a question mark but one thing was sure, the three of them had their fates connected to each other in a way no one could imagine.

 

 

 

Jin Ae had texted Namjoon the next day, asking him if he was doing better than yesterday but sadly she got no reply back, maybe because he was busy with his schedules. Apparently these days everyone seemed to get busier, Jeo Seung also used to be out most the time and rather than being chilled out as usual, there was some kind of uneasiness Jeo Seung carried within himself.

 

 

"Namjoon-ah, what happened? You have been zoned out since yesterday?" - Jin questioned, seeing Namjoon blankly stare at his cellphone for the past 10 minutes.

"I think I'm in love" - Namjoon mumbled unconsciously while staring at Jin Ae's message which she had sent in the morning.

"Ahhhh..... that is what's troubling. Just go and confess it to Jin Ae." - Jin advised.

Namjoon looked at Jin with horror in his eyes.

"How do you know it's Jin Ae?"

"Babo, who doesn't? Anyone can make out by the way you look at her" - Jin giggled while Namjoon sat there looking

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[The Monster In My Head] Chapter 27 is up ! My ghosts and me hope you like the chapter kekekekek ヽ(^。^)ノ

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AileeAloya #1
Chapter 31: I knew it...i knew it...Jeo sung was something else...evil demon?..grim reaper?...for a time i though he was the incarnetaion of Yoongi's friend...hahaha...Author nim..pls cont ur stories later..Fighting
Chimswae
#2
Chapter 31: Jeo Sung is so shady and always give me wrong impression most of the time. For an odd reason, I am seeing him in inhuman way like he is dangerous to be around her and he's using her for her own benefit. Jeosung is a complicated character tbh.
bhatikar
#3
Chapter 31: * stares at all the new twists and turns with wide open eyes O_o*

Hmm...one thing for sure, Jeo Seung is definitely not a MORTAL!
All the ghosts bow down to him?
Who is he or What is he??? @_@

I feel so bad for Jin Ae. She had a really terrible day. Although I don't totally trust Jeo Seung with her, I'm glad he was there for her at the end and that she let out all her emotions with him. I hope she feels better with time.

And whatever Jeo Seung said about the miracles, blessings and curses in disguise, he seemed to have a point in that.
But what did he mean when he said that he was with her since her father's death and will be, till her last breath?....it gives a shivering feeling to me.
Does he mean to be some guardian to watch her over..?

But again! Than he also warned her NOT to trust him or his words!
What is he exactly playing at.... @_@

And this new addition Keres! She seems like a intriguing character! She may feel like a kid, but does posses darkness. What does she want to possess Jin Ae's soul??
That too she called him brother and also spoke his uncertain death?
Now Jeo Seung's life is on the line??

Wow! This chapter has definitely plunged me into questions!! But I'm surely enjoying it! ^^
I like how you are showing more and more of Jeo Seung's character, but in a steady manner.
Also, the whole mention of miracles, devils and ghosts seem to really set the story in a good supernatural set! :D Well done!
THANKS A LOT FOR THE UPDATE AUTHOR-NIM!^_^
ALTHOUGH YOU HAVE LEFT ME WITH MORE QUESTIONS THAN ANSWERS I AM REALLY DIGGING FOR MORE! XD



I know the past couple of days have really been difficult for us...
It was a really unfortunate incident to occur and as you said, those particular words have certainly left a different imprint on our hearts.
Stay strong author-nim! And don't worry about the story. Take your time to get back in the form.
R.I.P Jonghyun
RockabillyHippie
#4
Chapter 31: Writing has been difficult for me this past week as well. SHINee was one of my first kpop groups because of the Boys Over Flowers ost and that drama had been my second kdrama. The group meant a lot to me. I'm not a huge fan of SM as a company but the artists under them were all my favorites so Jonghyun's passing has thrown me off balance for a lack of a better term. But I'm slowly feeling myself get back to normal, especially because I've been spending time with loved ones. I really loved this chapter especially because we learn more about Jeo Seung and the little girl who we now know is Keres. This is putting me on the edge of my seat!
nuz123
#5
Chapter 31: What is this Jeo Seung?? Who is this lil sister?!
Chimswae
#6
Chapter 30: To see this story unfold this way is giving me a rollecoaster feeling.. it feels so right and just so wrong at the same time. There are so much things going on between jiae and namjoon and yoongi. I am trying to digest every single thing here hahaha guess I am er when it comes to emotional and complicated relationship . U wrote the emotional paet so well. Kudos to you :')
bhatikar
#7
Chapter 30: NOOO!!!NAMJOON!!!!
Get a grip on your thoughts!
Damn! He has given rise to so many MISUNDERSTANDINGS!!

Seriously, this was the most angst and dramatic chapter ever! Strangely....I like it..:P....

But it was heart-wrenching to see all of them getting hurt thought! T^T
Silly Namjoon! He has no idea about Jin Ae's and Yoongi's world, but instead comes up with such theories....even when she told him the truth...I was expecting him to blow-over like that!
Feel really bad for his heart though...he seems so ignorant of the truth and so broken now...
(I was clutching my hair at his assumptions>_<)

And poor Jin Ae, as if her life was not already messed up, now has to deal with these new chaos!
His words sure did seem like bullets ripping her apart from the inside...
And he didn't even here her confession!

While Yoongi is like always! Trying to hush his pain out even if he is dying from the inside in doing so.>_<
Although I'm glad he didn't say anything harsh to Namjoon in anger! He seemed to handle the situation well...
I hope things will turn around for him.....

And last but not the least..Jeo Seung has appeared! Wonder what he is up to with the other guy....:/

The feels of this chapter really got me though!! O_o
You really topped the drama author-nim!! Good Job! ^_^
I seriously would love such more drama from you....But right now, I so want the things to clear up between them!!
(But I'm ready for drama....:P)

Thanks for the update!!<3
BilliePark #8
Chapter 30: Well he really is an idiot for overthinking. That hurts.
RockabillyHippie
#9
Chapter 30: NAMJOON! WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM, MY GUY?! OOOOOOOOHHHHH MMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYY GAAAAAAAHD!!!!!!
HoneyFei20
#10
Chapter 30: Wow...Namjoon made me cry....How can you not understand Jin Ae?????? She loves you and you don't even believe her..... sigh.