Chapter 27

The Monster In My Head
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The abrupt opening and closing of the door jumpscares Jin Ae.

"You scared me." - Jin Ae exclaimed once she saw Namjoon walk in.

"Who do you love?" - he questioned as soon as he stepped into the cafe with a dark tone, his expression unreadable. There were no greetings exchanged and no friendly glances exchanged either.

 

"Huh?" - Jin Ae questioned back unsure whether she heard him correctly.

"You heard me, Who do you love? Me or Yoongi hyung?" - Namjoon enunciated each word through his gritted teeth. Making sure she heard everything clearly this time.

 

Jin Ae let out a chuckle of disbelief - "What?" - she asked, her tone mocking but her face carrying a disgusted expression. The question had really thrown her off.

"You really think there is something going on between me and Yoongi." - Jin Ae accused Namjoon, her heart breaking a little at the realization that Namjoon thought so low of her.

"Do you really think I'm so cheap? That I would go out with someone else knowing that you are out there waiting for my answer?" - Jin Ae spat, slowly losing her temper. The past 10 minutes had  been the hardest time of her life, her brain continuously screaming at her to not spill out her little secret but her heart not letting her deceive the person she thought she loves and now here she stood listening to the man she loves say that he doubts her. A feeling of betrayal mixed with sadness started spewing inside her.

"Oh well I don't know, maybe I wouldn't have given it a thought if I hadn't seen you guys together every ing day." - Namjoon retorted, feeling angry at Jin Ae's outburst. He was the one who was supposed to be fuming with anger, not Jin Ae, he was the one who felt betrayed not her - he thought.

"You have really lost it haven't you?" - Jin Ae again chuckled out of disbelief - " You of all people should know how hard it is for Min Yoongi to open up to people, how hard it is for him to share his troubles and now that he finally has someone to share some of his pent up frustrations you think that there is something going on between us. I'm just begin there for him like he is for me, Namjoon!" But you won't understand it, would you?"

"Make me understand!" - Namjoon yelled out of frustration, taking a step closer to Jin Ae clenching his fists, it took all his mite to not grab onto Jin Ae - " I'm always trying to be there for you, I'm trying my hardest but all you do is push me away! All you do is go to Hyung! Don't you think I'm worthy of your concerns!? You had asked me for some time, I didn't give you that time to get close to Hyung!"

"It's not like that" - Jin Ae whispered feeling a bit guilty because Namjoon was right, each time she had a trouble it was Min Yoongi she went to not Namjoon because she thought going to Namjoon would mean exposing her true self, which in turn meant losing him which she wasn't ready to do so. People really become greedy in love.

 

"This is how you push me every time, every time I try coming close to you, you shut me off. Did you ever think how difficult it is for me to see you everyday with hyung? Did you ever think about my feelings for you? Did you ever think I deserve an answer ? You keeping making me feel guilty for been true to my feelings. Just say 'No' and end this" - Namjoon replied, backing away from Jin Ae. Preparing his heart to be broken. Because truthfully seeing Jin Ae struggling to explain herself was more heartbreaking. He didn't want to break her for an answer he wanted to listen.

 

"Namjoon" - Jin Ae sighed, this wasn't how she wanted to tell him about herself but nothing could be helped now. Things had turned out bad and it couldn't get any worse.

"I need to tell you something... the thing is... I... I haven't been true to you.." - Namjoon furred his eyebrows, his brain running wild scenarios  in his head thinking what could be more worse than getting his heart broken. For one second the thought of Jin Ae and Yoongi going on did cross his mind. Sometimes jealously can be a stronger emotion than love.

"There is something you need to know about me.... the thing is... I know it's going to sound absurd but please believe me... I....I'm a psychic... well more like a person who grants a soul's last wish before sending it away."

The room grew silent and the lack of light in the cafe hiding Namjoon's expressions gave Jin Ae the confidence to keep on going, she explained him her whole story - how it started, how it works , everything. Make sure that there isn't a single detail missed because she was done hiding stuff from Namjoon. There was just a one last thing left to say, her true feelings for him. The confession she held dearly to her heart all this time, it was time to let it all out. It was time he came to know he was loved deeply. Little did she know that things could turn more worse than they already were.

"Namjoon, I know it's too much but I just want to tell you that I - "

Jin Ae was abruptly cut off mid sentence by Namjoon's laughter. The words which were about to slip out of were swallowed with a huge glup. Her lips now turned into a straight line.

"Is that all you could come up with to reject me? Like a simple 'no' would do too, you know?" - Namjoon spoke through his laughter and Jin Ae suddenly felt like she was been chocked to death by the sound of his laugh. She felt sick in her stomach. She felt like someone just drilled holes through her heart.

She didn't kno

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[The Monster In My Head] Chapter 27 is up ! My ghosts and me hope you like the chapter kekekekek ヽ(^。^)ノ

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AileeAloya #1
Chapter 31: I knew it...i knew it...Jeo sung was something else...evil demon?..grim reaper?...for a time i though he was the incarnetaion of Yoongi's friend...hahaha...Author nim..pls cont ur stories later..Fighting
Chimswae
#2
Chapter 31: Jeo Sung is so shady and always give me wrong impression most of the time. For an odd reason, I am seeing him in inhuman way like he is dangerous to be around her and he's using her for her own benefit. Jeosung is a complicated character tbh.
bhatikar
#3
Chapter 31: * stares at all the new twists and turns with wide open eyes O_o*

Hmm...one thing for sure, Jeo Seung is definitely not a MORTAL!
All the ghosts bow down to him?
Who is he or What is he??? @_@

I feel so bad for Jin Ae. She had a really terrible day. Although I don't totally trust Jeo Seung with her, I'm glad he was there for her at the end and that she let out all her emotions with him. I hope she feels better with time.

And whatever Jeo Seung said about the miracles, blessings and curses in disguise, he seemed to have a point in that.
But what did he mean when he said that he was with her since her father's death and will be, till her last breath?....it gives a shivering feeling to me.
Does he mean to be some guardian to watch her over..?

But again! Than he also warned her NOT to trust him or his words!
What is he exactly playing at.... @_@

And this new addition Keres! She seems like a intriguing character! She may feel like a kid, but does posses darkness. What does she want to possess Jin Ae's soul??
That too she called him brother and also spoke his uncertain death?
Now Jeo Seung's life is on the line??

Wow! This chapter has definitely plunged me into questions!! But I'm surely enjoying it! ^^
I like how you are showing more and more of Jeo Seung's character, but in a steady manner.
Also, the whole mention of miracles, devils and ghosts seem to really set the story in a good supernatural set! :D Well done!
THANKS A LOT FOR THE UPDATE AUTHOR-NIM!^_^
ALTHOUGH YOU HAVE LEFT ME WITH MORE QUESTIONS THAN ANSWERS I AM REALLY DIGGING FOR MORE! XD



I know the past couple of days have really been difficult for us...
It was a really unfortunate incident to occur and as you said, those particular words have certainly left a different imprint on our hearts.
Stay strong author-nim! And don't worry about the story. Take your time to get back in the form.
R.I.P Jonghyun
RockabillyHippie
#4
Chapter 31: Writing has been difficult for me this past week as well. SHINee was one of my first kpop groups because of the Boys Over Flowers ost and that drama had been my second kdrama. The group meant a lot to me. I'm not a huge fan of SM as a company but the artists under them were all my favorites so Jonghyun's passing has thrown me off balance for a lack of a better term. But I'm slowly feeling myself get back to normal, especially because I've been spending time with loved ones. I really loved this chapter especially because we learn more about Jeo Seung and the little girl who we now know is Keres. This is putting me on the edge of my seat!
nuz123
#5
Chapter 31: What is this Jeo Seung?? Who is this lil sister?!
Chimswae
#6
Chapter 30: To see this story unfold this way is giving me a rollecoaster feeling.. it feels so right and just so wrong at the same time. There are so much things going on between jiae and namjoon and yoongi. I am trying to digest every single thing here hahaha guess I am er when it comes to emotional and complicated relationship . U wrote the emotional paet so well. Kudos to you :')
bhatikar
#7
Chapter 30: NOOO!!!NAMJOON!!!!
Get a grip on your thoughts!
Damn! He has given rise to so many MISUNDERSTANDINGS!!

Seriously, this was the most angst and dramatic chapter ever! Strangely....I like it..:P....

But it was heart-wrenching to see all of them getting hurt thought! T^T
Silly Namjoon! He has no idea about Jin Ae's and Yoongi's world, but instead comes up with such theories....even when she told him the truth...I was expecting him to blow-over like that!
Feel really bad for his heart though...he seems so ignorant of the truth and so broken now...
(I was clutching my hair at his assumptions>_<)

And poor Jin Ae, as if her life was not already messed up, now has to deal with these new chaos!
His words sure did seem like bullets ripping her apart from the inside...
And he didn't even here her confession!

While Yoongi is like always! Trying to hush his pain out even if he is dying from the inside in doing so.>_<
Although I'm glad he didn't say anything harsh to Namjoon in anger! He seemed to handle the situation well...
I hope things will turn around for him.....

And last but not the least..Jeo Seung has appeared! Wonder what he is up to with the other guy....:/

The feels of this chapter really got me though!! O_o
You really topped the drama author-nim!! Good Job! ^_^
I seriously would love such more drama from you....But right now, I so want the things to clear up between them!!
(But I'm ready for drama....:P)

Thanks for the update!!<3
BilliePark #8
Chapter 30: Well he really is an idiot for overthinking. That hurts.
RockabillyHippie
#9
Chapter 30: NAMJOON! WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM, MY GUY?! OOOOOOOOHHHHH MMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYY GAAAAAAAHD!!!!!!
HoneyFei20
#10
Chapter 30: Wow...Namjoon made me cry....How can you not understand Jin Ae?????? She loves you and you don't even believe her..... sigh.