'Sacrifice'
Pieces of My Aesthetic HeartHana met eyes with Daehyun. She saw his eyes were red and filled with pain, guilt, and regret. As much as it pained to see him like this, she couldn’t disregard the fact that Soojin still had the ability to make him feel like this and it only made her heart hurt even more.
Daehyun didn’t want Hana to see him like this. He couldn’t shake off all the feelings that he had built up. He was so sure he had moved on from Soojin, and he did, except now that he knew the truth, he realized that they could’ve still been something. Daehyun didn’t want to think about this any longer. He wanted to be alone.
“Are you okay?” Hana softly asked as she held on to Daehyun’s arm. He gulped as he looked at her.
“I’m sorry…I want to be alone right now..” He calmly responded as he took one step away. Hana held onto Daehyun’s sleeve tightly before she decided to release her grip. As Daehyun started walking away, Hana’s eyes shifted to Daehyun’s right hand, where she saw blood dripping.
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2 weeks passed by the last time Daehyun and Hana saw each other. Hana tried to call him many times but he never picked up. She messaged him as well but he wouldn’t answer her back. Daehyun wasn’t trying to avoid Hana. He was trying to sort out his feelings and thoughts.
As Hana sat on her stool, staring at her empty canvas, thoughts of her constant rejection from art museums frustrated her. She didn’t have Daehyun to comfort her and she couldn’t tell her grandmother about her failures. What can Hana do now? Out of overwhelming emotions, Hana stood up and pushed her canvas and her paint materials onto the floor. As everything clashed onto the floor, Hana felt her eyes b with tears. She sunk to the ground hugging her knees, trying to figure out if she would ever achieve her dream.
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Later on that night, Hana’s phone went off. She shifted her eyes to her phone and saw the one name she was waiting for. She picked up the phone and answered it.
“Hello..?” Hana tried to hide the disappointment in her voice.
“Hey…I’m sorry I haven’t been picking up your calls or answering your messages…can we meet up?”
“Oh….yeah…”
“Sunshine bar in 10 mins?”
“Yeah, see you there”
Hana hung up and sighed. She was scared, upset, and excited all at once. Is this what love does to you?
Hana and Daehyun met up the bar soon and were facing each other with drinks on the
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