If you asked me what is the one word that i want to say to Tiffany the most, i can't give you the answer. Because for me, there is always these two words that i want to say to her. No, it's not three words like what you guys might predicted. It's only two actually. They are, "Thank you" and "Sorry".

Thank you, for always forcing me out when i was too lazy to even move a muscle. Despite my protests and complaints, i secretly always being thankful for your persistence, stubbornnes, and effort to drag me out of my room. Since you can hardly accept no as the answer, i always ended up yielding to you. The boredom almost killed me, Fany-ah but i found no reason to leave my room. Not until you barged in out of the blue and literally dragging me out of my room.

Thank you, for always lend me your ears when i have something to tell and share. I don't know why, but everytime i got my new schedule in my hand, i feel like telling you about it. As if i want you to be the first one to know every activity i'm going to do. Maybe because you always have a brilliant idea in your head. And usually it's always come in handy. Like whenever i have a schedule that i don't really know how to 'do it', you always help me to find a solution for it. For example when i told you i'm going to shoot my solo debut MV, 'I' in New Zealand by myself for few days, i might feel nervous like hell and also bored to death by myself, you reassuring me that i will survived somehow.

Stylist unnies will go there too with me, and since i'm pretty close with them, i won't feel lonely because i have them with me. That's what Tiffany's said to me. Then she also said she will make sure to text me and call me whenever she has free time just to make sure i won't feel bored. Then the most brilliant idea from her is about asking Jiwoong oppa to accompany me since he's having a free time. Tiffany also believed my brother will agree if i ask him to go with me because he loves me, that's for sure, and then because Jiwoong oppa ever told her about having some friends in NZ. I can use that reason to 'lure' him. And again, she was right.

Thank you, for always giving me your endless support and sharing your positive energy to me. The other member also always supporting me. Well, we're supporting each other, always. But Tiffany always be the first one to do that for me. Tirelessly. When i got my first offer to sing an OST, she is the first one who keep singing the song with me. I still remember how she confidently said, "Trust me, your first OST will be a huge success, Taeyeon-ah." while showing her infamous eyesmile. Even my ownself at that time wasn't sure that people will like the song i sing. I was worried a lot about it and here she is, keep telling me that everything will be alright. That my song will be a success and people will like it. Just like how she likes the song so much. Just like how i like to sing it so much. At that time i thought, even if no one will like my song, at least i know there is someone who like it with all her heart. She even keep humming to it everyday ever since i let her to hear the song. Yeah, at least i know for sure that there's  person who appreciated my song. And that enough for me. I can always try in the future if this song isn't accepted well by people. Overwhelmed, maybe that is the closest word to descibe my feeling when my first OST liked by many people. The reaction i got is way better than what i thought.

"See? I told you so, Kim Taeyeon." That's what Tiffany said to me with a proud smile on her face when my song hit the first place in many song charts.

Thank you, for being red when i'm blue. And being blue when i'm red. We're complementing each other perfectly. As we get older, the more we understand each other because we have spend more time together. The more i care about you, the more i love you. And i know you do the same.

As i get older, i realize so many people come and go in my life. That's inevitable i know. But i'm glad you stay.. 

We appreciated each other's presence more than anything. It's not the presents i gave you, or the foods you bought for me, but the things you do for me, and the things i do for you, that matters the most. Be it simple gestures or big obvious acts. Like how i always fix your hair out of habit, or how you keep taking pictures of me when we went to new places. You know that i'm a type of person who won't take a picture, especially of my ownself if people didn't ask me to because i don't feel the need to do that. I just like to take a walk in new place, enjoying the view, taste the foods, and take some pictures of unique things around me. But you, you're the opposite of me. You always feel the need to take a picture of yourself and your doings simply to keep it as memory. You said everything that happened today will soon be a memory. And our mind may forget about them and reloaded it with new things, a more recent memory that easier to remember. And for that, we need to capture every moments so we can look back at them again one day with a smile. I can understand if you do it for yourself but you don't. You also 'drag' me with you. That's why i have so many pictures of us in my phone because i always allow you to touch my phone. I believe i'll find more in yours though. I also know that you have many pictures of me in your phone, because i have been in this music industry for almost a decade. Even though i'm still a bit awkward with camera until today, i can easily detect them. I always realize and know it everytime you took a picture of me. Thank you for always took a pretty shot of me. And thank you for make a room for me to be part of your precious memories. We might be so