And I look again towards the sky, as the raindrops mix with the tears I cry-unknown

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Withney houston-I will always love you (as a soundtrack)

*Jessica’s POV

Jae…. It’s my annual schejule to go here avery 1^st snow fall on December… I know it’s so heartwrenching and in heart heartbreakin’, but…. I still can’t reduce all of my pain sadness and feelin’ of missed you after these 5 years with any methods exept this!

Now I'm being a member of some girlgroup Jae, and Fanny was the too...

Still… I don’t really believe that God has taken you by my side…

A little bottle that you have gave to me, I’ll read it. After all this 5 years has passed. Yes, I never yet ready to read what have you wrote on it.

I walk around the street that was fulled with lights by myself. Night scene at Seoul is never apart by lights and peoples and a couples……

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But I walk…… towards there…… a place that will make we going home….

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Not too messy, even tough I was a ‘lil scared, I don’t want that day dirtied with a bad things that still graven on my mind…

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Yes, a day that I felt that I had everythings….

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That should be always beautiful, adorable, and pure…. Isn’t it Boo?

A tear was in the edge of my eyes, quickly I wipe it all “eotteohke Jae~….” Her voice going husky. She close her eyes then tears starts to fall, before she open her eyes back and look towards the sky she take a deep breath…

And she put something on her pocket…

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*FLASHBACK

Jessy-ah~….”

“wh-what?” she still felt un-usual when he put jessy plus ah to called her name. It makes her heart beat so fast, and burned her cheeks.

“this….”

“awww cute.... a hidden message?”
“open it when you’r home ok…” he smiles sweetly, cutely and lovingly.

*END OF FLASHBACK

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*Jessica’s POV

Her eyes blured with tears, and she know she can’t hold it, she let it all out and wetted her cheeks and keep hold it as she sobbed.

When she read it….

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“omo……” she cries even more deeper and deeper.

She squat her body and cries like a little girl….

She grave something on the snow….

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A heart

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“I love you….” She murmur in the middle of her sobs and cries,  with the bottom of her heart.

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“love comes with a fragnance of  a thousand flowers

.....and gone……. So hurt…..”- on the book Virus Merah Jambu